I've done it with a toy, but can sort of half do it by pushing down really hard and rubbing under my balls, when I cum it seems to just ooze out instead of squirting. I love the thought of eating my cum, turns me on a lot but kind of lose interest after (although I am much, much better that this now!) but when I have a toy in I start cumming, just starts flowing out but I'm still 100% horny, feels so much better and have the desire to taste it. I'd never tell friends or anyone this is what i like to do but have done it on cam with a camgirl a few times which feels so hot letting someone watch you do something so private and secret!