I'm new to this site so here's my story. Any support advice guidance or friendships welcomed.
I'm 5'10 and slim, 39 but I'm told I look 27-30, great legs and butt, ex model with smallish but pert breasts but large nipples since being a mum. I'm always getting hit on and the temptation is building, but I'm wary of ruining my family life.
Not really sure where I'm going with this, but I had a bf in my teens who was way too big, thick and long, I couldn't even take the head, but after 2 children I'm not enjoying sex as much and I think about him and if it would better and more fulfilling (!) now.
I get turned on by videos, and when I see a black guy I can't help immediately wondering....
Anyway, we'll see where this forum leads me...
I haven't yet discussed this with my husband but we talk fantasies during sex ( mainly me) but maybe in real life it would be different ???.
My husband showed me this one and said she looks like when I met him 13 years ago. It def turned him on, and she does look a bit like I did (I don't have tattoos though)
I only bought this off the back of the video and I can just get it in me half way and it feels great but very tight. I've got large labia and they rub on it and tuck in so get sore if I get carried away and forget myself. But at least I have a great orgasm!
http://www.lovehoney.co.uk/product.cfm?p=12107#videos
A friend at work recomended it for advice. She is slim like me but after 3 kids had the same problem feeling her man. She hasn't told me to try other men, just feel my way into it to see where it leads me. She suggested I get my hubby on side first as she didn't and now has to sneak around to get her big cock sex. However she does recommend the feeling!
I'm thinking husband might be OK because he pushes me to talk and showed me the video above ( it's fairly classy unlike others I've seen), but the toy I've bought only makes things worse- I need the real thing or I will go mad!!!
Need to take it slowly and get hubby on board and secure first though!
Can you help me PLEASE! I'm in need of the real thing not a replica that makes me sore!
Sally. XX
I'm 5'10 and slim, 39 but I'm told I look 27-30, great legs and butt, ex model with smallish but pert breasts but large nipples since being a mum. I'm always getting hit on and the temptation is building, but I'm wary of ruining my family life.
Not really sure where I'm going with this, but I had a bf in my teens who was way too big, thick and long, I couldn't even take the head, but after 2 children I'm not enjoying sex as much and I think about him and if it would better and more fulfilling (!) now.
I get turned on by videos, and when I see a black guy I can't help immediately wondering....
Anyway, we'll see where this forum leads me...
I haven't yet discussed this with my husband but we talk fantasies during sex ( mainly me) but maybe in real life it would be different ???.
My husband showed me this one and said she looks like when I met him 13 years ago. It def turned him on, and she does look a bit like I did (I don't have tattoos though)
I only bought this off the back of the video and I can just get it in me half way and it feels great but very tight. I've got large labia and they rub on it and tuck in so get sore if I get carried away and forget myself. But at least I have a great orgasm!
http://www.lovehoney.co.uk/product.cfm?p=12107#videos
A friend at work recomended it for advice. She is slim like me but after 3 kids had the same problem feeling her man. She hasn't told me to try other men, just feel my way into it to see where it leads me. She suggested I get my hubby on side first as she didn't and now has to sneak around to get her big cock sex. However she does recommend the feeling!
I'm thinking husband might be OK because he pushes me to talk and showed me the video above ( it's fairly classy unlike others I've seen), but the toy I've bought only makes things worse- I need the real thing or I will go mad!!!
Need to take it slowly and get hubby on board and secure first though!
Can you help me PLEASE! I'm in need of the real thing not a replica that makes me sore!
Sally. XX