I miss Maxstephenx soo much. He would make me custom videos all focusing on his giant silicone ass. We last spoke the weekend that he was heading to the beach on his vacation. He was going to tan in his thong and make me videos with his fresh thong tanline…when I did not hear from him for a while I knew something went wrong, but I did not expect to hear that he had drowned!! Such a tragedy and huge loss, there was no one like Maxstephen
Yes. Same here. I would request private vids from him as well. I was obsessed with his big ass too. I would joke about it with him and ask him if it hurt. Haha. He would also shake it around and was very friendly on the matter. He also would treat me nice when I would see him on Chaturbate. Even if I didn’t tip a whole lot, he would still be sweet and converse with me. I figured something was up too when he didn’t log on for Chaturbate in a long time. I ended up going to his Twitter and saw the RIP posts and I immediately felt sick to my stomach. Even though I didn’t know him personally, it felt like I lost a friend.
 
Rip Jonaldy, a very good friend of mine
Nunca pensé que le pasaría eso:sob::worried: cuando me di cuenta que había fallecido pensé era una broma pero cuando vi que ya no se conectaba más en sus redes pude creerlo que tristeza tan joven bello y lleno de vida q estaba
Por eso me da miedo el solo pensar someterme a esos procedimientos cosméticos porque se que a la larga traen consecuencias negativas
 
Nunca pensé que le pasaría eso:sob::worried: cuando me di cuenta que había fallecido pensé era una broma pero cuando vi que ya no se conectaba más en sus redes pude creerlo que tristeza tan joven bello y lleno de vida q estaba
Por eso me da miedo el solo pensar someterme a esos procedimientos cosméticos porque se que a la larga traen consecuencias negativas
Te puedo decir que tristemente él tenía problemas de autoestima
 
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Te puedo decir que tristemente él tenía problemas de autoestima
Ay no :weary_face::sob: no me digas que lo que pasó es lo que estoy pensando ?
Diablo cómo podía tener problemas de autoestima si ese chico era perfecto físicamente aunq bien dicen que caras y cuerpos bonitos sabemos pero corazónes no sabemos
 
Ay no :weary_face::sob: no me digas que lo que pasó es lo que estoy pensando ?
Diablo cómo podía tener problemas de autoestima si ese chico era perfecto físicamente aunq bien dicen que caras y cuerpos bonitos sabemos pero corazónes no sabemos
Exacto, puedo contarte más por privado
 
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I wanna ask a touchy question; is it wrong, like disrespectful to still be turned on by him knowing he's passed ???

For example, jerking off to his pictures or videos ??? Idk it kinda seems weird to ask this but at the same time, it feels "weird" doing it now. Idk maybe it's just me.
 
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I wanna ask a touchy question; is it wrong, like disrespectful to still be turned on by him knowing he's passed ???

For example, jerking off to his pictures or videos ??? Idk it kinda seems weird to ask this but at the same time, it feels "weird" doing it now. Idk maybe it's just me.

i had the same feelings

went to his page a few times to watch some of my favorite videos but couldn't bring myself to jerk. i still follow his page tho. that might be weird but it just feels tacky to unfollow like nothing happened but when he was alive/posting i was on his page frequently

idk maybe it's my way of paying my respects
 
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i had the same feelings

went to his page a few times to watch some of my favorite videos but couldn't bring myself to jerk. i still follow his page tho. that might be weird but it just feels tacky to unfollow like nothing happened but when he was alive/posting i was on his page frequently

idk maybe it's my way of paying my respects
It’s was rough for me because the morning that I found out about both his passing and Max Stephen’s passing I had did the pleasure thing to their content. I went on Twitter to sub to Max’s OF at the time and that’s when I started reading the commentary. I put two and two together and was shocked. I struggled for a while with guilt but then it hit me… I thoroughly enjoyed myself to this man and his sexuality all the while he had already passed. I shouldn’t eat myself up in guilt. I had no idea and so I can’t put myself through torment.

One more thought. Erik Rhodes was one of my all time favorites and I remember feeling bad that I still was horny for his scenes when he passed in 2012. I went on a message board and a fellow porn star who knew him said this to someone feeling the way we do. He said that our feelings were valid. He stated that if you like to watch vintage scenes even within a few years prior, likely there are men in those scenes who’ve passed themselves and we wouldn’t have any recollection of that unfortunate event. We still enjoyed ourselves. These men did these projects for our enjoyment and wanted us to feel excitement and positivity in their frolicking and sex work.

I’m not saying this as a way to persuade anyone’s feelings. They’re all valid but I’m just giving you some anecdotes that I found myself over the years.
 
