In the past, a person was either heterosexual, homosexual or bisexual.
And everyone seems to be born knowing what they like and what they have sexual desire for.
But I don’t know which one I am, I've never had a crush on anyone,what I like or what my sexual fetishes are. I'm confused about this.
So I started trying in that order in high school, pursuing girls and boys even though I didn't like them at all, just to experience what being in love was so I could figure out what was wrong with me (getting along fine though, but emotionally I'm sorry , I thought I took advantage of them, so I broke up with them nicely and didn't have sex with them.I had no interest in romantic relationships. (I really don’t feel it, I don’t think about it unless someone else mentions it)
Then I thought I might be bisexual...but it didn't seem to fit the definition. Bisexuality is supposed to mean liking both men and women on a romantic, but I'm just not disgusted
After a few relationships, I decided that I might be emotionally deficient and not suitable for a romantic relationship.
Then I got to college and I felt like I needed sex to explore my sexual preference.
I planned to experiment with a range of sexual behaviors and fetishes, not out of lust but just in a scientific spirit to figure out what I liked.
Regarding physical attraction,Idk maybe it’s out of a comparison mentality that I care about other people’s dicks, so I guess I might be more interested in boys’ bodies?
I'll like people and I'll get horny.
But I don’t have that “I really want to have sex with him/her” sexual desire towards others.
Sex comes naturally to other people, but to me it just imitates porn.
Like about oral sex, because people licking in porn are very pleasurable.
At first, I had some expectations about giving oral sex to others.
Let me lick their pussy or dick, I will lick it seriously, and the reviews are also good. After I actually did it, I felt so inexplicable. I sucked and licked it, and let a foreign object enter my mouth. What fun there is in getting in and out, I can't understand.
So that one time when someone gave me a blowjob, I was thinking, "Are you really happy?"
But they seem happy enough to have a cock in their mouth.
Although I don't understand it, I respect and bless him. Thank you for your selfless service.
I have no problem having sex with both men and women. If anyone wants to have sex with me, I will be happy to cooperate. However, I don’t feel that I have a strong desire to have sex with someone. I even feel that it is better to jerk off with my hands. It's convenient.
Overall I enjoy friendship but am not interested in romance. I like to watch porn and often jerk off, but I have little interest in having sex with others. (But I will also be happy if someone contacts me)
I often jerk off but I don’t really want to have sex with anyone. Is this considered low sexual desire?
So I think I'm asexual or……?
By the way, talk to me more, I'd love to make some friends, and tell interesting stories about your explorations of sexual orientation and kink, or first loves, or something like that. There may be many unexpected experiences due to cultural differences, which makes it interesting. I originally wrote about my experiences exploring sexual fetishes in more detail, but it felt too much like a Erotic Stories.
And everyone seems to be born knowing what they like and what they have sexual desire for.
But I don’t know which one I am, I've never had a crush on anyone,what I like or what my sexual fetishes are. I'm confused about this.
So I started trying in that order in high school, pursuing girls and boys even though I didn't like them at all, just to experience what being in love was so I could figure out what was wrong with me (getting along fine though, but emotionally I'm sorry , I thought I took advantage of them, so I broke up with them nicely and didn't have sex with them.I had no interest in romantic relationships. (I really don’t feel it, I don’t think about it unless someone else mentions it)
Then I thought I might be bisexual...but it didn't seem to fit the definition. Bisexuality is supposed to mean liking both men and women on a romantic, but I'm just not disgusted
After a few relationships, I decided that I might be emotionally deficient and not suitable for a romantic relationship.
Then I got to college and I felt like I needed sex to explore my sexual preference.
I planned to experiment with a range of sexual behaviors and fetishes, not out of lust but just in a scientific spirit to figure out what I liked.
Regarding physical attraction,Idk maybe it’s out of a comparison mentality that I care about other people’s dicks, so I guess I might be more interested in boys’ bodies?
I'll like people and I'll get horny.
But I don’t have that “I really want to have sex with him/her” sexual desire towards others.
Sex comes naturally to other people, but to me it just imitates porn.
Like about oral sex, because people licking in porn are very pleasurable.
At first, I had some expectations about giving oral sex to others.
Let me lick their pussy or dick, I will lick it seriously, and the reviews are also good. After I actually did it, I felt so inexplicable. I sucked and licked it, and let a foreign object enter my mouth. What fun there is in getting in and out, I can't understand.
So that one time when someone gave me a blowjob, I was thinking, "Are you really happy?"
But they seem happy enough to have a cock in their mouth.
Although I don't understand it, I respect and bless him. Thank you for your selfless service.
I have no problem having sex with both men and women. If anyone wants to have sex with me, I will be happy to cooperate. However, I don’t feel that I have a strong desire to have sex with someone. I even feel that it is better to jerk off with my hands. It's convenient.
Overall I enjoy friendship but am not interested in romance. I like to watch porn and often jerk off, but I have little interest in having sex with others. (But I will also be happy if someone contacts me)
I often jerk off but I don’t really want to have sex with anyone. Is this considered low sexual desire?
So I think I'm asexual or……?
By the way, talk to me more, I'd love to make some friends, and tell interesting stories about your explorations of sexual orientation and kink, or first loves, or something like that. There may be many unexpected experiences due to cultural differences, which makes it interesting. I originally wrote about my experiences exploring sexual fetishes in more detail, but it felt too much like a Erotic Stories.
