Chapter 4 - Part 1
During the next few days things calmed down a bit. I felt absolutely terrible about this day. How had everything gone to shit that fast?
In just one day?
I had no trainings and no games scheduled for the whole next week, so I just sat at home, my mind brooding with a mix of guilt and disappointment in myself.
I basically just let myself go. I stopped taking care of myself and just sat in front of the TV the whole day.
I did not get horny at all during this week. Partially because my balls were already drained after cumming 3 times that day, but mostly because of how depressed I was.
At first my wife didn't even talk to me anymore. She had been sleeping alone in the bedroom since that day, after kicking me out and telling me to stay in the small guest room. Even though I tried to explain to her that I was not texting with anyone, she didn't believe me.
Josh wasn't better either. When he saw me on the couch he just scoffed and rolled his eyes. I don't think he realized I had spied on his conversation that day. I had put his phone back where I found it after I woke up that night.
The only one who really cared was Mike. He was really sweet, he tried to spend time with me watching tv and kept talking to me, even when I didn't have the energy to answer back. He would try to get me and my wife back to talking with each other again at the dinner table.
He even organized a little father and son soccer game on the next weekend with his friends, just so he could get me out of the house again.
He was making such a big effort, it really warmed my heart. I couldnt disappoint him. I had to go.
And I'm glad I did. It really helped brighten my mood. After the game I found myself smiling and laughing with the other dads, having a good time. We all agreed we should do that more often.
When I got home I tried talking with Jessica again. And it actually worked and we had a good conversation.
After that we at least talked with each other again. But sex was still out of question.
At this point it was getting hard for me. The last time I came was 7 days ago and I did just play soccer, which meant to my conditioned body there would be sex afterwards.
And it was getting worse by the day. I even tried jerking off. I had never really jerked off, it just didn't seem to work for me. I took my dick in my hand and looked at some girls on the internet. But everytime I did I would just see Jessica and feel guilty.
I tried without looking at pictures but I had trouble getting in the mood when I was alone. Why did it work that one night? When I was reading Josh's messages. I mean technically I didn't jerk off. I didn't even touch my dick. But that should have been even harder to do. I was confused about this.
More days passed and I was getting more desperate to cum. My dick was almost constantly ready to grow into a huge boner with the slightest touch at this point. And trainings were about to start again.
I was kneeling in the bathroom next to the washing machine and packing my bag for the next training, when I found it. The note! Shit, that's how this whole trouble started.
I sat there and stared at it. Flashes of memories went through my mind. I remembered licking that hole. How it looked just like Jessicas. Fuck I was so entranced by it.
How it smelled. So fucking intoxicating. How it tasted. Mhmmmmm I was moaning. How it twitched when he ejaculated. Mhmmmm fuuuuuck. And how his cum finally ran into my mouth. It felt so real I could actually taste it…
The intense feeling of an approaching orgasm woke me up from my daydream. When I came to senses I looked in the bathroom mirror at myself. One hand holding the note, the other one Brocks dirty precumsoaked shorts to my mouth, which was wrapped around the crotch area where the precum had been.
My eyes widened in shock as I looked at myself in this humiliating position, but my impending orgasm was inevitable. I felt the warm tingle rise in my dick and then it started to twitch.
I started involuntarily moaning. I wanted to let go of the shorts in my mouth, but they were the only thing that kept my loud moans muffled enough so nobody would hear me. I couldnt help myself and involuntarily started to make fucking motions with my hip. It was really embaressing but felt so fucking good after all these days.
My dick started to pump out thick white cream right through my boxershorts. It was running right down the huge bulge my dick made and dripping onto the floor.
I was looking at myself in the mirror with worried and desperate eyes. "Hoooo..... ohhhhhh" I whined at my own pathetic display, as my huge tent continued to push cum through my shorts.
When the stream finally ceased I was left exhausted and breathing heavily. Looking defeated at the pool of my seed on the floor. Some globs still dripping from my shorts into it.
A knock on the door woke me up from my lethargy. It was Josh, fuck!
