I'm heterosexual with a list of typical turn-ons but have recently wanted to explore or experiment with another guy. Recently I have been interested in having a jerk buddy, sharing a shower and or showing off in a open shower, spa or sauna, and love the idea of frotting another big cock. A lot of the porn I watch involves big dicks, solo guys handling their manhood, jerk buddy/guys being jerked off videos or similar.
I have never shared this story with anyone before besides my current partner because of the fear of being judged. I have experienced a drunken night with a guy a long time ago but that is it.
I'll set the scene and how this all started......I was separated from my partner after a very long vanilla relationship. A few months after separating, I put myself online and started exploring my desires using a local hookup site for singles, couples sharing photos as well as getting on camera online and having several blogs. During this time I discovered that my cock was not your average cock, the comments from others online was non-stop and my socials blew up along with almost becoming an escort.
I was my ex's first and she never commented on my big cock so I didn't think much of it, when I think about it she had no idea either because she was very vanilla and hated porn. I had used the locker room showers before with the boys but I'm more of a grower so my cock looked average unless it was semi-erect or erect then the guys would stare or tell me to "put that fucking thing away" jokingly. From this point forward I found a new hobby and was able to do what I wanted. I was the local Bull hosting couples and women on a weekly basis, the husbands would sit there and film, take photos, join in as well pleasing their wives. I was also getting messages from guys and I was curious back then but I always backed out at the last minute. This new world was amazing and I got to explore my deepest desires but always got cold feet when asked to meet guys except for this one night after a few drinks at home.
There was one guy in my local area that I was chatting to on a consistent basis, he would always try to convince me to meet up but I would get cold feet. This guy was a twink and I actually enjoyed our conversations with regular dick pics comparing our size but never any faces on display. One night after a few drinks at home I decided to meet him at the local bar.
It was a small bar which had a chill vibe to it, music playing on the juke box and plenty of noise from the patrons. I was so nervous but ready to see where this was going. I walked into the bar and and ordered a drink straight away then sat down on the couch/lounge sipping away listening to the music in the background playing with my phone. I quickly messaged to say I had arrived but apparently that wasn't required because he noticed me and my bulge in the tight jeans that I was wearing while I walked in. He sat down on the couch and started with small talk which quickly turned into questions about fooling around with guys. I was getting turned on a bit. I noticed he was looking at my bulge which was starting to swell and I love that hence why I like to wear tight jeans and show off my bulge. I had to adjust my position and we were both sitting sideways bending one leg up onto the couch. He knew what was hiding underneath the tight jeans because he seen the photos and he was staring off and on the whole time, so I grabbed my now semi-hard cock and positioned it inside my thigh. He asked if I wanted to go for a drive, I agreed after asking where to? we jumped in his car and he drove to a small local park nearby.
We arrived at the park which had no street lights so it was very dark but two other cars were parked close by in darkness. We pulled up in the parking area and he immediately unbuckled his seat belt leaned over and I think he was going to kiss me but I wasn't down for it so he started to rub my bulge which quickly become hard as a rock. I unbuckled my seat belt, as he unzipped my jeans and pulled them aside to reveal my girthy throbbing cock which was like a springboard as it jumped from my jeans. He leaned back into his seat and smiled as he unzipped his jeans to reveal his average size cock which looked big on his small frame. I grabbed his circumcised cock which had a slight upwards curve and started to jerk him off while he was jerking and ogling my throbbing girthy cock which made him look tiny in comparison. He was unable to wrap his hands around my cock and so he leaned over once again and started licking my throbbing head before sucking me off slowly while moaning. I was amazed how good this felt and I knew it wasn't his first time.
He asked if I wanted to go over to the park table and chairs up the back under all the trees which was in complete darkness and I agreed. We put our cocks away and walked over to the table and chairs which was under a shelter. I dropped my jeans around my ankles and sat up on the table leaning back while my raging cock was still wet from his saliva and throbbing for attention. He pulled his cock out as he was standing in front of me and started to jerk himself off, he then wrapped his hand around my cock followed by his mouth and It felt amazing. I grabbed his head and forced him down but his gag reflex was weak. He was working up and down slurping away on my cock like he was possesed. The moans were turning me on so I grabbed his head and worked him down to that point where I could feel the back of his throat but he would quickly pull up and tap out.
After what seemed to be 5 minutes maybe more of sucking on my cock and me forcing him down to choke on it he asked me to hop down and sit on the bench seat and as I sat down he dropped his jeans and turned around revealing his ass and spreading his cheeks. I remember him trying to sit on my cock but I was just too big and I said not without protection so he started to grind my cock. He wanted to take my length but I refused without protection. I wasn't ready for that and had no intentions of fucking that night anyway. I was just a drunk curious straight guy. He understood my position and turned back around choking on me until I cum in his mouth trying not to spill a drop while he jerked himself off. He needed a helping hand to get off and so I gave him a hand and jerked him off until he blew his load over me while I was seated. It's the least I could do and I felt bad that I didn't kiss or at least suck him off but I wasn't ready for that at all and it was so foreign to me.
