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I noticed that he deleted all his videos from his redgifs and I wonder why :worried: I guess he's really going the professional porn route and trying to erase the amateur content he used to post so it wouldn't be traced back to him to have like a fresh start, which would explain why he deleted his reddit account too. It's great that he's doing professional porn now but I think if he just got a better phone with a better camera and did amateur content he'd really shine plus make tons of money, definitely more than professional porn.
 
I noticed that he deleted all his videos from his redgifs and I wonder why :worried: I guess he's really going the professional porn route and trying to erase the amateur content he used to post so it wouldn't be traced back to him to have like a fresh start, which would explain why he deleted his reddit account too. It's great that he's doing professional porn now but I think if he just got a better phone with a better camera and did amateur content he'd really shine plus make tons of money, definitely more than professional porn.
I agree. I find it kinda sad that he decided to go the more professional route. He has struggles with porn and excessive jerking off so I can’t see this helping him in that regard. You are definitely right - if he just used a bit of advice and upgraded his camera/lighting set up, he could create stellar content and make lots of money while still getting the kind of exposure he seems to be looking for.
 
I agree. I find it kinda sad that he decided to go the more professional route. He has struggles with porn and excessive jerking off so I can’t see this helping him in that regard. You are definitely right - if he just used a bit of advice and upgraded his camera/lighting set up, he could create stellar content and make lots of money while still getting the kind of exposure he seems to be looking for.
Totally agree with you and he's back on reddit now too, woohoo, hopefully this time he stays :D . mindfullnessaudit (u/mindfullnessaudit) - Reddit
 
This is what he wrote on his reddit page.
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Im done with this short term sexual gratification, its a waste of my energy and life

I do not want to try and sound like a victim in this post and i do not want to judge im simply giving yall my thoughts. Where did we go wrong as a society to get to where we are now, where we view sex as something awesome and everyones trying to have more sex with more people? Of course sex is great but the fact we glorify it and now everyone, including myself, has forgotten what makes sex so sacred in the first place is very sad and of course this is nothing new, promiscuity has been glorified especially in america, since long before i was born.

I dont want to get off topic so ill just cut straight to the point to avoid making myself look inarticulate. People are designed to make more people, this is the biological view of things, but when looking at it from a deeper, more human perspective, I cant help but think there was a reason that people stayed virgins until marriage, parents are meant to look after their kids and the fact people sleep around on their partner while there is a child to look after is enough to me to think promiscuity and especially the glorification of it in our culture has gone too far, maybe this sounds stupid because of what i posted before, maybe in your mind you believe there is no such thing as a soulmate, fair enough, but why is it looked down upon to want to commit to one person and devote your life to them because they can do the same for you, why do teenage boys and girls with minds still developing quickly rush to the desire to catch as many bodies as possible? Maybe its the devil, or maybe I'm stupid and our lives have no deeper meaning than to get as much clout and feel as much pleasure as possible, probably neither of those things.

At this point im just rambling but I think i've made my point clear, I do not wish to be promiscuous anymore and there are many things ive done that cant be taken back, but deep down I do sincerely want to find someone that i can make a connection with, and I have been in very few relationships compared to the amount of sexual partners i've had, but this is what will bring me happiness and this post will be something I will use from now on to reflect on the way I feel, I have a strong mind, but I am still young and I dont have a proper grasp on whats right and wrong, whats good or bad for me.
I am going to make it my short term mission to improve my awareness and be able to self reflect in the moment, so when I am tempted to waste my time and energy on this app, I will remember the things that have given me true happiness all along. Wishing anyone who's read all of this the best and you're a trooper for making it through this piece of shit paragraph peace out.
 
And he's now deleted again. He seems quite confused and conflicted.
Yes, been following him since he first started posting and have seen this before multiple times so I believe that he's definitely struggling with his mental health, all I can do is hope he gets the help he needs and figures out what he really wants because that's the only way he'll be happy. Best of luck to him and I hope he gets better and I do hope too he'll come back but we'll see.