Yeah it's so weird. Gay men really struggle hard with getting it through their heads that a lot of these guys are gay for pay and completely bone straight outside of business. No they aren't curious. No licking ass and getting fucked wasn't more desirable to them than the paycheck. Yes they do see actual gay men as little more than customers that they can't wait to finish dealing with so they can rush home and fuck their gf or wives. And lastly, no, these guys will never find you as a male admirer attractive even if you meet someday in person. They're heterosexual and just see you as another smelly, hairy dude without tits or a pussy to go for. They might let you pay them to pretend they don't mind your maleness in bed, though.