I didn't know where else to post this so tell me to go away if you want

My flat mates cock is killing me. I saw it after about a year in grey sweat pants. And was blown away. He's already good looking but this is making me find him so sexy.
I have to try to glance at without him looking but I'm pretty sure he knows and I'm almost sure he likes it and puts it there for me to be impressed. He isn't gay, btw
Then this morning a pair of tight soft shorts. He stood side on and this firm fat long bulge was just sticking down. While he stopped to talked to me. I had to try not to look but wanted to just stare at it all day

I've wanked so many times over it. I feel a bit guilty but not really. I want to see it in the flesh