"Almost done! Give me a minute!" I shouted through the door.
I just heard an annoyed sigh on the other side.
I quickly stuffed the note and the shorts back into the bag and my old soccer clothes into the washing machine.
I had not even done that after the last event so I had to get it done now, one day before the next training. They smelled really bad.
I cleaned up the floor fast, grabbed my bag and opened the door. Josh was still standing there, so I had to hide my wet and cumstained boxershorts using the bag. But when I pushed past him, he didn't move one bit to make room for me.
Usually I would have scolded him and pushed him away by his shoulders. But in my current situation I was way too anxious and squeezed by the wall.
Unfortunately that made my bag move back a bit, revealing my mess for a second. God, I hoped so much he didn't see anything. I looked at his face for signs.
He just rolled his eyes and sighed again.
"At least do that in your room! I've been waiting here for 10 minutes, listening to your grunts. I fucking have to piss like crazy!" He scolded.
I turned beet red. Oh my god, he heard everything... he knew.... It was the worst. I was so incredibly embarrassed. It felt like our roles had reversed.
He was the man in the house, scolding me and I was a little boy who got caught playing with his dick.
I apologized quietly and hurried into my small guest room.
"Ugh it smells awful in here!" I heard behind my back.
I quickly threw the note and the shorts into the nightstand and continued to pack fresh clothes into my bag.
The next training luckily went by pretty uneventfully. I wasn't as horny anymore after having shot my load the day before, so no unwanted hardons.
But I have to admit that finding the note did stir up my curiosity again. I was excited to see if I could figure out who that asshole belonged to.
Although, thinking about it now with a clearer head. Did I even want to know? I already felt awkward enough near Brock now.
This morning was the first time we saw each other since that day.
When I arrived I saw him with a group of guys, laughing and bragging like his old self.
I was really glad he was back to normal.
But when I approached and he saw me, he immediately got silent and his attitude completely changed. It was very awkward. I tried to greet him friendly, but he just gave a quiet "Sup ''.
Luckily the situation got overshadowed by the rest of the guys enthusiastic greetings towards me.
After training, coach stopped me in front of the locker room.
My heart started beating. Had the owner of the note said anything already? Or did Brock?
I got so fucking anxious I barely was able to breath. But luckily it was a false alarm. Coach just wanted to ask me if I could spend some time after the trainings with Jeremy to give him one on one training, just like I did a few years ago for Tyler.
I didn't mind at all. I loved the time I had spent with Tyler back then and it would be nice to get to know Jeremy better too.
Tyler and I bonded really well together during this time. Tyler was supposed to take over my position on the field when I would retire.
I basically became his mentor. We became good friends and spent a lot of our free time together as well. Hanging out in bars I would give him hints on how to get the girls and be a wingman for him.
I probably wasn't the best for this job, since I never really had to flirt with girls in bars. I married my school sweetheart and we were still together. But it made me proud to be asked for advice by Tyler, so I did my best.
He was looking up to me like I was a hero and it felt very good.
I was hoping to build a similar bond to Jeremy. I thought it would help him to get out of his shell.
I agreed to the coach's request and finally went to take my shower.
Some of the guys were already done with the shower, but maybe it was for the better to not know who the mysterious stranger was. I didnt know if Id be able to look someone in the eyes whose cum I had so readily eaten... fuck…
I still could not resist taking quick glances over at the other guys' asses.
But again my eyes got stuck on Tyler's ass. Damn, his butt was just so mesmerizing to me. His cheeks were round and muscular. They stood out and made a nice curve from his back. They just looked so perfect.
I had to be careful not to stare too much. I couldn't afford to be caught staring at his ass again or I'm sure rumors would pop up.
I decided to leave the shower quickly before I'd embarrass myself.
I couldn't understand how just one little coincidence could have caused all this to happen. But how I would find out later, this was not even close to be done.
I got home and immediately went over to my room. I opened the nightstand and found the note. After today's shock with the coach I decided I could not wait any longer, I needed to find out what this guy wanted. Otherwise I feared he might get upset and eventually go to the coach or the police.
