True Story: An Unexpected Connection

[dupont36]

This is a true story. Names and some details have been changed.

I was in Washington D.C. for a work meeting. There were numerous meetings, a few work dinners, and ample time at night to catch up with friends at my favorite gay bars and restaurants. Although I live in San Diego, I spent a considerable amount of time in D.C. for work and had begun to consider it a second home.

Twenty years ago we lacked apps like Grindr or other hookup tools. Instead, we relied on gay chat rooms on AOL and other platforms that are now considered relics of the past.

In late twenties, I was in decent shape and perpetually horny. I came out when I was 18. My name is Seth.

One night, I was in one of the chat rooms and received a message from someone with the username "gayHawaiian." Intrigued, we started chatting. He was one year younger than me, the same height, and had recently come out to his friends and family.

He was visiting from Dallas and staying in Leesburg, Virginia, at the Lansdowne Resort. He told me his name was Kai. I learned that he was born in Hawaii. He worked for a large international corporation and was based out of their Dallas office. After chatting for a bit, we shared pictures (nothing explicit), and I liked what I saw. Kai was really attractive—dark, curly black hair and gorgeous brown eyes. "Very nice," he said, when I sent him my picture.

We chatted online for two hours before I suggested we talk on the phone. I gave Kai my phone number, and it rang within sixty seconds. His voice was deep and soft. We talked for close to two hours about various topics. The call never turned sexual. It felt like a conversation between two old friends reconnecting after a long absence.

During our conversation, I mentioned that I had a partner; we had been together for six years and were in an open relationship. Our love for each other wasn't diminished by sexual exploration. Kai admitted that this was all new for him. He had only recently come out of the closet.

I told Kai I enjoyed chatting and talking to him and asked if he wanted to keep in touch. Then, I took a chance and invited him to dinner the next night. He said he’d love to, but he was staying in Leesburg and didn’t have a rental car. I offered to pick him up. "Really?" he asked. "It’s a forty-five-minute drive from D.C." I assured him that it was no trouble. He quickly agreed. We decided I would pick him up at 5:30 PM, and we’d find somewhere near his hotel for an early dinner and drinks. He said he'd wait at the entrance to his hotel, and I told him what kind of car I’d be driving. He was excited to meet me and get away from his coworkers for a night. We agreed on a casual dinner, where we could both wear shorts and sandals. It was the middle of an oppressive D.C. heat wave, and neither of us wanted to dress up.

The next afternoon, I finished my meeting at 3:00, giving me time to prepare. As I showered, I got hard but didn't masturbate. While it was likely just dinner, there was a chance it could lead to something more. After all, when you put two gay men in their late twenties together, add a generous amount of testosterone, the possibilities become endless.

I drove to Leesburg, fortunately avoiding D.C.'s rush hour traffic. I pulled up five minutes early, and there he was. Smooth, light brown skin, perfect pecs under his white polo shirt, and shorts that fit his ass just right. I wore a light blue polo and shorts as well.

He waved and got in the car. Instead of a handshake, he leaned over and gave me a hug.

Dinner was great. We both enjoyed a couple of glasses of wine. We talked, laughed, and shared information about our pasts, families, and pets (we are both dog lovers). Afterward, we walked to the car and sat for a bit, continuing our conversation. Neither the chat or the phone call from the night before and now the dinner conversation had turned sexual. That was fine with me; I was happy to have met Kai whether or not anything sexual ever happened.

Clearly, I was pleasantly surprised when Kai reached over and held my face. Looking me in the eyes, he asked if he could kiss me. I said, "I thought you’d never ask."

His kiss was intense. Our tongues explored each other’s mouths. While we kissed, I put my hand on his crotch. He was hard, straining against his shorts. So was I.

He asked if I wanted to go back to his room. He was nervous about his coworkers seeing him bring someone to his room, so we came up with a plan. He’d go in first, and I’d follow a few minutes later. He gave me his room number—1221. I waited a bit, went to the elevator, and headed to the twelfth floor.

I knocked softly, and he opened the door with a big smile. He closed the door, pushed me against the wall, and we picked up where we left off in the car.

After a few minutes, we broke apart. He led me to the bed and pulled back the covers. We stood there, looking at each other as we stripped. Sandals off; shirts off; shorts dispensed with. (We had both gone commando, so no underwear.)

Kai’s cock was incredible. A deep mahogany color, probably from his Hawaiian heritage. Around six inches long and really thick. Mine is seven inches and also thick, with big balls. Kai had manscaped his solid black pubic hair, a perfect complement to his cock.

Kai stopped abruptly, his expression a mix of desire and anxiety. "I'm nervous," he confessed. "I haven't been with many guys. I pushed my sexuality aside for so long, trying to fit into what my family expected—straight, get married, have kids, you know. It’s still new to me."

I understood where he was coming from. Everyone has their journey, and I respected that. I gently placed my hand on his shoulder. "Hey, there's no rush. We'll take things slow. Whatever you're comfortable with, okay?"

Relief flashed across his face. "Thanks, Seth. I really appreciate it."

We settled back onto the bed, continuing to explore each other gently. He ran his hands over my chest, feeling the contours of my muscles. I did the same for him, marveling at the smoothness of his skin.

We were holding each other's cocks and balls. The weight of his thick, dark cock in my hand contrasted perfectly with the lighter shade of mine. Kai's veins stood out prominently, and the large, swollen head of his cock was leaking precum.

Kai moved down the bed, and his lips wrapped around the head of my cock. I felt a jolt of pleasure as his tongue flicked over the precum that had gathered there. His mouth was warm. He took me deeper as he worked his way down my shaft. At one point, he went a little too far and gagged. He stopped for a minute and looked at me, saying, “Remember, I’m new to this.”

The veins in my cock pulsed with each stroke of his tongue, and I could feel his nose brushing against my pubic hair.

As he sucked, Kai’s hands came into play. He wrapped one hand around the base of my cock, moving it in a steady, rhythmic motion that complemented his sucking. The combination of his lips and hand was electrifying, and I couldn't help but moan louder. Meanwhile, his other hand found my balls, gently pulling and massaging them.

Feeling the pleasure building, I knew I was getting close. I warned him, "I’m about to cum. You can pull off and let me cum on my stomach if you want."

Kai paused for a moment, taking my cock out of his mouth momentarily. He looked up at me and said, “No way...I’m going to swallow your cum.”

He returned to sucking me. The urgency in his movements intensified, his lips and tongue working feverishly as he drove me toward climax. I could feel the orgasm approaching. Each stroke of his tongue and squeeze of his hand pushed me closer to the edge. Unable to hold back any longer, I exploded, my cum shooting into his mouth. Kai swallowed it all.

As the waves of ecstasy subsided, I collapsed back onto the bed, panting heavily. Kai lifted his head and came up the bed to give me a kiss, sharing the taste of my cum.

