Friday night. Playing games.

“Can I wear boxers tonight?” Harry asked, obviously joking.
“Just boxers.” I replied, joking back.
Harry stuck out his tongue at me then pulled on a pair of grey Calvin’s and I put on a pair of white ones.
He then put on a black, body-tight vest, his grey jersey shorts and white socks.
He looked hot as fuck.
“You realise those grey shorts are almost as obvious as freeballing bro?” I asked.
“Yeah bro. I don’t normally wear stuff as showy at home unless it was just to the gym or something but I don’t give a fuck when I’m away.” he said.
I put on a white vest, white linen shorts and white socks.
“You look good mate,” Harry said.
Just then he came over and gave me a big hug. He held me tightly for a full minute. I could feel his cock press against mine and it felt so nice. He then let go and continued getting ready.
“What was that for?” I asked.
“Do I need an excuse?” He replied.
“No mate. Of course not.” I said.
“I haven’t had this good a laugh in ages, that’s all. You know how to make me feel good. You are something else lad” he said, “Everyone needs a Jack.”
“You need to jack?” I laughed.
“Haha, bro you are worse than me.”

We headed out into the town to grab a bite and get some drinks.
I wondered if Harry was still on the pull. Man, I wondered if I was! I came away on this holiday thinking I’d fuck a couple girls and would get some time hanging with Harry on the beach. I hoped I’d have a couple of horny encounters with Harry but the most I expected was seeing him naked or listening to his stories about the girls he was fucking. I don’t think any girl, or boy, is going to make me feel better or hornier than Harry has. Every time we are alone together it seems like we both get bricked up. I decided to go with the flow and try not to get jealous if he disappeared with a girl.

We go to a bar and we see a group of people meeting up and chatting.
“That looks like a bar crawl.” Harry said and he walked over and started chatting to one of them then came back over to me. “It is. There’s space if we want to join.”
“Sure mate” I replied.
We went over and I looked around and smiled at the group. It's an 18 to 30 thing so it’s pretty mixed and we were ages with most of them.
The guy who organised it, Jonathan, is nice enough, not really my type, although I’m pretty sure he’s gay the way he’s been looking at Harry and I. There were a few fit girls and a few fit lads. Harry and I are by far the best lookers there and I see the girls look at us.

