Feeling shame after swallowing

[deleted6109911]

First off, I'm definitely not stating that anyone should be feeling guilty or ashamed for swallowing cum. I personally love getting swallowed and appreciate all those that do it.
After reading through a thread about cum swallowing I just remembered the first time I swallowed a guy's load and the immense shame I felt right afterwards. It was though I let him 'infect' me somehow, like his DNA was forever now a part of my body. I know this all sounds kind of insane and I don't have those same feelings anymore (I don't mind swallowing at all). I never swallow the first time I get with a new guy, just sort of my own paranoia maybe...though swallowing while he moans (before I cum) can be so incredibly sexy.

Anyone else have a similar experience?

 

[brandon38]

Yes I first felt like you did but think for me I have hard time be open gay man not enjoy swallowing and not embarrass thank you for share this .

 

[Blondeblowjob7]

First off, I'm definitely not stating that anyone should be feeling guilty or ashamed for swallowing cum. I personally love getting swallowed and appreciate all those that do it.
After reading through a thread about cum swallowing I just remembered the first time I swallowed a guy's load and the immense shame I felt right afterwards. It was though I let him 'infect' me somehow, like his DNA was forever now a part of my body. I know this all sounds kind of insane and I don't have those same feelings anymore (I don't mind swallowing at all). I never swallow the first time I get with a new guy, just sort of my own paranoia maybe...though swallowing while he moans (before I cum) can be so incredibly sexy.

Anyone else have a similar experience?

Yes, I have talked to a fellow cocksucker with a similar experience. He was a germophobe. He loved the experience of giving a blowjob, but was kind of paranoid about cum swallowing or receiving a cum facial. We all have our own personal fears in life. This fear is no more strange or unusual than many other things I’ve heard regarding things that people are scared of. I guess the only advice I could give you is to find a feeder who you can truly trust. A feeder who you know is healthy and disease free to where you don’t have anything to fear from their cum.

 

[chrisrobin]

First off, I'm definitely not stating that anyone should be feeling guilty or ashamed for swallowing cum. I personally love getting swallowed and appreciate all those that do it.
After reading through a thread about cum swallowing I just remembered the first time I swallowed a guy's load and the immense shame I felt right afterwards. It was though I let him 'infect' me somehow, like his DNA was forever now a part of my body. I know this all sounds kind of insane and I don't have those same feelings anymore (I don't mind swallowing at all). I never swallow the first time I get with a new guy, just sort of my own paranoia maybe...though swallowing while he moans (before I cum) can be so incredibly sexy.

Anyone else have a similar experience?

Before I was shown the ropes and told that cum was ok to swallow I did have such an event. It was New Years day, very early and the guy in the USAF was drunk. He was hard he was eager and he was round as he face fucked me, shot and pulled out and walked off as I spat thinking all sorts of things about infections etc. Not a good experience, I went home and gargled - lots. It did make me feel dirty, as if I had stepped over a line, so, I kept my sexual activities to wanking.
Later, when being "taught" it happened. He sucked me off and swallowed and then I was curious, so, slower, not fucked hard in the face, I sucked his cock and took it in my mouth and swallowed.

 

[deleted817718]

If you don’t like/enjoy/want to swallow you shouldn’t and you shouldn’t feel bad about it at all. More than half of the women I’ve been with sexually didn’t swallow and had no problem telling me that it was a hard limit

 

[deleted16124871]

First off, I'm definitely not stating that anyone should be feeling guilty or ashamed for swallowing cum. I personally love getting swallowed and appreciate all those that do it.
After reading through a thread about cum swallowing I just remembered the first time I swallowed a guy's load and the immense shame I felt right afterwards. It was though I let him 'infect' me somehow, like his DNA was forever now a part of my body. I know this all sounds kind of insane and I don't have those same feelings anymore (I don't mind swallowing at all). I never swallow the first time I get with a new guy, just sort of my own paranoia maybe...though swallowing while he moans (before I cum) can be so incredibly sexy.

Anyone else have a similar experience?

I kind of see it as a spiritual experience, swallowing a mans seed. Because with his seed, live can be passed on/procreated, and he has just given you his liveforce, in your mouth. he has shared his live with you.

 

[AllDixNeedLuv69]

I think a lot of the time if we swallow especially on the first time sucking their dick it makes feel kind of slutty .. but I enjoy it all from sucking to swallowing To rimming to being screwed … I figured if the guy I am and I do it on first time then it becomes a mutual thing..

I am a firm believer that if a person does what they enjoy they shouldn’t be labeled a slut or a white..

