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I didn't know where to put this, exactly. But I hope here is fine. So here I go. . .
To start, I consider myself Asexual or in that general area. With that being said, I have had some experiences, only with guys.
The first experience was with my best friend at the time. We would hang out a lot and watch a lot of porn together. The details are a bit hazy, but I remember I ended up jerking him off. He was pretty unsure of his sexuality at the time and I suppose I was, too. I jerked him off a few more times after that. He was quite thick as well and could shoot a lot when he came. He told me, while drunk, that he wanted to suck my cock and I was flattered, but I didn't want him to. I do not like the thought of being pleasured, honestly. Nothing against sex or any, but I was never into the idea of sex/getting a bj/ etc.
Around this same time I was pretty sure I was gay because I didn't really feel anything towards women and thought that automatically made me gay. I had another friend who I kind of hung out with at the time. One day I spent the night at his house and he asked me if I wanted to touch his dick. I thought there was no harm in it and started jerking him off. After about 20 minutes and him still not cumming he told me to suck his cock. This was a great opportunity to figure myself out, so I went for it. He was only about 6 inches, so I wasn't scared or anything but it was an interesting experience to say the least. We would hang out a lot and I'd always suck him off. He seemed to enjoy it, whit made me happy I suppose. Eventually he told me he always wondered what it would be like to have a dick in him (he could be classified as "Straight but horny" I guess)
But I told him I had no interest in doing that. I didn't find him sexually attractive or anything. I was just bored and I've always been a "do anything to make others happy" kinda person. Sucking dick didn't give me pleasure or feel special. It felt like an empty action to me.
Then came the one guy I actually cared for in some way. He is my best friend even to this day. Long story short, he had a crush on me when we hung out he'd always ask if it was okay for him to kiss me to which I replied "I don't know". I nervous about the whole thing because this was the first person I ever felt this way towards. It was around the holidays when we were playing around and it finally happened. We kissed...but I didn't feel anything. Nothing sexual at least. It felt like my world was crashing because of this. What was wrong with me? Was I not normal? I started isolating myself from everyone, and Eventually I decided I just didn't feel sexual attraction. And you know what? I was fine with that. I was happy with it.
Now with all of that said, I have had "crushes" on females, but it never worked out. Not worth a paragraph explaining.
If you read all of this, it makes me happy and thank you! I plan on adding more detail to the experiences I have had in different forms for your pleasure! If you have any questions let me know and hopefully it will help me better understand you and myself
*Side Note* Asexual is LACK of sexual attraction. It doesn't mean every Ace is sex repulsed, so keep that in mind.
To start, I consider myself Asexual or in that general area. With that being said, I have had some experiences, only with guys.
The first experience was with my best friend at the time. We would hang out a lot and watch a lot of porn together. The details are a bit hazy, but I remember I ended up jerking him off. He was pretty unsure of his sexuality at the time and I suppose I was, too. I jerked him off a few more times after that. He was quite thick as well and could shoot a lot when he came. He told me, while drunk, that he wanted to suck my cock and I was flattered, but I didn't want him to. I do not like the thought of being pleasured, honestly. Nothing against sex or any, but I was never into the idea of sex/getting a bj/ etc.
Around this same time I was pretty sure I was gay because I didn't really feel anything towards women and thought that automatically made me gay. I had another friend who I kind of hung out with at the time. One day I spent the night at his house and he asked me if I wanted to touch his dick. I thought there was no harm in it and started jerking him off. After about 20 minutes and him still not cumming he told me to suck his cock. This was a great opportunity to figure myself out, so I went for it. He was only about 6 inches, so I wasn't scared or anything but it was an interesting experience to say the least. We would hang out a lot and I'd always suck him off. He seemed to enjoy it, whit made me happy I suppose. Eventually he told me he always wondered what it would be like to have a dick in him (he could be classified as "Straight but horny" I guess)
But I told him I had no interest in doing that. I didn't find him sexually attractive or anything. I was just bored and I've always been a "do anything to make others happy" kinda person. Sucking dick didn't give me pleasure or feel special. It felt like an empty action to me.
Then came the one guy I actually cared for in some way. He is my best friend even to this day. Long story short, he had a crush on me when we hung out he'd always ask if it was okay for him to kiss me to which I replied "I don't know". I nervous about the whole thing because this was the first person I ever felt this way towards. It was around the holidays when we were playing around and it finally happened. We kissed...but I didn't feel anything. Nothing sexual at least. It felt like my world was crashing because of this. What was wrong with me? Was I not normal? I started isolating myself from everyone, and Eventually I decided I just didn't feel sexual attraction. And you know what? I was fine with that. I was happy with it.
Now with all of that said, I have had "crushes" on females, but it never worked out. Not worth a paragraph explaining.
If you read all of this, it makes me happy and thank you! I plan on adding more detail to the experiences I have had in different forms for your pleasure! If you have any questions let me know and hopefully it will help me better understand you and myself
*Side Note* Asexual is LACK of sexual attraction. It doesn't mean every Ace is sex repulsed, so keep that in mind.