We went around separately doing introductions. I heard people asking Harry how we knew each other. “He’s my best mate from back home,” he said. This fucking boy is melting me.
We went to a few different bars and Jonathan encouraged everyone to do shots and let loose. I stood chatting with the girl I liked the most, Beth.
“What’s the deal with these things?” I asked her.
“Basically get drunk, mingle, then there might be some games for anyone up for it.”
We hung about a bit longer then split into two groups, Harry and I were in the same group, and played a couple of stupid games like passing a balloon between each other with no hands. The usual kind of ice breaker thing that can get a little frisky but it’s pretty tame.
Jonathan started a new game which was basically drinking a shot out of each other’s belly buttons. He asked for a volunteer and Beth stepped forward. She lay down on a table and lifted her top up to the bottom of her bra, she looked hot. Jonathan then asked who wanted to drink.
I say “I do” and go forward. Jonathan then filled her belly button with vodka and I sucked the vodka out then licked her belly button with my fat tongue like I was licking her pussy. She giggled, then sat up and I helped her down from the table.
“Your turn now.” Jonathan said. I got on the table, lifted my vest up to my pecs and lay down flat.
Jonathan laughed “bit of a challenge here”.
I looked down and realised what he meant. My washboard stomach has basically a flat belly button. I tried to push the skin together a bit but there was basically no fat to work with.
Harry came forward and put his hand on my leg, “Tense your abs bro”.
I tensed up and then Jonathan sort of filled the channels between the muscles with vodka. Beth stepped forward and tried to lick it up but she was too slow and it started to run off so Harry, who was still standing at my crotch line, quickly licked up the last bit at the bottom of my stomach at my shorts waistband. Everyone giggled, cheered and one of the lads whistled. Beth reached out to help me down from the table which was sweet so I took her hand.
“Your turn Harry” said Jonathan.
Harry pulled his vest right off revealing his physique to the group and passed it to me to hold. I saw the girls prod each other like look, look.
He hopped up on the bar and lay down flat. His big bulge in his grey shorts looked so obvious next to his flat stomach and pecs. I tried not to look at it for fear of filling up, as my white linen shorts won’t hide a hard-on.
I looked at Jonathan who is himself looking a bit red in the face, he definitely noticed Harry’s bulge.
“Who wants to take Harry’s shot?” asked Jonathan. Harry looks at me wide eyed and I almost burst out laughing at the in-joke.
I looked round and the three girls Beth was with all looked eager then agreed which one could and she moved forward. She was smashed already and had her eye on Harry since we joined them. As Harry’s abs are more defined than mine his belly button goes in deeper so Jonathan was able to get a shot in there. She sucked out the shot then slowly licked right up his abs and up to his closest nipple then playfully bit it then followed the same line back down. Rather than stopping at his belly button she went right down to the top of his shorts and slightly poked her tongue under the waistband. I noticed Harry’s bulge twitch then he quickly sat up to try to hide his growing cock.
“Thanks gorgeous,” he said to her.
He dropped down from the bar, darted over to me, took his vest and tucked it into the front of his shorts.
“Might have to keep this here for five minutes or so Jack” he smiled and I smiled back.
“I hope you are keeping your top off all night” said the girl into Harry who I learned is called Fiona.
“Want me to?” Harry asked her.
“Yeah baby” and she stroked his chest side to side.
Beth ran her hand up my vest, “Jack is just as ripped”.
I grinned, “Not quite but I try.”
Harry then rubbed my shoulder, “Shut it bro, you are fit a fuck”.
The game continued between everyone else in the group and me and Harry stood with Beth and her girls making chit chat.
“Have you two met anyone special while you have been away?” Fiona asked Harry pretending she’s also asking me.
“Nah, no one special yet” Harry replied and put his arm around Fiona.
She was hot, Harry seems to have a thing for quite tall, athletic but girly girls whereas I like them a bit shorter and less girly. I find nothing hotter than a girl in footie/soccer kit but maybe that says more about my attraction to men too.
“Let’s get some more shots.” Harry said.

As the night went on people started to pair off a bit. The fit lads were talking to Beth and Fiona’s two friends. Jonathan hung around Harry and I a lot. We were all very drunk.
I needed a piss. While I was there Harry came in and joined me. I’m standing in the middle of what is probably a two man urinal and Harry squeezes in next to me then budges me up.
“You like her Jack?” he asked. I turned to Harry to talk to him and casually glanced down at his cock which was a bad idea as I started to get a semi.
“Yeah she’s nice,” I said.
Harry looked down at my cock “You really like her by the looks of things mate, haha”.
I didn’t say anything about how it’s not Beth that was doing that right now.
“See, I don’t think these are the foursome type bro so if I disappear I’ll get you back at the hotel later or in the morning alright” he continued.
“Sure thing Harry.” I quickly shook it off and walked out of the toilet.
I felt a wave of anger rush over me but I knew I was being unreasonable. After all this is what I thought this week was going to be anyway, us pulling our own girls and catching up during the day. It was just the drink making me feel this way, I tried to tell myself.
I went back out to Beth and went right up and kissed her. She was a good kisser and normally I would have been really happy with her but Harry had gotten under my skin and it just wasn’t the same.
I heard Harry behind me, “Go on lad”, so I really tongued her passionately to try and disguise to Harry that I was bothered. When I stopped kissing her I looked around and noticed Harry was sitting in a corner on a stool with Fiona between his legs and they were kissing. I saw his hands on her ass and she has one hand behind his head and one on his thigh, nah, I am pretty sure it was on his cock. I felt another pang of jealousy, downed a double shot in front of me and I went outside for air. I didn’t understand why I felt this way about any lad and I felt more annoyed at myself than Harry.
That isn’t what this is, I said to myself. You're having a good time, don’t ruin it.

