Jin

It looks like he’s deleted his twitter, and after his statement he put out why he was leaving porn - it seems like he regrets doing what he did. That’s sad to be honest but going from Japanese porn to suddenly going to all these men and basically getting violated (he always seemed like he didn’t enjoy what he was doing it was more of a means to an end) you can understand. He used to have on his social media how he wanted to be Asia’s no.1 porn star, but he mentioned in his statement that all he can do is have sex and nothing more and that bothered him. I hope he’s alright to be honest, from the outside to me it looks like he’s going through some struggle.
 
It looks like he’s deleted his twitter, and after his statement he put out why he was leaving porn - it seems like he regrets doing what he did. That’s sad to be honest but going from Japanese porn to suddenly going to all these men and basically getting violated (he always seemed like he didn’t enjoy what he was doing it was more of a means to an end) you can understand. He used to have on his social media how he wanted to be Asia’s no.1 porn star, but he mentioned in his statement that all he can do is have sex and nothing more and that bothered him. I hope he’s alright to be honest, from the outside to me it looks like he’s going through some struggle.
Curious, did you save his statements? I don't doubt you; I just like to know for knowledge's sake. He certainly would not be the 1st porn star to have regrets, but he is the only Asian one that I know of and follows as a international star. He is beautiful, and he was certainly more attractive than most of his scene partners. It was great to see his beautiful body in action. But if he preferers to do something else to showcase his beauty, then so be it.
 
Curious, did you save his statements? I don't doubt you; I just like to know for knowledge's sake. He certainly would not be the 1st porn star to have regrets, but he is the only Asian one that I know of and follows as a international star. He is beautiful, and he was certainly more attractive than most of his scene partners. It was great to see his beautiful body in action. But if he preferers to do something else to showcase his beauty, then so be it.
I didn’t sorry
 
Question. He claimed he was "straight" years back and even till now we def know that aint true but still... What do y'all think? Internalized homophobia? Or maybe he's just bi but leans towards woman...?
 
Question. He claimed he was "straight" years back and even till now we def know that aint true but still... What do y'all think? Internalized homophobia? Or maybe he's just bi but leans towards woman...?
TBH and this may sound strange, but he's not gay or straight but Japanese. Once you do a little investigation of Japanese people, you will understand what I mean
 
He has rebranded under a new name & account - @ho_shi_888 on Instagram
It connects to his website, which has a bunch of diary-like blog posts.

Fitness Model Hoshi Official Web Site -

Episode 3 of the blog is titled "Life & Sexuality Are Infinite" (人生もセクシュアリティも無限大) which is worth the read for those of you wondering about his sexuality, what happened with him in the US, and a lot of his concerns about his previous career. It's almost entirely in Japanese, but I'm sure ChatGPT or something can give you a decent enough understanding.

The TL;DR rundown is that he is indeed straight (per the western definition) but understands that some people can make realizations later in life. As for the US, there was some bad timing with people getting COVID and also his own mental struggles with things like dick size and the other performers' ability to get hard as if on command, as well as chafing from jerking through filmings and even being hospitalized for taking so many ED pills to stay hard. He also had a lot of issues with different groups of fans complaining, being disappointed, or accusing costars (who he refers to as friends) of various things, etc.

Sorry that this story is a bit of a downer for a thread about male beauty, but it was surprisingly moving so I wanted to share. (I'm sure the other entries have their own details some of you may be interested in as fans.)
 
It connects to his website, which has a bunch of diary-like blog posts.

Fitness Model Hoshi Official Web Site -

Episode 3 of the blog is titled "Life & Sexuality Are Infinite" (人生もセクシュアリティも無限大) which is worth the read for those of you wondering about his sexuality, what happened with him in the US, and a lot of his concerns about his previous career. It's almost entirely in Japanese, but I'm sure ChatGPT or something can give you a decent enough understanding.

The TL;DR rundown is that he is indeed straight (per the western definition) but understands that some people can make realizations later in life. As for the US, there was some bad timing with people getting COVID and also his own mental struggles with things like dick size and the other performers' ability to get hard as if on command, as well as chafing from jerking through filmings and even being hospitalized for taking so many ED pills to stay hard. He also had a lot of issues with different groups of fans complaining, being disappointed, or accusing costars (who he refers to as friends) of various things, etc.

Sorry that this story is a bit of a downer for a thread about male beauty, but it was surprisingly moving so I wanted to share. (I'm sure the other entries have their own details some of you may be interested in as fans.)
I just started reading it and he said

"In the United States, it's natural to make gay content even straight.

Probably about half of the performers of gay videos around the world are straight.