I thoroughly enjoyed myself to this man and his sexuality all the while he had already passed. I shouldn’t eat myself up in guilt. I had no idea and so I can’t put myself through torment.

funny you said this because i thought back to the time when jonaldy didn't post for a month. i did think it was weird since he posted frequently and if he didn't he would let it be known content is coming soon with an apology. i had no idea his absence was due to him passing... yeah, just strange feelings
 
funny you said this because i thought back to the time when jonaldy didn't post for a month. i did think it was weird since he posted frequently and if he didn't he would let it be known content is coming soon with an apology. i had no idea his absence was due to him passing... yeah, just strange feelings
Same. As a matter of fact, I sent him a DM on the 19th of April 2023. He responded with a heart which told me that he saw the message. That was also the last post with that cute little puppy. I was subscribed to him and noticed the same thing. I then sent him a DM in July and no response. I had zero clue that he had passed.

Kind of the same thing with Max Stephen. I wanted to do a live show with him and he said yes to the price and perimeters. It was set for a few days later. The day of the show, he didn’t log on. Went to his Twitter and nothing. Messaged him again on OF and crickets. I found out about him in May and then about Jonaldy in July.
 
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Omg this is devastating to hear. I sent him a message a year or two ago asking for tips on getting my body more like his, and he was so open and honest about his situation. He encouraged me to accept myself and I truly have since then. This is shocking to discover this today. Rip Jonaldy
 
Omg this is devastating to hear. I sent him a message a year or two ago asking for tips on getting my body more like his, and he was so open and honest about his situation. He encouraged me to accept myself and I truly have since then. This is shocking to discover this today. Rip Jonaldy
It’s really sad at first i thought everything was a joke but then i found out it was all real unfortunately :broken_heart: I just hope his soul is resting in peace allegedly he abused of the procedures he had n his perfect big butt all of them caused him secondary effects which led him to die
 
It’s really sad at first i thought everything was a joke but then i found out it was all real unfortunately :broken_heart: I just hope his soul is resting in peace allegedly he abused of the procedures he had n his perfect big butt all of them caused him secondary effects which led him to die
Poor thing. He was a kind soul. Always welcoming and humbled.
 
My reply is for some user who was asking for information about buttock augmentation treatments.

Some safe and recommended treatments for buttocks augmentation are body contouring with lipoinjection and body contouring with gluteal implants. Buttock augmentation should always be performed by an authorised surgeon. Gluteal implants are made of medical grade silicone, this is a safe procedure when done by an authorised surgeon.

Silicone gluteal implants should not be confused with liquid silicone injections. Liquid silicone is not approved for cosmetic use. Liquid silicone injections would cause pain, skin necrosis and migration of the liquid silicone. The silicone in the bloodstream migrates and blocks blood vessels in the heart, lungs, and brain. The result can be pneumonia, stroke, or death.

Source: Doctor of medicine, Mark A. Chin.
www.markchinmd.com/blog/can-i-inject-silicone-into-my-butt

Unlike liquid silicone, silicone gluteal implants are safe, because the silicone is bounded in the implants, so it could not be absorbed in the bloodstream.

Optionally, there are some approved injectable cosmetic fillers that are safe for human health, these have positive effects, even when they are absorbed in the bloodstream. Cosmetic fillers should only be injected by an authorised health professional.

Please know that I’m not a health professional, this is general information that I have found and please correct me if I’m wrong in something.

To be honest, I’ve always dreamed about getting my butt surgically augmented. I love model Jonaldy so much. I always assumed he had butt implants. I feel so heart broken now that I know his true story. I would’ve never guessed he had liquid silicone injections. This post confirms Model Jonaldy had liquid silicone injections:
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I think we will always love and miss model Jonaly. He was so beautiful even before his butt augmentation. I hope model Jonaly is living a happy life somehow. On his Twitter page, he said one of his dreams was to find romantic love. I honestly hope he can find love wherever his soul is now. I want to believe that he’s happy now.
 
To be honest, I’ve always dreamed about getting my butt surgically augmented. I love model Jonaldy so much. I always assumed he had butt implants. I feel so heart broken now that I know his true story. I would’ve never guessed he had liquid silicone injections. This post confirms model Jonaldy had liquid silicone injections:
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I think we will always love and miss model Jonaly. He was so beautiful even before his butt augmentation. And honestly, his augmented butt was extremely beautiful and he always makes me addicted. But obviously, I wish he didn’t augment his butt like that.

I hope model Jonaly is living a happy life somehow. On his Twitter page, he said one of his dreams was to find romantic love. I honestly hope he can find love wherever his soul is now. I want to believe that he’s happy now.
 
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