Beth came out, snuggled up to me and I put my arms around her.
“You are so fit.” She said looking up at me, “I can’t get over how good looking you are and your body.”
She rubbed my torso again then stroked my arms. I leant in to kiss her again then fondled her tits over her top, trying to distract my mind. She put her hand on my cock and started to play with it.
“It’s so big Jack,” she said.
I started to get hard but Harry was still on my mind.
I felt a bad mix of anger, hurt and rebelliousness. I grabbed her hand and pulled her down the side of the bar and out the back. We kissed intensely now. I reached under her skirt and pulled off her panties. I pulled my cock out, she dropped to her knees and she started sucking it. I let her do it for a few minutes but she was all teeth so I pulled her up, bent her over and start fucking her against the wall. I fucked her hard for a few minutes and she was yelping as I did.
I closed my eyes but all I could see was Harry.
I pulled my cock out, spat on it and pushed it inside her ass. She moaned uncomfortably but took it without complaint. As I fucked her ass all I could think about is Harry fucking mine. The feeling in my ass after he came inside and I felt it for hours afterwards.
I nutted inside her, “Uhhhh, I’m cumming Harry.”
She looked around wondering what I was saying.
“Sorry, I thought I saw Harry down there.” I said, trying to cover my tracks.
She looked a bit embarrassed, pulled me out and pulled her skirt down.
“I can’t see him,” she said.
“Sorry, it must’ve been a shadow,” I replied.
She looked at me and then kissed me.
“Oh thank god. That was amazing Jack. I never let guys fuck my ass, let alone cum in me but you were so dominant I couldn’t say no. I didn’t want to anyway.”
She grabbed my dick which was still hanging out. “You’ve stretched me big time with that big cock”.
I know I’m pretty big but I felt like she was just saying this to make me feel good. I realised I am a hypocrite as that’s what I had done with Harry all week but with him it was honest, I didn’t feel like I was just saying it.
“I had fun too” I said, half-meaning it.
The post-nut clarity definitely helps and I’m not as mad anymore.
“We better go back before people come looking,” I said.

We headed back into the bar and I looked around and Harry was nowhere to be seen. I wondered if he has gone for another piss so I went into the gents and I couldn't see him. I decided to wash my cock after fucking Beth so pulled it out and washed it in a sink.
Afterwards, I went over to the urinal to take a piss. Jonathan walked in and came up to the urinal next to me.
I turned to look at him, “Seen Harry?” I asked.
He looked me in the eye and I could see he was drunk. “Not in ten minutes or so” then he moved his gaze down to my cock in an obvious way so I saw him.
I looked down at his. It’s actually a really nice dick, about three to four soft.
I then noticed he was slowly stroking it and he was getting hard.
He saw me looking and reached over to touch mine. I let him grab it but I was still soft.
“You’ve a nice dick mate, just not in the mood tonight” I said.
He let go and looked surprised by my directness.
“Pity, you are one hot man” he said sounding turned on but disappointed.
“I’ll stay like this if you want to hold me and cum as long as you are quick” I said, not sure why I am being extra slutty tonight. That’s a lie, I knew exactly why, because I’m fucked-off about Harry and I’m trying to make myself feel good.
Jonathan looked even more surprised and he started wanking off like his life depended on it. My cock filled up a bit more from being played with but I was not horny. I looked down at him jerking and thought he was actually hotter than I gave him credit for. His dick is looks good and is about six hard.
“I noticed Harry’s bulge earlier too. You are both big boys aren’t you.” he said.
Bringing Harry back into my head pissed me off. I grabbed him by the neck and squeezed quite hard.
“Hurry up and cum” I demanded. The dominance seemed to work and he came into the urinal.
I immediately put my cock away and he said, “Thanks Jack.”
“I’m sure you’d do the same for me” I said, messing around with him while I washed my hands.
“Any time Jack. I mean it, any time.” he said very keenly.
“I know where to find you" I said, gesturing to the club 18 to 30 polo he was wearing and I left the toilet.
Beth was standing outside, “You ok?” she asked.
“Sorry I needed a shit” I said to explain my absence.
I thought for a second, do I want to stay out with her and get even more drunk or go back to the hotel.
I had one last look around the bar for Harry but he was gone.
“Any idea where Harry and Fiona went?” I asked her.
“No idea, maybe to another bar or maybe back to the apartment. Shall I call Fiona?” she asked.
I got my phone out to check it, I hadn’t heard from Harry.
“Nah, I’m sure they are having fun wherever they are.”
I felt a bit sad again.
“Want to dance somewhere?” I asked her.
“Sure there is a place up the road with decent music.
 
