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My First Year in College
Chapter 24: A different kind of love (Part 2 - EPILOGUE)
I had an idea.
"Yes, all in good fun." I spoke.
"See!" Tobias grinned at Austin.
"Although, I still think you owe me one." I spoke. Tobias smile faded away. The other guys look interested.
"What do you want?" Tobias barked at me.
"I think I should be allowed to fuck you." The kinky thought had come into my mind when I had seen Austin's hard dick against Tobias' ass. The ALPHA MALE, leader of the frat, captain of the football team, being fucked by a fag like me. It felt like the perfect way to settle this.
"That seems only fair" Austin gave me an understood nod.
Tobias paced around, his naked muscular and sweaty body could smash me in only a second. I thought he was about to beat me off, to punch Austin, insult us. But with a devilish smile, he only said:
"OK."
That caught us off-guard and we all remained frozen for a few seconds.
"OK, I said. You think I'm afraid of a little fag's dick?"
Austin looked at me, uncertain of what was about too happen. I was not too sure myself whether Tobias was serious or not. Hell, I did not know if I was serious or not.
Feverishly, I stood up from my bench and walked towards Tobias. The other guys who still had not cummed had started to jerk off again, forming another circle around us.
"I think you should kneel down on the bench." Said Austin.
Tobias gave him the middle finger and talked to the other guys:
"Only a real man is confident enough to take a dick up his ass."
On that note, Tobias got on all fours and spread his ass.
I removed my jockstrap. Fuck. This was really about to happen. I had never done anything like this before, obviously in these circumstances, but I had actually never fucked another guy in the ass! Tobias Finnigan would be my first. I could not process that thought.
"What are you waiting for?" He barked.
I took a look at Austin, he seemed very unsure too. Luis, beside him, was masturbating his cock intensely, seemingly hypnotized by this unexpected turn of event.
I was naked. My dick was hard and dripping with precum. I spread Tobias ass and took a good look at his pink shaved asshole. It was not that tight. It was inviting.
And just like that, without another word, I started to penetrate him. The other guys cheered around me. First, I thought they were encouraging me, but then I realized that they were still applauding their guru.
If Tobias says this is not gay to get ass fucked by another guy, then it is not gay, and this should be respected and supported. Did they realize how their "real man" or "alpha male" theories were ridiculous? I could not say. All I knew was that I was balls deep inside of Tobias asshole and he was moaning of pleasure. Even his dick which had just released a crazy amount of cum was getting hard again.
Two other guys cummed in their hands while jerking off in a circle around Tobias.
I kept on fucking the frat leader, staring right as Austin who seemed so proud of me. The ALPHAS, what a bullshit name, I thought. My necklace was bouncing on my pecs as I was pounding the football captain's ass.
After a few minutes, I could not take it anymore and let myself cum inside of Tobias' asshole. To be honest, at this point, my balls were almost empty but still, I left my semen in Tobias Finnigan's virgin ass. This was something to cherish. Although, was it really a virgin ass? I had my doubts.
Afterwards, I knelt down and stuck my tongue out to receive Martin, Luis and Austin's juice. They were the last ones who had managed not to cum until this point.
Martin cummed inside of my throat. I swallowed it eagerly. Luis cummed on Tobias' ass with a satisfied look on his face. I licked it all directly from Tobias' ass cheeks. Austin finished me off by cumming on his own chest, letting me eat it all. Because my face was full of cum, I deposited some more semen on Austin's body while I was hungrily licking him off. He did not seem to care. This mix of cum swallowed from Austin's abs was a delicious smoothie and a perfect way to end this gangbang.
We were all drenched and exhausted.
As if it were another casual Wednesday, Tobias stood up, looked at the mess and proposed to go shower.
"Not a fucking word of what happened outside of here!" He just said.
"I don't think anyone would like this to be known..." added Luis. He looked at me a bit worried, I thought about Janice. What would she think?
"I was mostly talking to Austin's bitch." Tobias replied, looking at me.
"I won't say a word." I responded.
Eleven naked guys went to take a shower and Austin stayed behind with me, offering me a towel.
"Pretty crazy uh?" He eventually said.
"Yeap..."
"You literally fuck Tobias in the ass. This, I did not see coming." Austin had a nervous laugh.
"I told you, I wanted to end the year with a bang!"
We went to take a shower after the guys were all gone. Martin and Henry fist bumped me before leaving as if we had just finished a good game and I had scored some goals.
