Found my dad’s sextape (gay one!)
This happened a while ago, but it still kind of messes with my head sometimes.
I found a flash drive hidden in one of those zipped-up travel shaving kits in the bottom drawer of my dad’s old dresser. He rarely used it anymore since he got a new bag, so it was just sitting there buried under some old stuff. My guess is he thought it was the perfect hiding spot, private, but not obvious. And definitely a place for no one to go snooping.
I only checked it out because I was cleaning and organizing stuff while he was away for a few days. The drive had some work folders, PDFs, old backup photos, and tucked into a nondescript folder some porn. A decent amount, actually.
There was a mix: lots of classic straight stuff, big-titted women, some trans and bi content. Not much solo guy stuff. But one video stood out to me because the thumbnail looked super homemade. Just this overexposed blur of skin tones and bed sheets. I clicked out of curiosity.
It opened to a very amateur-looking scene. Everything close to the camera was harshly lit, too close to the phone’s flash. At first it was just confusing shapes, two hairy bodies. Then I realized that one of them was my dad.
I froze.
He must’ve been in his 40s in the video. His face was shaven and still dark, (You know that look where guys shave and it’s smooth, but their beard line is still totally visible? Yeah, that)
While now he's in his 60s with full white beard.
He was with a guy. I couldn’t recognize the guy, he never showed his face. He was the one filming most of it, just lying back on the bed while my dad gave him head. That was the first part. My dad went down on him. I recognized him almost instantly from his upper lip. It has this thin curve when it’s shaved, and that’s all the camera showed of his face, but it was enough. The other guy barely moved, just held the camera, kind of relaxed, like they’d done this before.
Then it cut to a part where my dad was standing on the bed and the other guy kneeling, blowing him. I could only see the top of his head. After that, there was a shot of someone on all fours -I’m pretty sure it was the other guy- and my dad was fucking him doggy style.
And then the last scene was what really cemented it: my dad was riding the guy, facing the camera, but it only showed him from the chest down. I could see his torso, his stomach, and of course, his dick. I knew it was him. I just… knew. Even the way he moved and he breathed, it was all awkwardly familiar.
He had a semi, and the guy under him just lay there while my dad jumped on his dick, clearly enjoying it and moaning. It wasn’t rough, more like... sensual, even. Then my dad leaned forward to grab the phone, and the video ended.
They didn’t cum on camera, kind of a letdown, honestly. But they had real chemistry. So I'm pretty sure it was an actual relationship with someone outside his marriage. It wasn’t just physical, there was this rhythm between them. It felt intimate in a way I wasn’t expecting.
The weirdest part? I didn’t walk away thinking “my dad is gay” or “my dad is bi.” What shocked me more was just how slutty he actually was. Like… He was into it. Fully.
Still haven’t told anyone. I wouldn’t. But I still think about it sometimes, especially when I realize how little we actually know about our parents.
I watched the "borrowed" flash drive a couple of times, until it wasn't there anymore. I kinda wished i have saved the file.
It didn’t change how I saw him, but it definitely added layers. Like, he’s not just Dad, he’s a man with his own history, his own secrets, his own way of getting off. Maybe even his own heartbreaks and forbidden loves. I’ll never know for sure.
But now I see him a little differently. Not worse. Just… more fully. Like he’s not just a flat character, but someone way more complicated