But that’s just me …

But as a guy or woman go to suck on a dick. That guy knows what’s going to happen when he is about done.. unless he doesn’t want to be swallowed then that happens and I respect his decision not to let me swallow… it is after all his dick…

 

[1373263]

First time I sucked a cock I swallowed before thinking about it- just the reflex action of having a (very full) mouth. Afterward, I was so ashamed at what I had done and was convinced that everyone would be able to tell I was a cocksucker, like I had a sign on my forehead. Combine this with the thrill of feeling like a total slut, and I was a bit mixed up for a while.

 

[crtbike]

the first time I swallowed I felt guilty like u did something wrong. Nice I love to swallow because I feel like that is my reward for sucking a cock. Love the Feel of cum as it is pumped down my throat.

 

[Phantom253]

After sucking my first cock, it took a long time before I swallowed. Now, whenever I get the chance to meet with a married bud of mine, I swallow him without hesitation. It's a trust thing with us. And post prostate surgery I'm sure my friend would swallow me if I had something to give in return. It's the ultimate form of intimacy for two men.

 

[deleted16124871]

After sucking my first cock, it took a long time before I swallowed. Now, whenever I get the chance to meet with a married bud of mine, I swallow him without hesitation. It's a trust thing with us. And post prostate surgery I'm sure my friend would swallow me if I had something to give in return. It's the ultimate form of intimacy for two men.

when ever i feel a need to do 69 and swallow a load, my BI friend is more then happy to help me out. His girl friend knows i swallow his load. She does not mind, she is happy i do it, so she does not have to, she does not like swallowing cum.

 

[deleted16124871]

After sucking my first cock, it took a long time before I swallowed. Now, whenever I get the chance to meet with a married bud of mine, I swallow him without hesitation. It's a trust thing with us. And post prostate surgery I'm sure my friend would swallow me if I had something to give in return. It's the ultimate form of intimacy for two men.

yes it is very intimate, swallowing the cum of your best married friend.

 

[rg1235]

I hook up with a buddy for intimate man-to-man fun and love-making on a regular basis. I love his cum - something so bonding to swallow or have him seed me with his life force - or squirt it all over my body and rub it into my skin. It is odd that years ago we would cum and rush to get a warm wash cloth and wash it off. Not sure what changed but glad it did. I love to see him orgasm and relish the seed he squirts on me or in me.

 

[deleted17703901]

First off, I'm definitely not stating that anyone should be feeling guilty or ashamed for swallowing cum. I personally love getting swallowed and appreciate all those that do it.
After reading through a thread about cum swallowing I just remembered the first time I swallowed a guy's load and the immense shame I felt right afterwards. It was though I let him 'infect' me somehow, like his DNA was forever now a part of my body. I know this all sounds kind of insane and I don't have those same feelings anymore (I don't mind swallowing at all). I never swallow the first time I get with a new guy, just sort of my own paranoia maybe...though swallowing while he moans (before I cum) can be so incredibly sexy.

Anyone else have a similar experience?

I never had this feeling at all. Sorry to read that you had this experience. My wife loves to swallow my loads and i always swallowed the loads of the guys i gave a blowjob. For me its the reward of giving pleasure to him.

 

[deleted18817831]

I kind of see it as a spiritual experience, swallowing a mans seed. Because with his seed, live can be passed on/procreated, and he has just given you his liveforce, in your mouth. he has shared his live with you.

 

[deleted18817831]

I feel exactly the same way. It's truly a gift

 

[huguest]

When you feel a feeling of shame it's because you got a conflict in your moral values.

That feeling can go away when your mental finds a workaround that loophole.
But the mental will not change is morals values, only it's interpretation.

We are who we are.

 

[deleted18261791]

First off, I'm definitely not stating that anyone should be feeling guilty or ashamed for swallowing cum. I personally love getting swallowed and appreciate all those that do it.
After reading through a thread about cum swallowing I just remembered the first time I swallowed a guy's load and the immense shame I felt right afterwards. It was though I let him 'infect' me somehow, like his DNA was forever now a part of my body. I know this all sounds kind of insane and I don't have those same feelings anymore (I don't mind swallowing at all). I never swallow the first time I get with a new guy, just sort of my own paranoia maybe...though swallowing while he moans (before I cum) can be so incredibly sexy.

Anyone else have a similar experience?

NGL bro, I have sucked a few times, never swallowed - but yes I could never bring myself to doing that - I am top and not feminine, but the psychologist in me can kinda understand how a fem or bottom dude will be much more likely to do that.

 

[deleted18817831]

NGL bro, I have sucked a few times, never swallowed - but yes I could never bring myself to doing that - I am top and not feminine, but the psychologist in me can kinda understand how a fem or bottom dude will be much more likely to do that.

I love cum. How can you not swallow. It's pure heaven

 

[deleted15682271]

The first time I swallowed for my friend it was a little different feeling. But it was hot and dirty feeling as well