After a few moments, I regained my composure and pushed Kai onto his back. I was eager to reciprocate. I needed to suck his cock. The urge was primal. I climbed between his legs and took his cock into my mouth. After sucking for a few minutes, I put his balls into my mouth, using both hands and my tongue to massage and stimulate them thoroughly. I gently rubbed his perineum, focusing on the area where his prostate resides, causing him to moan and squirm.

I returned to sucking Kai’s cock, and after a few minutes, it was clear that he was close. I took him to the edge, only to pull back, bringing him down just as he was about to climax. This teasing continued for a while. Finally, it was time. I sucked on his cock while pulling on his balls, feeling them tighten—a sure sign he was close. He told me he was going to cum, and I increased the intensity of my sucking, feeling his cock spasm in my mouth.

I was surprised by the intensity of Kai’s orgasm. It was explosive, and he squirted more cum than I knew was possible, his body convulsing with the force of his release. I swallowed it all, savoring the taste and the satisfaction of having brought him to such an intense climax. As the last waves of his orgasm subsided, I continued sucking on his softening cock.

Kai's orgasm was the most intense I had ever witnessed. He apologized for it, his voice tinged with embarrassment, saying that he was sorry that he was so out of control when he came. I looked up at him, confused. "What are you apologizing for?" I asked gently. "The intensity of your orgasm was amazing to witness. It shows how much you enjoyed it, and that makes me happy."

His face softened, a mix of relief and gratitude replacing the embarrassment. "Really?" he asked. "You didn't mind?"

"Not at all," I reassured him. "It was incredible. I loved every second of it." I told him that I had never been with someone whose climax was so dramatic. It was a sight to behold.

We crawled under the covers, and I took Kai into my arms. He put his head on my chest, and we talked about what had just happened. Kai then asked me if he could tell me something: "I have never fucked another man and I’ve never been fucked." He then told me that the totality of his experiences with other men had been mutual masturbation and a few blowjobs. He was clearly a quick learner.

It was getting late, and I needed to leave. Kai asked if I wanted to spend the night. While I would have loved to, I had an early morning meeting and didn’t want to risk getting stuck in rush hour traffic. I got dressed, and Kai put on a robe.

We kissed and then sat on the edge of the bed. "When can I see you again?" he asked. He told me that he would be leaving for Dallas the following evening after his day of meetings. I was scheduled to leave two days later.

We then hatched a plan. I had a nonstop flight to San Diego. Maybe I could change it; leave on an early morning flight that had a layover in Dallas. One of the perks of my constant travel was the ability to change flights at the last minute. I called the airline, and yes, flights were available. I would leave D.C. at 6:00 a.m. (5:00 a.m. Dallas time) and be in Dallas by 9:30. Kai would pick me up at the airport, and we would spend the day together. The last flight out of Dallas to San Diego was 10:45 p.m. We would have more than twelve hours to spend together.

And so it began.

There's a wealth of material I could delve into about this remarkable chapter in my life—where a blossoming relationship evolved into a deep and meaningful friendship.

 

[ultraman_ottoman]

Really enjoyed the story! Looking forward to the next part.

 

[dupont36]

Really enjoyed the story! Looking forward to the next part.

Thanks.. I'm working on the next one...the layover in Dallas.

 

[dupont36]

This is the continuation of a true story. Writing about it has brought back many memories of this important chapter in my life. Names and some details have been changed.

Part two: The Layover

Saturday arrived, bringing with it a blend of nervous anticipation and excitement. I woke up early, my mind already buzzing with thoughts of Kai. I was at DC National Airport 45 minutes before my 6 AM flight, eager to begin the journey that would reunite us.

Kai had departed DC on Thursday evening, after after an amazing night together on Wednesday. Over the past few days, we had talked on the phone several times. A comfortable friendship had developed very quickly.

Initially, I had booked a non-stop flight to San Diego, but I changed my plans at the last minute to fly through Dallas. This allowed me an early morning arrival in Dallas, leaving DC at 6:00 am and arriving in Dallas at 8:25, followed by 12 hours with Kai before catching an 8:45 pm., flight to San Diego.

Our time together on Wednesday evening lingered in my mind. The connection we forged had been totally unexpected. As the plane landed I gathered my belongings, eager to get off the plane and meet Kai. He had instructed me where meet him. He assured me he would be waiting. When I walked outside I saw him in his Subaru Hatchback.

I approached the car, opened the back door, and placed my carry-on inside. Sliding into the front seat Kai leaned over and pressed a brief kiss to my lips. He was dressed casually in a well-fitted T-shirt and shorts.

Kai told me that his home was approximately 15 minutes away an area of Dallas called Turtle Creek. He told me that he was on the 17th floor of a condo building; his first home purchase after years of renting. During the drive, he took my hand, squeezing it gently. Fingers intertwined, he held onto my hand as he drove.

As he was driving, Kai reached down to adjust his shorts, revealing his erect penis. Without hesitation, he placed my hand on his cock. As I gently stroked him, a few drops of pre-cum seeped out. After a few minutes, knowing that we would soon be at his place, he arranged himself so his cock was back in his shorts.

Before we knew it, Kai pulled into an underground parking garage of a beautiful, modern building. He parked the car in his assigned spot, and we made our way to the elevator. Another resident joined us, stopping at the 15th floor. When the door close, Kai took my hand and we waited the few second for the ascent to the 17th floor. Inside, I was impressed by the tasteful decor and furnishings. The view was spectacular. Kai gave me a quick tour. His bedroom caught my attention immediately, featuring a king-sized bed that promised more intimate moments.

As we returned to the living room, the chemistry between us reignited. Standing close, I cupped his face in my hands and drew him into a deep kiss. Our tongues danced hungrily, reminding us both of the passion that had ignited just days prior.

Knowing that our time together would pass quickly, Kai suggested staying at his place until he drove me back to the airport later that evening. I agreed.

Settling on the sofa, Kai drew closer, holding my hand in his. He shared that I was the first person he truly felt comfortable with since coming out. I was the first gay man he had brought to his condo.

Kai also wanted to make sure that our connection wouldn’t jeopardize my relationship with my partner.

Reassuring him that our connection wouldn’t cause any issues, I explained how my partner and I transitioned from a monogamous relationship to an open one after four years of honest discussions. We both realized that exploring sexual experiences outside our partnership didn’t have to undermine our bond. In fact, we thought it could be a positive. I also told Kai that we had talked about it and embraced the idea of engaging in threesomes, provided the situation felt right for everyone involved.

I confided in Kai that he was the first person I had been intimate with beyond my partner since we decided to open our relationship. I told Kai again that the only ground rule we had established was the necessity to discuss having anal sex with others beforehand.

Kai then told me that he couldn't stop thinking of me since we met three days ago. "What happens if I fall in love with you?" he asked.

I took a moment to consider his words. "Let's live in the present," "Enjoy what we have now, and we'll navigate the future as it unfolds. Despite my words, Kai admitted that he was feeling things about me he had never felt about another man

He then wanted to know more about the "no anal sex" rule I had with my partner, seeking to understand its significance. "Why is that so important?" he asked, genuine curiosity evident in his tone.

