Size envy and admiring what we don’t have is normal. I’m not one of those huge boys people write home about. Jk, god help anyone who writes home about a dick they’ve encountered, but if we look at how we are with yards, cars, houses, yachts, boats, income, savings, of course we’re always sizing each other up and at times find ourselves a little envious or insecure comparing ourselves to another. There is a certain minimum threshold of size that gets the job done, while others hammer it home with great accommodation, with others are so blessed and in abundance its a little too much for practically. We admire in spite of ourselves what we don’t have.