Feeling shame after swallowing

[deleted16124871]

After sucking my first cock, it took a long time before I swallowed. Now, whenever I get the chance to meet with a married bud of mine, I swallow him without hesitation. It's a trust thing with us. And post prostate surgery I'm sure my friend would swallow me if I had something to give in return. It's the ultimate form of intimacy for two men.

i agree, i call it cummunion

 

[Reg]

The first time I swallowed he put his hand on my head and thrust his cock down my throat. I tasted the cum and he thrust a couple of more times until he finally pulled his cock out of my mouth. I wasn't really expecting to swallow but it just happened. I never regretted it. Afterwards if they ever asked if I wanted them to pull out when they were cumming I said no. I've swallowed almost everyone since unless they did not want me to (very very few)

 

[deleted16124871]

The first time I swallowed he put his hand on my head and thrust his cock down my throat. I tasted the cum and he thrust a couple of more times until he finally pulled his cock out of my mouth. I wasn't really expecting to swallow but it just happened. I never regretted it. Afterwards if they ever asked if I wanted them to pull out when they were cumming I said no. I've swallowed almost everyone since unless they did not want me to (very very few)

and even then i say, ok i will pull away(but i don't) and still get to swallow their load

 

[Reg]

Interesting story. I met up with a guy that developed into a regular thing for about a year. When we first started he did not want me to swallow him he always wanted to pull out right before the point of no return. He said his cum was for his wife and no one else. I guess he felt it was not cheating on her if he did not cum. This went on for about 3 or 4 months. We met up at least once a week. Then in one particularly intense session where he was very excited and he just thrust forward down my throat and he shot a huge load into my mouth and down my throat. He panicked and pulled his cock out of my mouth and got all flustered. He stammered he was sorry and he did not mean to do that. I assured him it was ok but he quickly got dressed and left. He did not call for about a month then he did. He came back like nothing had happened and he fed me his load that day and every time afterwards until he got transferred and we lost contact. He never brought it up about saving it for his wife ever again.

 

[deleted16124871]

Interesting story. I met up with a guy that developed into a regular thing for about a year. When we first started he did not want me to swallow him he always wanted to pull out right before the point of no return. He said his cum was for his wife and no one else. I guess he felt it was not cheating on her if he did not cum. This went on for about 3 or 4 months. We met up at least once a week. Then in one particularly intense session where he was very excited and he just thrust forward down my throat and he shot a huge load into my mouth and down my throat. He panicked and pulled his cock out of my mouth and got all flustered. He stammered he was sorry and he did not mean to do that. I assured him it was ok but he quickly got dressed and left. He did not call for about a month then he did. He came back like nothing had happened and he fed me his load that day and every time afterwards until he got transferred and we lost contact. He never brought it up about saving it for his wife ever again.

I guess he loved it too much, having his cum swallowed.

 

[deleted16124871]

I love cum. How can you not swallow. It's pure heaven

it is the ultimate elixir of youth, live and love.

 

[Scott8361]

I was older when I first swallowed cum so I never had any shameor guilt like I might have had when younger.

I was experimenting with bi sex with men for many years but never ingested a full load untill a day where I ended up catching a guys load in my hand. He pumped out the most beautiful, white, creamy load! I didn't have anywhere to get rid of it so I just ate it!!

I found it so erotic and immediately licked his cock clean, milking out every drop.

I view cum as the special gift and sexual essence of a man. Now I crave it. No guilt or shame.

What i think IS shameful is knowing there is so much cum wasted every day by men jacking off alone when there are so many hungry cocksuckers like me going hungry!

 

[deleted16124871]

I was older when I first swallowed cum so I never had any shameor guilt like I might have had when younger.

I was experimenting with bi sex with men for many years but never ingested a full load untill a day where I ended up catching a guys load in my hand. He pumped out the most beautiful, white, creamy load! I didn't have anywhere to get rid of it so I just ate it!!

I found it so erotic and immediately licked his cock clean, milking out every drop.

I view cum as the special gift and sexual essence of a man. Now I crave it. No guilt or shame.

What i think IS shameful is knowing there is so much cum wasted every day by men jacking off alone when there are so many hungry cocksuckers like me going hungry!

Yes it is a awful waist of presious elixir of youth, love and prowess.

 

[myhard1]

It's been so long since my first drink I can't remember how I felt, swallowed every load since.

 

[chrisrobin]

It's been so long since my first drink I can't remember how I felt, swallowed every load since.

I remember the first one as I was still pretty young but after that its all a blur of focusing on a decent bush and getting his load. Some guys are funny in that once they've shot they want to unlike they're the one ashamed for being blown

 

[Infernal]

I hate the taste of it. I've only had it in my mouth a few times. I like the visual far more than the idea of swallowing a load. I love the sight of it shooting all over the place and knowing I caused it. When I'm getting sucked I never insist the guy swallow my cum. If he wants to that's totally up to him. If he wants to jerk me off all over his face I'm cool with that too.

 

[Oldcowboy]

First off, I'm definitely not stating that anyone should be feeling guilty or ashamed for swallowing cum. I personally love getting swallowed and appreciate all those that do it.
After reading through a thread about cum swallowing I just remembered the first time I swallowed a guy's load and the immense shame I felt right afterwards. It was though I let him 'infect' me somehow, like his DNA was forever now a part of my body. I know this all sounds kind of insane and I don't have those same feelings anymore (I don't mind swallowing at all). I never swallow the first time I get with a new guy, just sort of my own paranoia maybe...though swallowing while he moans (before I cum) can be so incredibly sexy.

Anyone else have a similar experience?

Any cocksucker who feels shame after swallowing has been woefully mistreated.

it is imperative for a true cocksman to show appreciation and affirmation!

 

[deleted16124871]

I remember the first one as I was still pretty young but after that its all a blur of focusing on a decent bush and getting his load. Some guys are funny in that once they've shot they want to unlike they're the one ashamed for being blown

yes, some of them then pretend they don't know you anymore.

 

[Reg]

yes, some of them then pretend they don't know you anymore.

So true.

 

[Raf1234]

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