I couldn't risk that.
During the next few days things calmed down a bit. I felt absolutely terrible about this day. How had everything gone to shit that fast?
In just one day?
I had no trainings and no games scheduled for the whole next week, so I just sat at home, my mind brooding with a mix of guilt and disappointment in myself.
I basically just let myself go. I stopped taking care of myself and just sat in front of the TV the whole day.
I did not get horny at all during this week. Partially because my balls were already drained after cumming 3 times that day, but mostly because of how depressed I was.
At first my wife didn't even talk to me anymore. She had been sleeping alone in the bedroom since that day, after kicking me out and telling me to stay in the small guest room. Even though I tried to explain to her that I was not texting with anyone, she didn't believe me.
Josh wasn't better either. When he saw me on the couch he just scoffed and rolled his eyes. I don't think he realized I had spied on his conversation that day. I had put his phone back where I found it after I woke up that night.
The only one who really cared was Mike. He was really sweet, he tried to spend time with me watching tv and kept talking to me, even when I didn't have the energy to answer back. He would try to get me and my wife back to talking with each other again at the dinner table.
He even organized a little father and son soccer game on the next weekend with his friends, just so he could get me out of the house again.
He was making such a big effort, it really warmed my heart. I couldnt disappoint him. I had to go.
And I'm glad I did. It really helped brighten my mood. After the game I found myself smiling and laughing with the other dads, having a good time. We all agreed we should do that more often.
When I got home I tried talking with Jessica again. And it actually worked and we had a good conversation.
After that we at least talked with each other again. But sex was still out of question.
At this point it was getting hard for me. The last time I came was 7 days ago and I did just play soccer, which meant to my conditioned body there would be sex afterwards.
And it was getting worse by the day. I even tried jerking off. I had never really jerked off, it just didn't seem to work for me. I took my dick in my hand and looked at some girls on the internet. But everytime I did I would just see Jessica and feel guilty.
I tried without looking at pictures but I had trouble getting in the mood when I was alone. Why did it work that one night? When I was reading Josh's messages. I mean technically I didn't jerk off. I didn't even touch my dick. But that should have been even harder to do. I was confused about this.
More days passed and I was getting more desperate to cum. My dick was almost constantly ready to grow into a huge boner with the slightest touch at this point. And trainings were about to start again.
I was kneeling in the bathroom next to the washing machine and packing my bag for the next training, when I found it. The note! Shit, that's how this whole trouble started.
I sat there and stared at it. Flashes of memories went through my mind. I remembered licking that hole. How it looked just like Jessicas. Fuck I was so entranced by it.
How it smelled. So fucking intoxicating. How it tasted. Mhmmmmm I was moaning. How it twitched when he ejaculated. Mhmmmm fuuuuuck. And how his cum finally ran into my mouth. It felt so real I could actually taste it…
The intense feeling of an approaching orgasm woke me up from my daydream. When I came to senses I looked in the bathroom mirror at myself. One hand holding the note, the other one Brocks dirty precumsoaked shorts to my mouth, which was wrapped around the crotch area where the precum had been.
My eyes widened in shock as I looked at myself in this humiliating position, but my impending orgasm was inevitable. I felt the warm tingle rise in my dick and then it started to twitch.
I started involuntarily moaning. I wanted to let go of the shorts in my mouth, but they were the only thing that kept my loud moans muffled enough so nobody would hear me. I couldnt help myself and involuntarily started to make fucking motions with my hip. It was really embaressing but felt so fucking good after all these days.
My dick started to pump out thick white cream right through my boxershorts. It was running right down the huge bulge my dick made and dripping onto the floor.
I was looking at myself in the mirror with worried and desperate eyes. "Hoooo..... ohhhhhh" I whined at my own pathetic display, as my huge tent continued to push cum through my shorts.
When the stream finally ceased I was left exhausted and breathing heavily. Looking defeated at the pool of my seed on the floor. Some globs still dripping from my shorts into it.
A knock on the door woke me up from my lethargy. It was Josh, fuck!
"Almost done! Give me a minute!" I shouted through the door.