"Fucking someone or being fucked is the ultimate act of a shared connection,” I explained. "We agreed to open up our relationship but wanted to keep that one special act between us, unless we talked about it and the other agrees. It's a boundary we set to maintain a certain level of intimacy reserved just for each other."

I told Kai that I wanted our time together today to be about getting to know more about each other and talking about our shared desires. I wanted to help Kai discover things he may not have yet experienced. I took Kai's hand and pulled him closer to me. I looked him in the eye and asked him what he wanted to do today. What did he want to explore? What would give him pleasure?

He told me that he had fantasized about me fucking him, but he understood that wasn't possible. He admitted to fantasizing about taking a shower with me. He told me that he had already showered earlier in the morning but wanted to do it again with me. “I’ve never showered with another man”

That was fine with me. It was a hot Dallas day and after flying from DC, I wanted to shower again to freshen up.

Kai, embarrassed, told me that he had douched a few hours ago and said that it probably wasn't necessary. "Don't be so sure," I told him, reassuring him that his preparation was appreciated.

After a few moments, I suggested taking that shower. We got to the bedroom and, looking at each other, began to strip. By the time we were naked, we were both fully erect.

Under the warm stream of water, we stood close, washing each other gently. Our hands explored familiar yet new territory. After our shower, we returned to the bedroom and crawled under the covers.

I hugged Kai tightly, stroking his damp hair before leaning in for a slow, long kiss. I took his cock in my hand, and he reciprocated, our movements mirroring each other's rhythm.

Knowing that Kai wanted to explore anal but understanding the boundaries I needed to respect, I thought of a way we could still indulge his desires without crossing any lines. "Kai; "I have an idea. You want to explore anal, right? Well, I think I have a way we can do that without fucking. I could give you a prostate massage?” Kai's eyes widened in surprise. "A prostate massage? How does that work?"You’ll find out”, I assured him. "I can use my fingers in your ass to bring you pleasure.”

He laid before me, beautiful Kai, with his erect penis leaking precum. I ran my hands down his body, feeling the softness of his skin and the firmness of his muscles. I took his cock in my hand, stroking it gently, while I leaned down to kiss and lick him. Kai moaned softly, his body responding to my touch.

I told him, "This is just about you. My focus is solely on giving you pleasure. I don’t want to rush this. You just need to lay back and enjoy”

I started with a gentle massage, moving between his legs. I told him to spread his legs apart, giving me more space to work. I began by playing with his cock and balls, teasing and stroking until he was moaning softly. Then, I moved lower, to his perineum, massaging the sensitive area with deliberate motions.

Kai clearly enjoyed it, his body responding to my touch. Moving lower still, my fingers found his virgin asshole—beautiful, dark brown, a complement to his light brown skin. I circled it with my fingers, feeling the tension and anticipation building within him. Kai was clearly enjoying it as evidenced by his moaning. I spent at least five minutes, gently circling his beautiful brown hole with my finger. No rush. This was about giving Kai pleasure.

I stopped briefly and looked up at him. "Even though I can't fuck you today, I can and will pleasure your ass," I said. I told Kai to turn over onto his stomach.

Remembering that Kai had told me that he had douched, I decided that he needed to learn the joys of having his ass eaten. I got between his legs, parted his beautiful cheeks and lower my head. I licked his hole a couple of times, shocking Kai. He hadn’t expected this. I then moved to a more comfortable position laying on my stomach, my face between his legs. My tongue started to tease his hole and with increasing pressure my tongue gave his ass its first experience of being fucked with a tongue.

My tongue fucked Kai’s hole for at least ten minutes. After an amazing session of rimming his beautiful ass, I came up and laid side of him.. “I didn’t expect that”. Kai smiled. I assured him that this was just the beginning. I told him to roll over onto his back.

I placed a pillow under his hips to give me easier access to his hole and also to allow me to suck his cock while I massaged his prostate.

I started by gently rubbing the outside of his hole, applying a generous amount of lube. Kai's breath increased as I began to insert a finger, easing it in slowly. His body tensed initially but then relaxed as I moved at a slow pace. I added another finger and was soon moving them in slow circular motion. His moans grew louder.

Finding his prostate, I began to massage it, applying gentle and then firmer pressure. Kai's reactions were electric—his body arched involuntarily, and his breathing grew heavier. I was determined to maximize his experience. Meanwhile, I leaned forward and took his cock into my mouth, alternating between deep sucks and light teasing. The dual stimulation drove Kai wild. His precum flowed freely. He gasped and groaned, his hands gripping the sheets tightly.

Before he could cum , I stopped sucking. I need to cum, he told me. Not yet. "Just breathe through the sensations," I instructed gently. "You don't need to ejaculate yet. You're going to learn that multiple orgasms are possible—the sensation of an orgasm without actually ejaculating."

Kai tried to control his breathing, his body still trembling with the intensity of the sensations. I continued to massage his prostate, applying increasingly firm pressure while I teased his cock with my hand, avoiding direct stimulation of the head. The dual sensations brought him to the edge of orgasm repeatedly, but I kept pulling back just before he reached the point of no return.

As he reached the peak of pleasure. It was time to let him cum. I took his cock in my mouth and focused on the tip, sucking gently. The suction and the warmth of my mouth heightened his sensations. He could feel the pressure building, and I knew he was about to cum. "I'm going to cum," he gasped.

I told him to "Just let go," and I continued the prostate massage and the gentle sucking on the tip of his cock. I pushed on his prostate as he began to cum. With a final surge of ecstasy, Kai climaxed, his body convulsing. His orgasm was a reminder of the intensity of his climax on Wednesday. His cum flowed into my mouth, and I swallowed it all. He collapsed onto the bed, utterly spent but incredibly satisfied. I slowly removed my fingers from his ass.

I moved up the bed and cuddled with Kai for a few minutes.

Kai's hand moved down my chest and stomach, and soon he was holding my cock and playing with my balls. I hardened almost instantly.

Kai then told me to spread my legs so he could get between them. I did as instructed. He bent down and took my balls into his mouth, sucking them lightly while holding onto my shaft. It was evident that he wasn't in any rush and was taking his time to understand what worked best for me. Sex doesn't always have to be rushed, and he understood that perfectly.

Next, Kai focused his attention on my cock, licking the precum off the tip. He then took my cock into his mouth. I told Kai that I wanted him to edge me—to bring me right to the brink of orgasm and then stop, repeating the process multiple times.

Kai soon brought me to the point where an orgasm felt imminent. But instead of letting me finish, he stopped, removing his mouth from my cock until I came down from the peak. He repeated this process twice more, each time bringing me closer to the edge.

Finally, Kai asked if I was ready to cum. I definitely was—I needed to cum. He once again took my cock in his mouth, sucking it while pulling on my balls, something I had previously told him I really enjoyed. Within a minute, I reached the point of no return and screamed out that I was going to cum.

