dirkdee-10in

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I am/was iselfsukk on Chaturbate.

I haven’t been able to selfsuck anymore unfortunately due to an Injury to my spine. But I would like to still try to promote my self if possible even tho I can’t. If anyone has advice on that feel free to message me. If you’re a promoter ever better.
Iv been struggling a lot the last few years. After my accident I haven’t done much of anything. I have lost a lot of my athleticism and will to be active. I have started drinking heavily in the last few years and just stay home. I have thought way too much about how fun my past was and the sadness makes me want to die. Literally think about suicide way more than I ever have in my life.
Fortunately i browse here and try to keep my sanity by staying entertained. But lately my bills both medical and regular have caught up to me. Life cost in general. So the idea of maybe trying to cam again and help make money to support myself has come up. Any help and I’d be very grateful.

also. Anyone who has access to any old videos of me. I’d love to reminisce. And watch them. We can chat about em if you want. Thanks for any consideration I hate to sound like a desperate sob story but life sometimes brings you down where it’s hard to fight alone.