Porn Stars Who Have Passed Away

Question: does anyone else feel weird viewing the porn of dead performers? I ask because I found out about AD Dorian a few months back like right after watching one of his scenes and I felt ill after I found out.
I used to, and then it occured to me that they put themselves out there to be admired and remembered. Not all of them were desparate for cash, and even many of those who were must have wanted to be remembered if they kept going back and if they interacted with fans. Yes it was about the money, but they were humans. Humans, most of us, want to be thought of fondly.

There are only two performers whose porn I can no longer enjoy: Alexander Gustavo and Erik Rhodes. Both of them let us, the fans, in on a quasi-personal level. I followed Erik's blog on Tumblr, the good and sad. Alexander was REALLY nice to me on Snapchat, nice to me as a fan, but just very warm and responsive. He was a real joy! I sometimes get sad seeing him on Twitter or one of the porn tubes. For the others, and even with Alexander and Erik, I feel like they should be remembered for their triumphs and not their tragedy. Tucking them away with their death is focusing on the part of their life that hurt them the most. For those who made multiple films and wanted to win the awards, remembering them fondly is the greatest reward. So, I still remember them and enjoy their old content. Except for Alexander. Still getting over that.

Just my 10 cents.
 
Substance abuse, mental health/trauma from the industry and their lives before they became adult film stars, pressure to stay thin and jacked, a decent number of them were completely straight and did it as gay for pay - maybe shame and self-hatred built up and got mixed in with some religious indoctrination and I think you get a lot of young guys passing away.
Wholly agree!
 
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I used to, and then it occured to me that they put themselves out there to be admired and remembered. Not all of them were desparate for cash, and even many of those who were must have wanted to be remembered if they kept going back and if they interacted with fans. Yes it was about the money, but they were humans. Humans, most of us, want to be thought of fondly.

There are only two performers whose porn I can no longer enjoy: Alexander Gustavo and Erik Rhodes. Both of them let us, the fans, in on a quasi-personal level. I followed Erik's blog on Tumblr, the good and sad. Alexander was REALLY nice to me on Snapchat, nice to me as a fan, but just very warm and responsive. He was a real joy! I sometimes get sad seeing him on Twitter or one of the porn tubes. For the others, and even with Alexander and Erik, I feel like they should be remembered for their triumphs and not their tragedy. Tucking them away with their death is focusing on the part of their life that hurt them the most. For those who made multiple films and wanted to win the awards, remembering them fondly is the greatest reward. So, I still remember them and enjoy their old content. Except for Alexander. Still getting over that.

Just my 10 cents.
That was beautifully put.
 
This is so devastating about Marc. I was just watching him in a video with Kellan last night. Apparently after porn he still did stuff with guys so he was really bi. He always had a beautiful smile. Even those who seem very upbeat might be struggling inside. RIP beautiful soul. ❤️
Where did you get that info how did you know?
 
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Confirmed Pornstar Deaths
In Memoriam: In Order of Appearance
Nick Toretto
Ryan Fields
Beau @SeanCody
Axl @activeduty
Jayden @corbinfisher
Kane Bryant
Alex James
Ty Thomas
Alex Riley
Brad Davis
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How conbinfisher guy die
 
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