He claimed he does not do Only Fans anymore. He lied to me, but why lie when you know I can find out the truth. He wanted me to stay off social media while we dated, because all the content the rest of the world see is controlled and posted by someone his agency pays. This person makes sure he stays in the spot light. He claimed a lot of things during our time together. I am now wondering if he ever told me the truth. I never looked at instagram or any other media outlet about him while we were together. But now that he ran like a spoiled child claiming it was my fault, that he could not trust me. Well it did not set right, I did nothing wrong, would do nothing wrong. I never talked about who he was, I never used his name only family and friends use. I did not tell anyone about his life and what he is up to. What is coming down the road via his work. I kept my promises and he broke his by leaving me for a stupid reason. I am not sorry I would not do a wire transfer from his account to pay for something. It just did not feel right for me to access to his accounts that earlier on. Yeah I know it meant he trusted me and I was flattered. But for me it just did not feel right at the time. This and only this me changing my mind from I would to I would not is the only reason he dumped me. It hurt me deeply, I thought we had gotten past his days of throwing people away and looking for a more serious long term deeper relationship. Or was that just another one of his lies? I know the last time he dumped me it was a year later he showed up in my DM again asking me to take him back. Yeah I gave him a second chance, he is so freaking amazing. The fact that his last relationship ended when he bottomed and the guy who he was dated him. Well he pretty much fucked him too hard too deep too soon and fucking hurt him very bad. That was like back in January of the prior year. He had remained single the whole time after. He wanted to approach me but was scared I would say NO. Then why leave with just that one reason this time? What am I not seeing? Any comments on what I might have missed. Or was I a fool for letting him back into my life after the first time he dumped me, he claimed because he did not think I wanted long distance and would not want to make it work. What a freaking joke! We made it work last time. Maybe I am just to trusting of someone, because I never thought about it. Maybe who he is clouded my judgement? Was I star struck? Is that why this is not sitting so well?
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