This was the signal for Kai to take my cock into his mouth and take my load. When he pulled away from my cock, he had a smug grin on his face. He came up to kiss me, sharing the ejaculate he had retained in his mouth. I then returned it to him, and he swallowed, but only after we swirled it around with our tongues.

Before long, exhaustion took over, and we drifted off to sleep in each other's arms. An hour later, I woke up to find Kai curled up next to me, slowly waking up too. He smiled at me and mentioned that he had just fulfilled another fantasy. Curious, I asked him what he meant. "Falling asleep in your arms."

Looking at the clock on the nightstand I realized that we were approaching hour seven and that I would need to be at the airport in less than five hours.

Kai asked if I was hungry and I admitted that I could use something to eat. He jumped out of bed, threw on sweat pants and disappeared into the kitchen. Kai gave me a pair of his sweats and said I could wear them or eat naked. I put on the sweats.

Within a few minutes, Kai had whipped up a large omelette for us to share. Paired with a toasted bagel, and a glass of Sauvignon Blanc, it was the perfect light meal.

After finishing our food we moved to the sofa, enjoying the beautiful view of Dallas from Kai’s floor to ceiling windows. Kai became quiet and his expression turned sad. Concerned, I asked what was wrong, and he told me that he was sad because our time together was coming to an end. He started to cry, and not knowing how else to respond, I reached over and gave him a hug.

“No one has ever made me feel so alive, so accepted for who I am”. "When am I going to see you again?" I asked. "Will I see you again, or is this it? Is this the end of us?"

I sat down and looked at Kai, taking his hands in mine. I don't know when we'll see each other, but I can assure you that we will. And no, this isn't the end of us."

Kai’s expression turned and he smiled again.

Kai told me he had one more thing he wanted to do today—he wanted to see me cum, wanted to see me shoot my load. Until now, every time we had sex my cock was in his mouth when I ejaculated and he had swallowed my load, and vice versa. Neither of us had seen the other shoot their load yet. His request would be an easy one to fulfill. The visual of seeing cum squirting from the tip of each others cock was missing from the mental images we had created of our time together.

We settled on the bed and I took Kai’s cock in my hand. He was hard in an instant. I took his cock in my mouth and suck him, holding his balls and sucking at the same time. I told Kai to tell when he was going to cum and I would pull off his cock and let him shoot his cum.

Kai tensed up and said he was getting close. Kai was breathing fast, his legs tensed up and his balls were creeping up; clear signals that he was going to cum. I pulled off his cock and held it tightly and watched as his cock started to spasm and his load came flying out in at least six ropes of thick white cum. He shot up to his face and covered his chest and stomach as well. Not wanting to waste his load, I licked it off of his chest and stomach, savoring the last taste of Kai that I would have for a while.

It was time for Kai to see me shoot my load and he quickly brought me to my orgasm. He sucked my cock and quickly brought to a point where I told him I was going to come. He grabbed my cock and jerked me while i came with a force that is unusual for me. Even though I didn’t shoot as far as Kai, I was impressed with the distance and the volume. Like me, Kai licked up my ejaculate and swallowed it.

We collapsed into each others arms

We took another shower, not talking, but soaping each other and then drying each other off. It was the first time we’d seen each other’s cock in a flaccid state for any length of time. We had less than an hour before we had to leave for the airport.

Back in the living room, Kai brought up both a beer, and sat down. After a sip of beer, Kai asked “How do I handle the feelings that I am developing towards you? I could very easily fall in love with you. Don’t worry, I know that can’t happen. You showed me in just a few days that I can live a happy life as a gay man. For that I love you. You are the first person that has let me be vulnerable and hasn’t passed judgment or found humor in my sexual inexperience. I love you for that. Hell, you’re the first person I’ve been with where I was able to talk about douching..I can even love you for that”, he laughed. I promise I won’t let it cross the line where I fall in love with and imagine a life with you or do anything to harm your relationship. But I can’t stop myself from loving you as a very important person in my life.

I now had tears running down my face. Kai reached up and wiped them away. "What’s wrong, Jason?"

“This is new for me as well” “This is the first time I’ve been with anyone other than my partner. And I have to admit that I’m having some of the same thoughts as you; what happens if I fall in love with you?” Don’t answer—it’s just a rhetorical question." “I’m not willing to walk away from this, Kai. It wouldn’t be fair to either of us, and it wouldn’t be fair to my partner either” We knew navigating an open relationship could be tricky and we need to work through this. And, yes, Kai I love you, too.”

We moved into each others arm and hugged tightly before kissing. One sweet, final kiss before we left for the airport.

The drive to the airport went quickly. We held hands the entire way. Not a lot of words were spoken or necessary. When Kai pulled up to the curb to drop me off, I turned and gave him a kiss. I told him I would give him a call on Sunday. I opened the door, got out and grabbled my carry-on bag from the back seat. I bent down and looked at Kai. With a small smile Kai simply said “I love you Jason” Without thinking or seconding guessing myself, I told him that I loved him as well. It was true, I did love this very special person. I closed the door and he drove away. I sat down on a bench outside of the airport to compose myself. Tears were once again running down my face.

I got to my gate a few minutes before boarding. A mix of excitement, confusion and fear washed over me. What had I gotten myself into? And then I remembered the advice I had given Kai a few hours earlier: “Live in the present”

That, I feared, would be easier said than done.

 

[dupont36]

This is the continuation of a true story regarding a very important chapter in my life...

Part three: The Homecoming

My flight to San Diego was smooth and uneventful. I was fortunate enough to be upgraded to first class, and I took full advantage of the added comfort by falling asleep for at least half of the journey. The flight arrived right on schedule, which was a pleasant surprise given the usual delays.

As I stepped outside to our usual pick-up spot, I immediately noticed John’s car waiting for me. Climbing into the passenger seat, John leaned over and gave me a long, lingering kiss.

John and I met eight years ago, and after dating for two years, we decided to move in together and start building our life as a couple. Over the years, we’ve become each other’s best friend, confidant, and partner in every sense. Our relationship is built on mutual respect, trust, and a sizzling chemistry that keeps our sex life amazing. We get along beautifully with each other’s relatives, which has made family gatherings and holidays even more enjoyable.

When we first got together, we both agreed that monogamy was important to us, and it worked well for a long time. However, after four years and many conversations, we began to explore the idea of opening our relationship. We recognized that sexual exploration with others didn’t have to be a threat to our bond; in fact, it could potentially enhance it. The idea of inviting a third or even a fourth person into our intimate life was intriguing, and we discussed it at length, ensuring that any decision would be mutual and that we would set clear, respectful boundaries. We agreed that either of us could bring the open nature of our relationship to an end if it ever felt threatening to what we had built. This open communication and mutual respect have been the cornerstone of our successful relationship.

Even though we opened our relationship two years ago, I hadn’t acted on it—until I met Kai. John had shared stories of two casual hookups he had during this time, both one-time encounters that didn’t impact our relationship.