It was my last night at Creepside college and I would for sure remember it for the rest of my life.
The next morning, still unsure whether this had not been all a fever dream, I walked around campus and reconsidered my choice of leaving Creepside for a moment. My sore body, and my sore asshole in particular, reminded me that the whole thing had been very real.
I could come back for sophomore year and make this a regular thing. The guys had promised not to say a word and had for sure enjoyed their time. I could become the official "gangbang slut" of the ALPHAS frat. I could stay with Austin. Maybe I could be happy!
Lost in my thoughts, I saw Janice and Luis holding hands in the park, saying goodbye to each other. Janice was returning to her parents for the Summer. Looking at them, I hated myself and I hated Luis too.
All of these guys had girlfriends and every week, they were fucking other girls... or guys in their sick "sex club". I knew better now. I knew that one day or another, the truth would come out and this was just another scandal soon to be exposed. I was tired of living with secrets.
Seeing them also reminded me of all I was missing, I had tasted the happiness of having a boyfriend for a couple of months with Steve and I wanted it, the real thing.
I went in the lobby of Building C and stumbled on someone I had not seen in months.
"Gary!" I shouted. I could not believe he was there!
My favorite Ginger boy turned around and adressed me an awkward smile.
"Oh... Tyler, Hi!"
"Hi! It is so nice to see you. How are you doing?" Last time I had heard about him, he had ran away from college.
"I'm... I'm ok. How are you?"
"I'm fine. You know, I've been thinking a lot about you. I was worried."
We were both in the same boat when the Fletcher's videos and pictures leaked, but probably Gary had it worse than me.
"I needed to take some time off. I went back to my grandparents; they own a farm. I worked there for a while, it helped me revising my priorities. I was worried about you too, I heard about the accident. I'm so sorry I could not be there."
"No, that's all right. Please do not apologize. I'm just glad you're ok. Do you want to go grab a drink or something? Maybe we could talk?"
"That sounds great but I do have other plans, I just came back to..."
At the same moment, my ex-boyfriend Steve appeared:
"Oh" he said, noticing me.
"Hi Steve." This had become very uncomfortable. "I was just chatting with Gary."
"Yeah, we were about to go have some breakfast in town." Replied Steve. "The both of us."
I could swear Gary and Steve shared a look of connivance. Did Gary come back just to see his old roommate Steve?
"Oh, ok. I let you go then. I... Steve, I'm gonna leave and... I'm not sure I'll be back next year so I just wanted to say... well, to say Goodbye."
"I'm sorry to hear that." Steve approached me awkwardly and finally decided to hug me. "Goodbye then."
Gary hugged me as well and the both of them went on with their day. When they were outside, it seemed like they were holding hands... I was hoping for Austin and I to be the two roommates ending up together but it looked like Gary and Steve were more likely to take that spot. I guess it made sense. Steve had been seriously shaken up by Gary's leaving and I had only been his comfort at the time.
Back in the dorm, Austin was finishing packing as well. Stripped from our personal stuff, the 403 room looked really empty.
"This is hell, I cannot believe we will have to do the same thing in less than 3 months, unpacking everything!" Austin grumbled, trying to close one of his luggage.
He was wearing a black tank top and a pair of shorts, he looked effortlessly gorgeous as always. I had pushed back this moment for days now but it was time that I had a discussion with my roommate.
"Austin, I don't think I will unpack my stuff here next September."
"What do you mean? You want to switch room?"
"No... I just won't come back here next year."
Austin looked puzzled and sat on his bed:
"I'm going to need a little more explanation than that."
"I found another college on the west coast; I want to major in psychology."
"And you need to go on the other side of the continent to do that?! What's up with you guys and the west coast lately? Martin just told me he wanted to go in L.A.!"
"What does he want to do there?"
"He wants to become a reality tv star!" Austin rolled his eyes. "And he is serious about it."
"Oh." I smiled. "Well, maybe I'll join him on a show!"
"Cut it off Ty, what are you saying? You really want to leave?"
I sat on the bed next to him. This was the hardest part.
"I do Austin. I think I have to."
"But why? I know you had a tough year with the accident, but this is behind us now!"
"This is only part of it Austin. I feel like this year had been a succession of bad decisions for me. With everything that happened, I don't think I will ever be able to be seen for who I am in here, I will always be linked to Fletcher. And..."
