Prior to swallowing someone else’s cum, I tasted my own cum ; licking my cum off my fingers. Countless times, mightily trying to bend myself as far as I could, I never could suck myself , satiating myself by blasting ropey jets of my jjzz , cumming inside my open mouth, all over my lips & up my nose, watching my cum spewing out of my cock inches away.
So when the 1st time opportunity/offer was proposed to me by my 1st Jack off buddy/mate, “ if you suck me, I’ll suck you”, I deep throated him, choking & cackling, moaning, feeling his throbbing shaft, before he exploded making my cheeks billow & eyes pop open wide. I admit, that 1st time I really didn’t take his whole load down my throat & swallow ; instead, I pulled away letting his cum dribble down his cock, then I deep throated his throbbing clock slathered with cum making him quiver & thrash. Within minutes, I made him cum again, this time , feeling his jets of cum down my throat.
As a bisexual man, As the years passed , I became a depraved exhibitionist . I started cruising beaches, bathhouses & ABS booths, sucking & getting sucked & fucked. A satisfied satiating session would be swallowing a nice load & later taking a load up my ass , from the same partner.
During this chapter in my life , Wether I was depraved or/submissive, I was fulfilling an urge, reinforcing an obsession with Cock sex. . Besides being bisexual, I’m also introverted , health conscious & physically fit, my mantra was always , “if ya got it flaunt it. I’m not one to flaunt my sexuality & announce my preferences during a conversation; there’s a time and place for such ;,with like minded individuals at a given place & time
If being submissive was parading around naked with my hard on wagging & laying out presenting myself to passers-by , so be it. I was after the endorphin rush, that anxious tingling anticipation, satisfaction & the pleasure given & received, mutually comforting & complimenting one another. I look back on that era , cherishing my memories of the adventures I had