Ok, well, I’m really sorry for giving false hope but I’m pretty sure it’s gone. There’s no back ups in my iCloud at all right now. I even went through my whole camera roll of 10k+ photos in case I didn’t delete it. I checked the couple years after in case I got the timeline wrong. But I do vaguely remember deleting it, it was one of those “he doesn’t even know I have this photo, I feel a weirdo”. Even though it was a public photo. Kind of a stupid moment of disillusion where I just deleted it. I didn’t prepare for my little crush to date a famous person and everyone else starts thirsting over him like I was. Or that I would still be thirsting over him a few years later.
Seriously though, him and Nick are super adorable together. Literally a perfect couple looks wise, and they are both super charming dudes. It’s one of those couples where your heart hurts because it’s like, I want that. I want everyone to have that. And it’s just crazy because I saw IT on opening day, I grew up reading Steven King and I loved that movie, and remember finding Nick cute when I first watched it too. A movie crush and a real life crush colliding
. I’ll just stay here day dreaming I guess.