And most AV actresses who are active in the United States use their buttocks."

At first I was flummoxed and was like wtf is this man talking about...but then I looked online and found out it's true?? Like literally almost 50% of the porn actors are straight and the reason being is because they're paid 3x more to do gay porn than to do straight porn...I knew gay for pay was a thing since it has its own category in gay porn videos but damn...
 
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It connects to his website, which has a bunch of diary-like blog posts.

Fitness Model Hoshi Official Web Site -

Episode 3 of the blog is titled "Life & Sexuality Are Infinite" (人生もセクシュアリティも無限大) which is worth the read for those of you wondering about his sexuality, what happened with him in the US, and a lot of his concerns about his previous career. It's almost entirely in Japanese, but I'm sure ChatGPT or something can give you a decent enough understanding.

The TL;DR rundown is that he is indeed straight (per the western definition) but understands that some people can make realizations later in life. As for the US, there was some bad timing with people getting COVID and also his own mental struggles with things like dick size and the other performers' ability to get hard as if on command, as well as chafing from jerking through filmings and even being hospitalized for taking so many ED pills to stay hard. He also had a lot of issues with different groups of fans complaining, being disappointed, or accusing costars (who he refers to as friends) of various things, etc.

Sorry that this story is a bit of a downer for a thread about male beauty, but it was surprisingly moving so I wanted to share. (I'm sure the other entries have their own details some of you may be interested in as fans.)
That was one of the things that led to me liking him. He's a thoughtful writer. (Kinda reminds me of Nick Capra and Owen Hawk porn performers who write off screen)
 
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It connects to his website, which has a bunch of diary-like blog posts.

Fitness Model Hoshi Official Web Site -

Episode 3 of the blog is titled "Life & Sexuality Are Infinite" (人生もセクシュアリティも無限大) which is worth the read for those of you wondering about his sexuality, what happened with him in the US, and a lot of his concerns about his previous career. It's almost entirely in Japanese, but I'm sure ChatGPT or something can give you a decent enough understanding.

The TL;DR rundown is that he is indeed straight (per the western definition) but understands that some people can make realizations later in life. As for the US, there was some bad timing with people getting COVID and also his own mental struggles with things like dick size and the other performers' ability to get hard as if on command, as well as chafing from jerking through filmings and even being hospitalized for taking so many ED pills to stay hard. He also had a lot of issues with different groups of fans complaining, being disappointed, or accusing costars (who he refers to as friends) of various things, etc.

Sorry that this story is a bit of a downer for a thread about male beauty, but it was surprisingly moving so I wanted to share. (I'm sure the other entries have their own details some of you may be interested in as fans.)
Thx for the info

I knew he was straight from a interview he did with a japanese American couple living in Japan about a few years ago. He started out in straight porn and said he was suggested t film straight porn as well. He seemed intrigued at the thought and decided to go with it. He didn't state anything wrong with filming gay porn, he just stated that the filming styles seem to be different and the sexual encounters were portrayed differently. He did notice a lot of attention being given from his gay porn videos and decided to try and maximize it be becoming a international gay porn star. A very interesting prospect for someone who is straight. Their are people who know how to get hard on command, (wither they are gay or straight) to have sex with men or women (one being Malik Delgaty). I had assumed he was one of them, but was saddened he was using ED pills to preform. ED pills are not such a stigma as its commonly used in straight porn, because the models might have to be hard for up to 4 hours. And sometimes the model is just in interested in the person they are about to fuck. But whatever his plans are now, he seem to be trying to get as many life experiences as possible. His experience must not be too bad as his onlyfans is still up, so who knows what he might do in the future.

And dont feel bad, this thread is still about male beauty. Even with what he is doing now, he is still a very beautiful person (he still works out intensely). I think people should know what they are jerking off, if its available to them.
 
A couple people in the past few pages should DEFINITELY read that, considering they convinced themselves that he's just "in denial" :emoji_unamused:
Do you blame them though? Before he explained on his website, all most ppl knew was that his upbringing wasn't the best and Japan is still sort of socially conservative...and then you transition into seeing him being dicked down multiple times
 
Yes but he said himself...he's not gay...
At somepoint society needs tot return to reality…… if you travel all around the world getting your asshole plowed of YOUR OWN VOLITION you are at minimum bisexual. I understand everyone is on a journey, and Jin saying "I am straight" gives him peace for the moment fine…… but like??? lets get real here, saying "oh I was only doing it for money" is a weird cop out all these guys try to play. Japan is ultra conservative so I am way more sympathetic to Jin than I would be to a random guy from the west…… but I am sorry he is a Mega fruit little snack (who may or may not also be into women, but you get my point)