We picked ourselves up and walked back to the car laughing about what just happened and I remember saying that I felt awkward and like a virgin again because I had no idea what I was doing.lol He asked me if I enjoyed it as we jumped back in the car and I said it was different but lots of fun which it actually was and he knew how to suck a dick. He drove me back to the bar where he dropped me off never to see each other again. We did message again but nothing come from it.
I have never shared this story with anyone before besides my current partner because of the fear of being judged. I have experienced a drunken night with a guy a long time ago but that is it.
I'll set the scene and how this all started......I was separated from my partner after a very long vanilla relationship. A few months after separating, I put myself online and started exploring my desires using a local hookup site for singles, couples sharing photos as well as getting on camera online and having several blogs. During this time I discovered that my cock was not your average cock, the comments from others online was non-stop and my socials blew up along with almost becoming an escort.
I was my ex's first and she never commented on my big cock so I didn't think much of it, when I think about it she had no idea either because she was very vanilla and hated porn. I had used the locker room showers before with the boys but I'm more of a grower so my cock looked average unless it was semi-erect or erect then the guys would stare or tell me to "put that fucking thing away" jokingly. From this point forward I found a new hobby and was able to do what I wanted. I was the local Bull hosting couples and women on a weekly basis, the husbands would sit there and film, take photos, join in as well pleasing their wives. I was also getting messages from guys and I was curious back then but I always backed out at the last minute. This new world was amazing and I got to explore my deepest desires but always got cold feet when asked to meet guys except for this one night after a few drinks at home.
There was one guy in my local area that I was chatting to on a consistent basis, he would always try to convince me to meet up but I would get cold feet. This guy was a twink and I actually enjoyed our conversations with regular dick pics comparing our size but never any faces on display. One night after a few drinks at home I decided to meet him at the local bar.
It was a small bar which had a chill vibe to it, music playing on the juke box and plenty of noise from the patrons. I was so nervous but ready to see where this was going. I walked into the bar and and ordered a drink straight away then sat down on the couch/lounge sipping away listening to the music in the background playing with my phone. I quickly messaged to say I had arrived but apparently that wasn't required because he noticed me and my bulge in the tight jeans that I was wearing while I walked in. He sat down on the couch and started with small talk which quickly turned into questions about fooling around with guys. I was getting turned on a bit. I noticed he was looking at my bulge which was starting to swell and I love that hence why I like to wear tight jeans and show off my bulge. I had to adjust my position and we were both sitting sideways bending one leg up onto the couch. He knew what was hiding underneath the tight jeans because he seen the photos and he was staring off and on the whole time, so I grabbed my now semi-hard cock and positioned it inside my thigh. He asked if I wanted to go for a drive, I agreed after asking where to? we jumped in his car and he drove to a small local park nearby.
We arrived at the park which had no street lights so it was very dark but two other cars were parked close by in darkness. We pulled up in the parking area and he immediately unbuckled his seat belt leaned over and I think he was going to kiss me but I wasn't down for it so he started to rub my bulge which quickly become hard as a rock. I unbuckled my seat belt, as he unzipped my jeans and pulled them aside to reveal my girthy throbbing cock which was like a springboard as it jumped from my jeans. He leaned back into his seat and smiled as he unzipped his jeans to reveal his average size cock which looked big on his small frame. I grabbed his circumcised cock which had a slight upwards curve and started to jerk him off while he was jerking and ogling my throbbing girthy cock which made him look tiny in comparison. He was unable to wrap his hands around my cock and so he leaned over once again and started licking my throbbing head before sucking me off slowly while moaning. I was amazed how good this felt and I knew it wasn't his first time.
He asked if I wanted to go over to the park table and chairs up the back under all the trees which was in complete darkness and I agreed. We put our cocks away and walked over to the table and chairs which was under a shelter. I dropped my jeans around my ankles and sat up on the table leaning back while my raging cock was still wet from his saliva and throbbing for attention. He pulled his cock out as he was standing in front of me and started to jerk himself off, he then wrapped his hand around my cock followed by his mouth and It felt amazing. I grabbed his head and forced him down but his gag reflex was weak. He was working up and down slurping away on my cock like he was possesed. The moans were turning me on so I grabbed his head and worked him down to that point where I could feel the back of his throat but he would quickly pull up and tap out.
After what seemed to be 5 minutes maybe more of sucking on my cock and me forcing him down to choke on it he asked me to hop down and sit on the bench seat and as I sat down he dropped his jeans and turned around revealing his ass and spreading his cheeks. I remember him trying to sit on my cock but I was just too big and I said not without protection so he started to grind my cock. He wanted to take my length but I refused without protection. I wasn't ready for that and had no intentions of fucking that night anyway. I was just a drunk curious straight guy. He understood my position and turned back around choking on me until I cum in his mouth trying not to spill a drop while he jerked himself off. He needed a helping hand to get off and so I gave him a hand and jerked him off until he blew his load over me while I was seated. It's the least I could do and I felt bad that I didn't kiss or at least suck him off but I wasn't ready for that at all and it was so foreign to me.
We picked ourselves up and walked back to the car laughing about what just happened and I remember saying that I felt awkward and like a virgin again because I had no idea what I was doing.lol He asked me if I enjoyed it as we jumped back in the car and I said it was different but lots of fun which it actually was and he knew how to suck a dick. He drove me back to the bar where he dropped me off never to see each other again. We did message again but nothing come from it.