We were about a mile out of the airport when John turned to look at me with a knowing smile. “So, who is he?” he asked casually.

“Who?” I responded, smiling.

“Who was worth a twelve-hour layover in Dallas?” he pressed, his eyes twinkling with amusement.

I smiled back at him.

"His name is Kai. He was in DC for a work training session. He lives in Dallas and works for a large multinational corporation as a financial analyst. He is a beautiful man, physically. Born in Hawaii, he moved to Dallas several years ago. He is of Hawaiian heritage, with beautiful caramel-colored skin, jet-black hair, and a stunning smile.”

We started chatting online and, after a few hours, decided to talk on the phone. The chat or phone call never became sexual. We talked about everything and nothing; it was an easy conversation that flowed naturally.

Before it ended, I asked Kai if he wanted to join me for dinner the following evening. He said yes—that it would be great to meet in person. He was staying in Northern Virginia, so I offered to drive out and pick him up. We agreed that I would pick him up at 5:30 the next evening. We agreed to a casual shorts and sandals type of dinner. The heat had been oppressive, and we didn’t want to dress up.

A few minutes before 5:30, I picked up Kai. Our dinner was fantastic. Kai was even more charming in person, and our conversation was effortless. We laughed, shared stories, and enjoyed each other’s company. Kai shared a lot with me. He only recently came out of the closet. He was trying to conform to his parents' expectations of him—family, kids, etc.—and finally realized that he had to live his life in a way that would bring him joy. He was very open about his sexual inexperience, having had just a few quick hookups over the past few years.

I told him about you and me. He was intrigued about the nature of our relationship and asked a lot of questions about it. I told him about the ground rules we have established, in particular the “no anal sex” rule, agreeing that we would talk about it and mutually decide if anal sex with a specific individual would be okay. We talked about his work, our families, and many other things. Not once during dinner did the talk turn sexual. I truly thought that this was going to be a nice dinner with a great guy I connected with online. Nothing more, nothing less.

We went to the car and continued to talk, and suddenly everything changed. Kai reached over, held my face, and gave me a very passionate kiss that went on for several minutes. Our tongues exploring each others mouth. After we pulled apart Kai asked me if I wanted to come back to his hotel, and I said yes. After all, two guys in their late 20s had too much testosterone to push aside.

John continued to drive and looked over at me and smiled. “Sounds like a wonderful connection.”

We had arrived at our house and pulled into the garage. We went into the house, and John grabbed us both a beer. Sitting on the couch, I asked if he wanted details about sex with Kai.

I told him that no boundaries were crossed. He told me that he didn’t need all the details, but laughing said, “So tell me about his cock.” I gave him a description of his beautiful cock. I told him that he produced a lot of precum.

“Did you swallow his cum?” John knows that I’m a cum whore and would have been shocked if I answered no.

“Ok, that explains how you met, but what motivated the layover in Dallas?”

I told John that we only had a few hours together the night of the dinner and we both wanted to explore more.

John looked at me and smiled. I looked over at him and saw that he had an erection. I reached over and rubbed it through his pants.

“Does Kai have three-way potential?”

“I don’t know,” I answered honestly. “I don’t think it would be a good idea to bring it up with him just yet, but I do think we could have a good time together. He’s a very hot guy that has a cock that is always hard. We both could have fun with it, and I think it would be amazing to have Kai watch us fuck.”

“When are you going to see him again?”

“I don’t know, but I do know that I want to see him again. Would you be okay with it?”

“Yes,” John said. “Did you tell Kai that you are primarily a bottom?” I hadn’t.

John then asked if I would like my ass to be the first one that Kai fucks. I couldn’t lie. Yes, I would, but I wouldn’t do it unless he was okay with it.

John said, “I can’t help but get turned on thinking about your ass being the first that he would experience.”

“Let me think about it—but I do think it would be okay. I glanced over at John and his erection was making another appearance.

I was tired and it was time for bed, but John had a favor to ask. “Would you go and douche? I want to eat your ass and fuck you.” How could I say no to that offer?

When I got into bed, John wasted no time getting me on my stomach and rimming me, using his tongue to get me ready for one of the most memorable fucks ever. He pounded my ass while looking me in the eyes. He kissed me and our tongues explored each other’s mouth. With my legs on his shoulders, he reached down and jerked me off; making me cum and shoot up to my face. After my orgasm, John resumed kissing me while pounding my ass. He told me he was getting close and I told him to cum inside me. I need to feel his hot load.

I talked to Kai the next day and once or twice a day after that. It was a nice, easy connection, and the conversations kept it intact.

I found out later that week that I had to go to D.C., again for work the following week. That evening I told John that I was going to D.C., again. I then asked him if he would be okay if I flew through Dallas and spent a night with Kai. He thought about it and agreed that he was ok with it. Then he took my hand and said, “Jason—I’m okay if you want Kai to fuck you. You honored our agreement and didn’t let it happen until we discussed it.” He then laughed… “Besides, I shouldn’t be the only one that gets to fuck that beautiful tight ass of yours.”

 

[dupont36]

It has been an interesting experience to recall the details of this period of my life. I have four or five more parts to write. What a ride.

 

[Nakedinpa]

Looking forward to the next chapters

 

[sunandfun]

This is the continuation of a true story. Writing about it has brought back many memories of this important chapter in my life. Names and some details have been changed.

Part two: The Layover

Saturday arrived, bringing with it a blend of nervous anticipation and excitement. I woke up early, my mind already buzzing with thoughts of Kai. I was at DC National Airport 45 minutes before my 6 AM flight, eager to begin the journey that would reunite us.

Kai had departed DC on Thursday evening, after after an amazing night together on Wednesday. Over the past few days, we had talked on the phone several times. A comfortable friendship had developed very quickly.

Initially, I had booked a non-stop flight to San Diego, but I changed my plans at the last minute to fly through Dallas. This allowed me an early morning arrival in Dallas, leaving DC at 6:00 am and arriving in Dallas at 8:25, followed by 12 hours with Kai before catching an 8:45 pm., flight to San Diego.

Our time together on Wednesday evening lingered in my mind. The connection we forged had been totally unexpected. As the plane landed I gathered my belongings, eager to get off the plane and meet Kai. He had instructed me where meet him. He assured me he would be waiting. When I walked outside I saw him in his Subaru Hatchback.

I approached the car, opened the back door, and placed my carry-on inside. Sliding into the front seat Kai leaned over and pressed a brief kiss to my lips. He was dressed casually in a well-fitted T-shirt and shorts.

Kai told me that his home was approximately 15 minutes away an area of Dallas called Turtle Creek. He told me that he was on the 17th floor of a condo building; his first home purchase after years of renting. During the drive, he took my hand, squeezing it gently. Fingers intertwined, he held onto my hand as he drove.