"Come on, there will be another scandal next year and everybody will have forgotten about this. Have you thought about me? I thought we were in it to do our 4 years of college together!"
"I thought about you, a lot. That's actually one of the main reasons I have to go."
Austin stood up and took a step back, actually shocked by what I had just said. He was tearing up.
"What the fuck man? That's brutal! How could you say that?"
"I'm sorry Austin. I... It's not what you think. If I stay here, with you, I know that I will never be able to move on."
"Move on from what?"
"From us!"
He sat on my bed, as if I had just shot him with my words and he had lost his balance.
"Tyler, you are my best friend. Why would you want to move on from us? What does this even mean? Do you hate me that much?"
How could he not get it? After all this time!
"On the contrary Austin. I don't need to go because I hate you. I need to go because I love you! I love you too much." I started tearing up too.
"But I love you too..." Austin whispered.
"Not the way I do."
I looked at the carpet, not being able to face him. Austin took his time before speaking again, in a soft voice, he asked:
"Are you saying that you are in love with me?"
"Of course, I am in love with you Austin, since the very first time I saw you! Since the first day we hung out together, wandering in the campus. I never stopped loving you, it's just become worse when we started to do things, sexual things, together."
"Oh Tyler..." A tear slid down his cheek. He came back on his bed and took me in his arms.
"Look Austin, no need to make a drama out of this, I tried to fight my feelings, but I just cannot. And I know that if I stay here, everytime you will ask anything of me, I won't be able to help myself, I will come running to you."
"But I won't ask anything from you! If this can help, we will stop any sexual thing we got going on!"
"But I don't want it to stop. That's the problem! I want the sex, and I want the friendship, and I want the relationship. I want everything."
"Ty, I just don't want to lose you."
"Austin, I don't want to lose you either. Telling you this is the hardest thing I have ever done. But I have to do it. It's the toughest decision but it's also the right one. I could have had a beautiful thing with Steve but because you are here, I could not..."
"But Ty! I have never asked anything of you! You could have stayed with Steve! That's unfair to blame this on me."
Austin was getting mad and this is exactly what I wanted to avoid.
"It's not what you were asking of me, it's just... Austin, I don't blame you for anything. Believe me. I cannot blame you for making me fall in love with you."
"Is this about what I said the other day, that we could never be boyfriends?"
"Well, in a way, yes." Again, we both marked a moment of silence. "Look Austin, if you could tell me right now that there might be a slight chance, that one day, you could love me the way I love you, that one day, I could be the one for you, then I promise you, I would stay. I would do everything for that slim chance. But can you tell me that?"
"I'm not gay, I'm not even sure that I'm bi Ty..." Austin was killing me with his puppy eyes.
"This was not my question. I was not asking about your sexual preferences. I was asking about me. Is there a chance, even a very slim one, that one day, maybe you would love me the way I love you?"
"I don't think so Ty... I'm sorry."
I knew he would give me that answer and this was the exact reason I had made my decision to leave.
Although, it still hurt like hell hearing it. I fought the tears back. I tried to ignore the pain, the heartbreak.
"Ok then. Austin, I have to give me the best chances at life, at love. And my best chances are to start over so that I can move on, and meet someone."
Austin wiped some tears with his hand and then held my head.
"Ok. If this is what you have to do. I won't try to hold you back. I'm so sorry about this whole situation. I really just want you to be happy. I'm so sorry if I hurt you."
"Don't apologize Austin. Despite everything, I have probably lived one of the best years of my life. I have loved every moment with you. There is no regret at all from my part. I guess I just had to learn my lessons."
We leaned our foreheads against each other. Our lips were almost touching.
"I'm gonna miss you so much, Ty."
"I'm gonna miss you too, Austin."
We hugged each other for long minutes. Letting go of him was almost impossible. But we did let go. We had to. We finished packing in silence.
I knew I had to close the Austin and Tyler's chapter of my life to move on, and this is exactly what I did.
I thought about my big brother again. He was right. My first year in College was one of the craziest years of my life. I came out, I lost my virginity, I fell in love for the first time, I got my heart broken. I sure experimented. There is no denying that some of it was messy, some of it hurt, but I guess I took everything such a time in life is supposed to offer. I learnt about myself and others, and most importantly, I grew up.
I left the room 403 much more at peace with who I was than when I came in for the first time, ready for new exciting adventures.
THE END