Soo, how do people usually start these things?
Hi, I'm George, and this is my first ever blog about.. being in a closet for.. 4 years? (maybe even more, can't say for sure when I realized something is "wrong")
You see, when you grow up in a VERY homophobic surroundings, you really start to feel wrong about yourself. You feel unprotected, endangered, and, what is the most annoying and depressing, guilty. Like, why do I have to feel guilty for being who I am? You may be shocked, but I'm pretty sure an average homophobe will give you at least 5 reasons)
So, I guess, all I ever needed was.. you know, socializing! I want to discuss my everyday life or even fetishes freely! Without being scared of getting shamed, threatend, abandoned or even physically damaged!
That is, if anyone is interested, the reason I'm starting this blog. I don't even know if at least one person will ever accidentally read those entries, but I don't really care, as the ability to say my real thoughts, I had to hide for a really long time, aloud already make me feel better!
Alright, guess I'm done explaining, welcome.. or.. whatever
Hi, I'm George, and this is my first ever blog about.. being in a closet for.. 4 years? (maybe even more, can't say for sure when I realized something is "wrong")
You see, when you grow up in a VERY homophobic surroundings, you really start to feel wrong about yourself. You feel unprotected, endangered, and, what is the most annoying and depressing, guilty. Like, why do I have to feel guilty for being who I am? You may be shocked, but I'm pretty sure an average homophobe will give you at least 5 reasons)
So, I guess, all I ever needed was.. you know, socializing! I want to discuss my everyday life or even fetishes freely! Without being scared of getting shamed, threatend, abandoned or even physically damaged!
That is, if anyone is interested, the reason I'm starting this blog. I don't even know if at least one person will ever accidentally read those entries, but I don't really care, as the ability to say my real thoughts, I had to hide for a really long time, aloud already make me feel better!
Alright, guess I'm done explaining, welcome.. or.. whatever