As he was driving, Kai reached down to adjust his shorts, revealing his erect penis. Without hesitation, he placed my hand on his cock. As I gently stroked him, a few drops of pre-cum seeped out. After a few minutes, knowing that we would soon be at his place, he arranged himself so his cock was back in his shorts.

Before we knew it, Kai pulled into an underground parking garage of a beautiful, modern building. He parked the car in his assigned spot, and we made our way to the elevator. Another resident joined us, stopping at the 15th floor. When the door close, Kai took my hand and we waited the few second for the ascent to the 17th floor. Inside, I was impressed by the tasteful decor and furnishings. The view was spectacular. Kai gave me a quick tour. His bedroom caught my attention immediately, featuring a king-sized bed that promised more intimate moments.

As we returned to the living room, the chemistry between us reignited. Standing close, I cupped his face in my hands and drew him into a deep kiss. Our tongues danced hungrily, reminding us both of the passion that had ignited just days prior.

Knowing that our time together would pass quickly, Kai suggested staying at his place until he drove me back to the airport later that evening. I agreed.

Settling on the sofa, Kai drew closer, holding my hand in his. He shared that I was the first person he truly felt comfortable with since coming out. I was the first gay man he had brought to his condo.

Kai also wanted to make sure that our connection wouldn’t jeopardize my relationship with my partner.

Reassuring him that our connection wouldn’t cause any issues, I explained how my partner and I transitioned from a monogamous relationship to an open one after four years of honest discussions. We both realized that exploring sexual experiences outside our partnership didn’t have to undermine our bond. In fact, we thought it could be a positive. I also told Kai that we had talked about it and embraced the idea of engaging in threesomes, provided the situation felt right for everyone involved.

I confided in Kai that he was the first person I had been intimate with beyond my partner since we decided to open our relationship. I told Kai again that the only ground rule we had established was the necessity to discuss having anal sex with others beforehand.

Kai then told me that he couldn't stop thinking of me since we met three days ago. "What happens if I fall in love with you?" he asked.

I took a moment to consider his words. "Let's live in the present," "Enjoy what we have now, and we'll navigate the future as it unfolds. Despite my words, Kai admitted that he was feeling things about me he had never felt about another man

He then wanted to know more about the "no anal sex" rule I had with my partner, seeking to understand its significance. "Why is that so important?" he asked, genuine curiosity evident in his tone.

"Fucking someone or being fucked is the ultimate act of a shared connection,” I explained. "We agreed to open up our relationship but wanted to keep that one special act between us, unless we talked about it and the other agrees. It's a boundary we set to maintain a certain level of intimacy reserved just for each other."

I told Kai that I wanted our time together today to be about getting to know more about each other and talking about our shared desires. I wanted to help Kai discover things he may not have yet experienced. I took Kai's hand and pulled him closer to me. I looked him in the eye and asked him what he wanted to do today. What did he want to explore? What would give him pleasure?

He told me that he had fantasized about me fucking him, but he understood that wasn't possible. He admitted to fantasizing about taking a shower with me. He told me that he had already showered earlier in the morning but wanted to do it again with me. “I’ve never showered with another man”

That was fine with me. It was a hot Dallas day and after flying from DC, I wanted to shower again to freshen up.

Kai, embarrassed, told me that he had douched a few hours ago and said that it probably wasn't necessary. "Don't be so sure," I told him, reassuring him that his preparation was appreciated.

After a few moments, I suggested taking that shower. We got to the bedroom and, looking at each other, began to strip. By the time we were naked, we were both fully erect.

Under the warm stream of water, we stood close, washing each other gently. Our hands explored familiar yet new territory. After our shower, we returned to the bedroom and crawled under the covers.

I hugged Kai tightly, stroking his damp hair before leaning in for a slow, long kiss. I took his cock in my hand, and he reciprocated, our movements mirroring each other's rhythm.

Knowing that Kai wanted to explore anal but understanding the boundaries I needed to respect, I thought of a way we could still indulge his desires without crossing any lines. "Kai; "I have an idea. You want to explore anal, right? Well, I think I have a way we can do that without fucking. I could give you a prostate massage?” Kai's eyes widened in surprise. "A prostate massage? How does that work?"You’ll find out”, I assured him. "I can use my fingers in your ass to bring you pleasure.”

He laid before me, beautiful Kai, with his erect penis leaking precum. I ran my hands down his body, feeling the softness of his skin and the firmness of his muscles. I took his cock in my hand, stroking it gently, while I leaned down to kiss and lick him. Kai moaned softly, his body responding to my touch.

I told him, "This is just about you. My focus is solely on giving you pleasure. I don’t want to rush this. You just need to lay back and enjoy”

I started with a gentle massage, moving between his legs. I told him to spread his legs apart, giving me more space to work. I began by playing with his cock and balls, teasing and stroking until he was moaning softly. Then, I moved lower, to his perineum, massaging the sensitive area with deliberate motions.

Kai clearly enjoyed it, his body responding to my touch. Moving lower still, my fingers found his virgin asshole—beautiful, dark brown, a complement to his light brown skin. I circled it with my fingers, feeling the tension and anticipation building within him. Kai was clearly enjoying it as evidenced by his moaning. I spent at least five minutes, gently circling his beautiful brown hole with my finger. No rush. This was about giving Kai pleasure.

I stopped briefly and looked up at him. "Even though I can't fuck you today, I can and will pleasure your ass," I said. I told Kai to turn over onto his stomach.

Remembering that Kai had told me that he had douched, I decided that he needed to learn the joys of having his ass eaten. I got between his legs, parted his beautiful cheeks and lower my head. I licked his hole a couple of times, shocking Kai. He hadn’t expected this. I then moved to a more comfortable position laying on my stomach, my face between his legs. My tongue started to tease his hole and with increasing pressure my tongue gave his ass its first experience of being fucked with a tongue.

My tongue fucked Kai’s hole for at least ten minutes. After an amazing session of rimming his beautiful ass, I came up and laid side of him.. “I didn’t expect that”. Kai smiled. I assured him that this was just the beginning. I told him to roll over onto his back.

I placed a pillow under his hips to give me easier access to his hole and also to allow me to suck his cock while I massaged his prostate.

I started by gently rubbing the outside of his hole, applying a generous amount of lube. Kai's breath increased as I began to insert a finger, easing it in slowly. His body tensed initially but then relaxed as I moved at a slow pace. I added another finger and was soon moving them in slow circular motion. His moans grew louder.

Finding his prostate, I began to massage it, applying gentle and then firmer pressure. Kai's reactions were electric—his body arched involuntarily, and his breathing grew heavier. I was determined to maximize his experience. Meanwhile, I leaned forward and took his cock into my mouth, alternating between deep sucks and light teasing. The dual stimulation drove Kai wild. His precum flowed freely. He gasped and groaned, his hands gripping the sheets tightly.

Before he could cum , I stopped sucking. I need to cum, he told me. Not yet. "Just breathe through the sensations," I instructed gently. "You don't need to ejaculate yet. You're going to learn that multiple orgasms are possible—the sensation of an orgasm without actually ejaculating."

