I have fisted 5 or 6 guys but I have never been fisted. I go through periods where I want to take a fist, but something always happened and I wouldn't get a fist inside me. I would then give up on getting fisted and stop getting fucked by big toys.
-My ex tried to fist me a few times, but his large hands were too big (and the toys we were using weren't big enough).
-I met some local fisting guys when I found asspig.com I hooked up with a couple of them. We were going to fist each other. But they were experienced at getting fisted and I would end up fisting them and then little effort was put into them fisting me.
-I met a guy that lived an hour away that was very experienced with fisting. I went to his house 3 or 4 times and he would work on my ass for 1 to 2 hours. He was very patient, gave me tips, used lots of lube/crisco and was very helpful. But he never got his large hands inside of me. Sadly his job changed and he had to move away.
-In the last few years, I have again got the desire to get fisted. So I started buying bigger and bigger toys. I got to where I can take the biggest toys with little effort. The problem is I don't know of anybody local that would use them on me. So it is a solo thing and it is hard to use some of these large dildos on yourself.
-Last year (pre-covid), I did have a guy come over. He lives close by and loves to get fisted. This particular day, he was in a top mood and wanted to fist me. He came over, started slow and used the toys on my ass. He worked up to the bigger toys and then he started fucking me hard with some of the biggest toys. It was a very incredible feeling. He would get me right to the edge of cumming hands-free and then he would slow down before it happened. He worked his fingers inside me a few times but he tried to get his fist in after he had opened me up with the largest toy. I think he got most of his fist inside me but he says it was only about halfway in. Either way, the feeling was incredible and I would love to experience that again. But when Covid came along, I gave up on having him over again. I've talked to him a few times, but he is only interested in getting fisted.
I got very good at using the bigger toys on myself. I setup the fuck machine on the coffee table and placed the coffee table near the sling. I could lay in the sling, work the big toys inside my ass and then fuck myself with the machine. But when I got to the biggest toys, they were too much weight for the machine. I broke a piece of the machine and when I replaced the machine, I ended up breaking a leg on the coffee table. I think I have a replacement stand for the fuck machine, but I haven't tried it out yet. When I get it going again, my ass is going to be opened up by the big boys again and then hopefully I can take my first fist.