I just heard an annoyed sigh on the other side.
I quickly stuffed the note and the shorts back into the bag and my old soccer clothes into the washing machine.
I had not even done that after the last event so I had to get it done now, one day before the next training. They smelled really bad.
I cleaned up the floor fast, grabbed my bag and opened the door. Josh was still standing there, so I had to hide my wet and cumstained boxershorts using the bag. But when I pushed past him, he didn't move one bit to make room for me.
Usually I would have scolded him and pushed him away by his shoulders. But in my current situation I was way too anxious and squeezed by the wall.
Unfortunately that made my bag move back a bit, revealing my mess for a second. God, I hoped so much he didn't see anything. I looked at his face for signs.
He just rolled his eyes and sighed again.
"At least do that in your room! I've been waiting here for 10 minutes, listening to your grunts. I fucking have to piss like crazy!" He scolded.
I turned beet red. Oh my god, he heard everything... he knew.... It was the worst. I was so incredibly embarrassed. It felt like our roles had reversed.
He was the man in the house, scolding me and I was a little boy who got caught playing with his dick.
I apologized quietly and hurried into my small guest room.
"Ugh it smells awful in here!" I heard behind my back.
I quickly threw the note and the shorts into the nightstand and continued to pack fresh clothes into my bag.
The next training luckily went by pretty uneventfully. I wasn't as horny anymore after having shot my load the day before, so no unwanted hardons.
But I have to admit that finding the note did stir up my curiosity again. I was excited to see if I could figure out who that asshole belonged to.
Although, thinking about it now with a clearer head. Did I even want to know? I already felt awkward enough near Brock now.
This morning was the first time we saw each other since that day.
When I arrived I saw him with a group of guys, laughing and bragging like his old self.
I was really glad he was back to normal.
But when I approached and he saw me, he immediately got silent and his attitude completely changed. It was very awkward. I tried to greet him friendly, but he just gave a quiet "Sup ''.
Luckily the situation got overshadowed by the rest of the guys enthusiastic greetings towards me.
After training, coach stopped me in front of the locker room.
My heart started beating. Had the owner of the note said anything already? Or did Brock?
I got so fucking anxious I barely was able to breath. But luckily it was a false alarm. Coach just wanted to ask me if I could spend some time after the trainings with Jeremy to give him one on one training, just like I did a few years ago for Tyler.
I didn't mind at all. I loved the time I had spent with Tyler back then and it would be nice to get to know Jeremy better too.
Tyler and I bonded really well together during this time. Tyler was supposed to take over my position on the field when I would retire.
I basically became his mentor. We became good friends and spent a lot of our free time together as well. Hanging out in bars I would give him hints on how to get the girls and be a wingman for him.
I probably wasn't the best for this job, since I never really had to flirt with girls in bars. I married my school sweetheart and we were still together. But it made me proud to be asked for advice by Tyler, so I did my best.
He was looking up to me like I was a hero and it felt very good.
I was hoping to build a similar bond to Jeremy. I thought it would help him to get out of his shell.
I agreed to the coach's request and finally went to take my shower.
Some of the guys were already done with the shower, but maybe it was for the better to not know who the mysterious stranger was. I didnt know if Id be able to look someone in the eyes whose cum I had so readily eaten... fuck…
I still could not resist taking quick glances over at the other guys' asses.
But again my eyes got stuck on Tyler's ass. Damn, his butt was just so mesmerizing to me. His cheeks were round and muscular. They stood out and made a nice curve from his back. They just looked so perfect.
I had to be careful not to stare too much. I couldn't afford to be caught staring at his ass again or I'm sure rumors would pop up.
I decided to leave the shower quickly before I'd embarrass myself.
I couldn't understand how just one little coincidence could have caused all this to happen. But how I would find out later, this was not even close to be done.
I got home and immediately went over to my room. I opened the nightstand and found the note. After today's shock with the coach I decided I could not wait any longer, I needed to find out what this guy wanted. Otherwise I feared he might get upset and eventually go to the coach or the police.
I couldn't risk that.