Kai tried to control his breathing, his body still trembling with the intensity of the sensations. I continued to massage his prostate, applying increasingly firm pressure while I teased his cock with my hand, avoiding direct stimulation of the head. The dual sensations brought him to the edge of orgasm repeatedly, but I kept pulling back just before he reached the point of no return.

As he reached the peak of pleasure. It was time to let him cum. I took his cock in my mouth and focused on the tip, sucking gently. The suction and the warmth of my mouth heightened his sensations. He could feel the pressure building, and I knew he was about to cum. "I'm going to cum," he gasped.

I told him to "Just let go," and I continued the prostate massage and the gentle sucking on the tip of his cock. I pushed on his prostate as he began to cum. With a final surge of ecstasy, Kai climaxed, his body convulsing. His orgasm was a reminder of the intensity of his climax on Wednesday. His cum flowed into my mouth, and I swallowed it all. He collapsed onto the bed, utterly spent but incredibly satisfied. I slowly removed my fingers from his ass.

I moved up the bed and cuddled with Kai for a few minutes.

Kai's hand moved down my chest and stomach, and soon he was holding my cock and playing with my balls. I hardened almost instantly.

Kai then told me to spread my legs so he could get between them. I did as instructed. He bent down and took my balls into his mouth, sucking them lightly while holding onto my shaft. It was evident that he wasn't in any rush and was taking his time to understand what worked best for me. Sex doesn't always have to be rushed, and he understood that perfectly.

Next, Kai focused his attention on my cock, licking the precum off the tip. He then took my cock into his mouth. I told Kai that I wanted him to edge me—to bring me right to the brink of orgasm and then stop, repeating the process multiple times.

Kai soon brought me to the point where an orgasm felt imminent. But instead of letting me finish, he stopped, removing his mouth from my cock until I came down from the peak. He repeated this process twice more, each time bringing me closer to the edge.

Finally, Kai asked if I was ready to cum. I definitely was—I needed to cum. He once again took my cock in his mouth, sucking it while pulling on my balls, something I had previously told him I really enjoyed. Within a minute, I reached the point of no return and screamed out that I was going to cum.

This was the signal for Kai to take my cock into his mouth and take my load. When he pulled away from my cock, he had a smug grin on his face. He came up to kiss me, sharing the ejaculate he had retained in his mouth. I then returned it to him, and he swallowed, but only after we swirled it around with our tongues.

Before long, exhaustion took over, and we drifted off to sleep in each other's arms. An hour later, I woke up to find Kai curled up next to me, slowly waking up too. He smiled at me and mentioned that he had just fulfilled another fantasy. Curious, I asked him what he meant. "Falling asleep in your arms."

Looking at the clock on the nightstand I realized that we were approaching hour seven and that I would need to be at the airport in less than five hours.

Kai asked if I was hungry and I admitted that I could use something to eat. He jumped out of bed, threw on sweat pants and disappeared into the kitchen. Kai gave me a pair of his sweats and said I could wear them or eat naked. I put on the sweats.

Within a few minutes, Kai had whipped up a large omelette for us to share. Paired with a toasted bagel, and a glass of Sauvignon Blanc, it was the perfect light meal.

After finishing our food we moved to the sofa, enjoying the beautiful view of Dallas from Kai’s floor to ceiling windows. Kai became quiet and his expression turned sad. Concerned, I asked what was wrong, and he told me that he was sad because our time together was coming to an end. He started to cry, and not knowing how else to respond, I reached over and gave him a hug.

“No one has ever made me feel so alive, so accepted for who I am”. "When am I going to see you again?" I asked. "Will I see you again, or is this it? Is this the end of us?"

I sat down and looked at Kai, taking his hands in mine. I don't know when we'll see each other, but I can assure you that we will. And no, this isn't the end of us."

Kai’s expression turned and he smiled again.

Kai told me he had one more thing he wanted to do today—he wanted to see me cum, wanted to see me shoot my load. Until now, every time we had sex my cock was in his mouth when I ejaculated and he had swallowed my load, and vice versa. Neither of us had seen the other shoot their load yet. His request would be an easy one to fulfill. The visual of seeing cum squirting from the tip of each others cock was missing from the mental images we had created of our time together.

We settled on the bed and I took Kai’s cock in my hand. He was hard in an instant. I took his cock in my mouth and suck him, holding his balls and sucking at the same time. I told Kai to tell when he was going to cum and I would pull off his cock and let him shoot his cum.

Kai tensed up and said he was getting close. Kai was breathing fast, his legs tensed up and his balls were creeping up; clear signals that he was going to cum. I pulled off his cock and held it tightly and watched as his cock started to spasm and his load came flying out in at least six ropes of thick white cum. He shot up to his face and covered his chest and stomach as well. Not wanting to waste his load, I licked it off of his chest and stomach, savoring the last taste of Kai that I would have for a while.

It was time for Kai to see me shoot my load and he quickly brought me to my orgasm. He sucked my cock and quickly brought to a point where I told him I was going to come. He grabbed my cock and jerked me while i came with a force that is unusual for me. Even though I didn’t shoot as far as Kai, I was impressed with the distance and the volume. Like me, Kai licked up my ejaculate and swallowed it.

We collapsed into each others arms

We took another shower, not talking, but soaping each other and then drying each other off. It was the first time we’d seen each other’s cock in a flaccid state for any length of time. We had less than an hour before we had to leave for the airport.

Back in the living room, Kai brought up both a beer, and sat down. After a sip of beer, Kai asked “How do I handle the feelings that I am developing towards you? I could very easily fall in love with you. Don’t worry, I know that can’t happen. You showed me in just a few days that I can live a happy life as a gay man. For that I love you. You are the first person that has let me be vulnerable and hasn’t passed judgment or found humor in my sexual inexperience. I love you for that. Hell, you’re the first person I’ve been with where I was able to talk about douching..I can even love you for that”, he laughed. I promise I won’t let it cross the line where I fall in love with and imagine a life with you or do anything to harm your relationship. But I can’t stop myself from loving you as a very important person in my life.

I now had tears running down my face. Kai reached up and wiped them away. "What’s wrong, Jason?"

“This is new for me as well” “This is the first time I’ve been with anyone other than my partner. And I have to admit that I’m having some of the same thoughts as you; what happens if I fall in love with you?” Don’t answer—it’s just a rhetorical question." “I’m not willing to walk away from this, Kai. It wouldn’t be fair to either of us, and it wouldn’t be fair to my partner either” We knew navigating an open relationship could be tricky and we need to work through this. And, yes, Kai I love you, too.”

We moved into each others arm and hugged tightly before kissing. One sweet, final kiss before we left for the airport.

