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That makes 2 of us.

I tried digging deep to contribute more to this thread, but after everything that's happened this past 12.5 years up to this very week has me stuck in a place I can't move from just yet.

The timing of everything that landed on my heart was too much.

All I can muster is a "FUCK YOU, UNIVERSE" and some hope that your hole isn't deep like mine and that you found your way back to the light.

I truly admire people who go through shit and manage to keep their heads up the way you're doing here in this conversation.

"Live life like I was dying"... After everything it's like I already did. I'm trying really hard to not just, exist.. and I'm not going to give up. But I'm also not going to blame myself if I fail. Acceptance is a real asshole. You don't like facing it, but you would die without it.

First of all hugs and love, TNJ.

The reality is that I didn’t sleep at all last night. Cried a bit and distracted myself from the BS parts of life. Woke this morning to news of another loved one dead today.

I don’t know what your situation is and you don’t owe me an explanation of it. I just want you to know you aren’t alone in dealing with the suck ass part of life. Don’t think I’ve been a model of positivity or strength. Not at all lol. I’m just holding on. Just like you.

This thread is both selfish and giving. I selfishly need both these small & big positive moments while also wanting everyone else to also be inspired with positivity. I hope even reading the positive moments here can help you in some small way. And if it doesn’t that’s ok too.

HUGS
 
First of all hugs and love, TNJ.

The reality is that I didn’t sleep at all last night. Cried a bit and distracted myself from the BS parts of life. Woke this morning to news of another loved one dead today.

I don’t know what your situation is and you don’t owe me an explanation of it. I just want you to know you aren’t alone in dealing with the suck ass part of life. Don’t think I’ve been a model of positivity or strength. Not at all lol. I’m just holding on. Just like you.

This thread is both selfish and giving. I selfishly need both these small & big positive moments while also wanting everyone else to also be inspired with positivity. I hope even reading the positive moments here can help you in some small way. And if it doesn’t that’s ok too.

HUGS

I don't think anything about this thread is selfish at all ❤️
 
I needed it, too.
A friend walking the cancer road just took the runaway truck ramp.
Declared his own Independence Day, and we, the living, are gutted.

The hard parts of life sometimes come without warning or preparation so taking time to appreciate a cup of coffee is simply necessary. My heart goes out to you and your friends. I pray the memory of the coffee cup moments make you smile, smirk and laugh even when you’re crying.
 
I have a couple one being England beating the Ukraine in the euro 2020 (pleased because Ukraine knocked the team I support out by playing dirty) and the other being my friend saying shes going to treat me to having my hair done for helping her out the last few months
 
I found a doctor who genuinely listened to me, and *HELPED* me.

I wasn't treated like the person I was speaking to was a robot. I felt *believed*. Not judged, or dismissed the way too many other doctors have made me feel in the past.

I was seen, listened to, and given recourses I needed.. that was worth sharing: GOOD PEOPLE DO EXIST.
 
I found a doctor who genuinely listened to me, and *HELPED* me.

I wasn't treated like the person I was speaking to was a robot. I felt *believed*. Not judged, or dismissed the way too many other doctors have made me feel in the past.

I was seen, listened to, and given recourses I needed.. that was worth sharing: GOOD PEOPLE DO EXIST.
I'm glad you finally found a doctor who listens to your concerns
 
I found a doctor who genuinely listened to me, and *HELPED* me.

I wasn't treated like the person I was speaking to was a robot. I felt *believed*. Not judged, or dismissed the way too many other doctors have made me feel in the past.

I was seen, listened to, and given recourses I needed.. that was worth sharing: GOOD PEOPLE DO EXIST.
Yaaasssssss!!!!!!!!
 
I have a couple one being England beating the Ukraine in the euro 2020 (pleased because Ukraine knocked the team I support out by playing dirty) and the other being my friend saying shes going to treat me to having my hair done for helping her out the last few months
It’s the other football, but one of mine this year is Tampa Bay Buccaneers winning the super bowl. I’m a lifelong fan so it was a dream come true.
 
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I found a doctor who genuinely listened to me, and *HELPED* me.

I wasn't treated like the person I was speaking to was a robot. I felt *believed*. Not judged, or dismissed the way too many other doctors have made me feel in the past.

I was seen, listened to, and given recourses I needed.. that was worth sharing: GOOD PEOPLE DO EXIST.
Just from reading your posts and blog I know that’s been a frustration for years. So glad that you were finally heard by a Doctor. Hopefully that same doctor can help if needed in the future.