I'm sitting at the hospital , she is sleeping now,, I ran the topic question over and over in my mind . It goes back when ai was in Thailand a number of years ago, there were 4 of us at a " special " club , drinks were flowing good , and one of the guys wanted to order some girls , the waiter said he can do that , well moor drinks and some weed
The girls finally came to us.. Sitting with one , she was about 17 or 18 , problem younger ,anyway I had my hand on her leg while she was doing her thing, cuddling talking sweet , then I didn't know my,hand was going higher and higher , and WTF is this ????? She leaned over to kiss me and I froze solid , I didn't know what to do really I was dumb struck , She kissed !e again and again,, now I had to see where this led , and what was it all about .
I was pretty high , and ended up in my hotel room , don't even remember leaving the club ., She came out of the bath room just wearing a green teddy , My. Mouth
fell open to the floor ,I never have seen any thing like this before.I had to see more and experance all I could while I had no inhibitions that were sober , Her skin was so damn soft and smooth , I don't know why , but I had to go down on her asking my self all the time , " am I gay now", I couldn't help my self I did , and enjoyed every minute and every
Drop of her body ,,,
After that there was. No going back , I had to have more of her, every nite for 2 more weeks ,
Coming back home , my marriage was already on the rocks , so a divorce came in 6 months . The law firm of , Mine , Yours , and Mostly hers , got a big chunk out of me ,,, whoop de do , I didn't care , So I kept asking , am I gay ??? No ,,I'm not , I started to see if I could find the perfect transexual to be with ,,, I never found her , because to me there all perfect , all shapes , sizes ages , colors , I'm hooked and there's no going back, am I'm not gay , Gay guys are turned off by transexuals , I find them an absolute delite to be with , seen with , go dancing with... One nice lady here said it take a special man to love a transexual ,, I'm not special , I just know what I like and want ,, and respect goes a long way , It's all true , I'm living the dream now