Years ago I had a crush on Ted Matthews and contacted him to find out if he was going to be in town. Turns out he was. He told me the fee and we arranged to meet at his hotel room. I arrived and the place was a mess. He had underwear on and was completely limp, but I handed him the money. He didn't want to kiss a lot and basically asked what I wanted to do. At the time I was a bottom and I told him so. He spent 10 minutes trying to get hard, all the while his texts were going off. Finally he tried to penetrate me with a semi. After a lackluster attempt he finally said, "Do you want me to get you off?" "Don't bother," I said. Got up and left. Total fantasy shattered.
and he didn't give you back part of the money ?