I knew I was attracted to guys all my life. As a kid, I picked all my friends based on how cute I thought they were and dated girls in high school if I thought they had a hot brother that I'd get to be around. Growing up in the "bible belt" I fought my attraction to guys, got married, had kids, yada, yada. Then along came the internet and boom...awakened desires in me that I had been suppressing. Jerked to a lot of gay porn over the years buy left it at that. Then I downloaded Grindr and started chatting with guys but never went beyond trading pics.
Finally on a business trip one time, I got the balls to finally take the plunge and cross the line and meet up with a guy. I was in my mid-forties and he was a college student in his early 20's. I picked him up, we drove around and chatted a bit, then came back to my hotel. Chatted a while, then started making out. Very hot, passionate make out session. This moved to us slowly undressing each other, then taking turns doing oral to each other. First dick I had ever touched and gotten into my mouth. Plus his mouth was doing amazing things to my cock as well. We started to 69 and then he started rimming me. AMAZING feeling. I then started rimming him. We ended that night blowing our loads down each other throat. Then we went to sleep and held each other all night.
The next morning, I woke him up by suck on his soft cock while he slept. It got hard in my mouth and soon we were making out, trading oral, rimming each other like crazy. I asked him if I could fuck him and he said yes. I topped him and the sex was amazing.
Afterward, I took him back to his dorm then packed and headed for the airport to head home. Needless to say, I couldn't have asked for a better first experience. And it such a great first that it has now been far from the last.