Friday Night. Club.

We arrived at this cute little club. We get some rum and cokes then hit the dance floor which is busy. We kiss on and off and have a few more drinks and dance. I feel properly wasted again but I’m having fun now. The music is decent, electronic with a good beat, so easy to dance to.
I am making out with Beth then open my eyes and spot Bel Ami dead ahead. I glance round and there is Lucas watching me make out with Beth. I smile and wave. l study the group and there are new girls amongst the boys. Lucas is wearing light blue short-shorts and has a loose beach type shirt on which is completely unbuttoned revealing his body. The lighting in here and those shorts are making his tanned body look even better. His ass in them is fire.
“Who’s that? Beth asks.
“Just some German lad we met at a beach party the other night. Decent lad.” I replied.
I go over to Lucas.
“Hey” I said a little sheepishly considering when I was with him yesterday evening it was him that I was kissing.
“Hi” he replied.
“I see you got cleaned up” I said.
He looked around to see if anyone heard me and moved closer.
“Yes thanks, the beach was great yesterday. I had a fun time just sunbathing and having a swim with you guys.”
Ah, I get it, the slightly worried look he has is in case I say anything in front of the other boys or maybe the girls.
“Yeah it was. You’ve got great technique. Good front and back stroke. Thanks for giving me the confidence to go so deep.”
He gave me a squint but almost laughed.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, “Hi pretty boy. Where is the donkey?”
I looked round and it’s Jay.
“Getting milked somewhere no doubt” I said.
“I bet he is,” said Jay, "I bet he just fucks all day long."
“I’ll let you get back to your girl,” Lucas said. Shit, I hear it in his voice, is he a bit jealous now?
I rubbed him on the head.
“We never changed numbers before” I said and handed him my phone. He put his number in then called himself and hung up so he has my number. He smiled, that seemed to have cheered him up a bit.
I go back to Beth and we danced more.
Later, I lost sight of Lucas but he isn’t who I was looking for that night anyway.
Beth the said she’s going to the toilet so I said I would too.
I went in and Lucas was standing there washing his hands. There was no one else in the toilet from what I could see.
“Seems everyone is hanging in the toilets tonight” I said which he obviously doesn’t get but he smiled widely when he seen me. He looked around then quickly ran over, put one hand on my ass, one of my bulge and put his tongue in my mouth. He kissed me passionately but quickly then pulled back. He pulled down the front of my shorts and my cock flopped out.
“We are just heading. I need to go with the rest of them. I just wanted to taste it again”
He leant down, kissed it, put the whole thing in his mouth then sucked in it for ten seconds and it started to fill up then he pushed my cock back into my shorts.
“I really want you right now Jack, just someone might come in looking for me”.
“No worries Lucas. Have you pulled one of those girls?” I asked.
“Yeah but I don’t plan on fucking her. I wish it was you that came inside me yesterday.” He then gave me another kiss and left.
I waited outside the ladies for Beth. When she came out she said she better go as she is pretty drunk. I offered to walk her back. “Thanks that would be nice”

Her apartment is at the end of the strip of bars. When we arrived outside she asked me to come up for a last drink. “Yeah, ok” I said automatically without really giving it much thought. We walked in the front door and I noticed Harry’s grey shorts and white converse lying on the floor in the hallway outside a room. Beth didn’t clock anything and she pointed to the front room and went into the kitchen to make us a drink. I waited until she was in the kitchen and stood outside the door. I could hear Fiona moaning a bit on the other side. I then heard Harry’s deep voice but couldn't make out what he was saying. It didn’t sound like they are fucking but they are definitely messing around at least. I was tempted to open the door to join in but I just turned around and walked out of the apartment then ran back to the hotel at full speed.
It felt weird going back without Harry. I was so confused. I felt a mix of sadness and guilt over feeling that way in the first place.
I got in, threw off all my clothes and lay down on the bed with my face in the pillow.
I felt my eyes welling up.
Maybe I’m just too drunk, I’ve never felt like this. I drifted off to sleep.