For as long as I can remember I would have crushes on both girls and boys. When I started sexually maturing and actually started masturbating, it was straight porn (and I'd focus on the guy) or hot men. But I still have always found girls attractive just more so those in real life than through a screen. I consider myself pansexual, since gender doesn't really matter to me, with a lean towards masculine men. Now I've settled on liking solo male vids the most. I've been in a good stable relationship with a woman since high school and we've been together for 4 years now. We have sex regularly and I enjoy it. I always thought that I'd like men more than women but this last year, for the first time, I have sexually objectified women as much as I do men and actively see celebrities, random women, and pornstars/cammers as hot. Does anyone else have this experience of being more sexually attracted to one or the other?