The drive to the airport went quickly. We held hands the entire way. Not a lot of words were spoken or necessary. When Kai pulled up to the curb to drop me off, I turned and gave him a kiss. I told him I would give him a call on Sunday. I opened the door, got out and grabbled my carry-on bag from the back seat. I bent down and looked at Kai. With a small smile Kai simply said “I love you Jason” Without thinking or seconding guessing myself, I told him that I loved him as well. It was true, I did love this very special person. I closed the door and he drove away. I sat down on a bench outside of the airport to compose myself. Tears were once again running down my face.

I got to my gate a few minutes before boarding. A mix of excitement, confusion and fear washed over me. What had I gotten myself into? And then I remembered the advice I had given Kai a few hours earlier: “Live in the present”

That, I feared, would be easier said than done.

Great story. FYI in part one you called yourself Seth...now it is Jason

 

[dupont36]

Great story. FYI in part one you called yourself Seth...now it is Jason

I know....and there is no way to edit. I changed names in the story for obvious reasons. I realized Seth is a name that the real "Kai" would recognize after I used it that one time (a real life friend of his), so changed it to Jason and didn't remove the one reference.

 

[gingerspice]

Sounds hot and very beautifully written

 

[dupont36]

This is the continuation of a true story. Writing about it has brought back many memories of how John and I navigated the opening of our relationship.

Part Four: Permission Granted

My homecoming with John went better than I had expected. We are navigating new territory, and I was worried that the connection I had made with Kai might freak him out. I should have known better. We embarked on this chapter of our lives with a clear understanding of the "rules of the road." I was proud of us. Our love was strong; we considered each other our best friends and had a wonderful sex life.

This leads to the question of why we opened our relationship. The fact is that we are sexual beings, and I have long held the view that monogamy is an artificial construct and not the natural state. Attraction to others regardless of partnership status is normal. Sexual expression can take many forms, and we agreed that having the option to openly and honestly experience sex with others didn't have to threaten what we already had.

Those initial conversations were theoretical. Now I was in the midst of it, navigating the reality versus the fantasy of an open relationship. I was happy we were doing this, but also a little nervous. I laughed when I recalled a quote from an old movie. I believe it was "Bad Boys," where Martin Lawrence said, “This shit just got real.” Yes, it has.

The truth is that I found myself thinking about Kai a lot. Probably more than I should. We were talking every day. In some ways, it felt like we were dating. Of course, John knew we were talking and was okay with it.

Late in the day I received an email from the office informing me that I needed to be in DC the following week for another meeting. It would be a short trip, with meetings on Thursday and Friday morning. I talked to John and asked if it would be okay for me to fly through Dallas and spend a night with Kai. "Of course", he said, "It would be hypocritical to say no at this point. Besides, I know you want to see Kai again and after our talk the other day, I know that you are excited about Kai fucking you. How could I, your loving partner, deny you?" He laughed.

I appreciated John's willingness to let me explore, but I have to admit that I don't know if it would be as easy for me if the shoe was on the other foot.

Later that night, while we were in bed, John turned to me and said, "What about your return flight? Are you going to stop over in Dallas?" I was dumbfounded that he brought this up. "How would you feel about that?" I asked. John replied, "I'd be okay with a one-night stop on the return, but I would like you home by Saturday night. I need part of the weekend to be just us."

How could I disagree with that? More importantly, how could I be so fortunate to have a partner who lets me explore the sexual connection that is developing with Kai?

I moved closer to curl up beside John. After a few minutes, my right hand wandered down to his cock. I squeezed his balls; something he loved, and his cock responded immediately. He was rock hard in less than a minute. I threw back the covers, pushed him onto his back, and went down between his legs. For the next thirty minutes, I sucked his cock and balls, running my tongue around the tip of his cock and licking the copious amount of precum he was producing. John reached for my cock, but I told him tonight was all about him. Although it might seem like I didn't need anything, the truth was that I needed to do this as much for myself as for John.

John had taught me the fine art of edging, a skill I was employing tonight. Several times, I stopped and pulled off his cock right before the moment of no return. I finally decided it was time. John was whimpering; he wanted to cum. I asked him to fuck my face, and he took his hands, put them on my head, and pushed his cock in and out of my mouth.

After a short time, John yelled out that he was going to cum, and with a final thrust, pushed his cock down my throat. He shot a massive load into my mouth and down my throat. He didn't let go of my head until he had finished blowing his load. I laid my head on his leg, his softening cock still in my mouth. I licked the head and gently suckled his beautiful cock—the cock that has given me so much pleasure over the last six years.

I finally let his cock return to its resting place in his beautifully manscaped crotch. I crawled up, and we shared a long, sweet kiss. The taste of John’s cum was still on my tongue. John fell asleep quickly; we always laughed that he is a post-cum sleeper. I stayed awake and went to my home office, just down the hall from our bedroom.

I got on the phone and made my reservations for the upcoming trip to DC. I would leave San Diego Tuesday morning at 6:00 AM and be in Dallas by 10:30 AM. I would have Tuesday and all day Wednesday with Kai, before leaving on a late-night flight to DC on Wednesday. I decided to make my return reservations as well. I would leave DC on a 1:45 PM flight; my meetings ended at noon, and I would have plenty of time to get to the airport. I would arrive in Dallas by 6:00 PM. Kai and I would have the night, Saturday morning, and part of the afternoon. I would leave at 4:00 PM and be back in San Diego by 6:30 PM.

After making the reservations, I realized I hadn't talked to Kai about this. I knew I could always change my reservations if this didn't work for him.

I picked up my phone and dialed Kai's number. He picked up on the second ring, clearly happy to hear from me. I felt the same way. We'd chatted a couple of times since I got back, but hadn't yet discussed in detail how John and I had talked about how I met Kai.

There was a brief pause, and then Kai asked, "I'm afraid to ask this, but I’d like to hear more about how John has taken all of this."

I took a deep breath, knowing that this conversation was long overdue. "He wanted to know how we met and how it evolved to the point where I changed my flight so that I would have a twelve-hour layover in Dallas." I told him everything; our meeting online, talking on the phone, the dinner, our first kiss and then returning to your hotel room"

I asked him if he wanted to know everything, and he did, with the exception of the graphic details of the sex. I assured him that our no-anal-sex agreement wasn't broken.

John laughed and said, "Oh, there is one thing." "Tell me about Kai’s cock,"

I told him it was a masterpiece; one of the most beautiful cocks I've ever had the pleasure of sucking.

Kai laughed, "I think it may be a stretch to describe my cock as a masterpiece." I disagreed.

I told Kai that John had asked if there was threesome potential with him.

"Really?" Kai said. "He asked that."

"Yes. What do you think?"

"Not yet. I want to get to know you first," Kai said. He admitted he had never really considered a threesome but noted that the fact he was getting an erection while we talked about it told him all he needed to know. Kai told me that at some point he may be open to it.

I then told Kai that I also wasn't ready for it. We had just met, and I felt the need for Kai and me to explore this further before adding John to the mix.

In retrospect, this should have been the first red flag. We were talking like we were establishing a relationship that didn’t include John.

Kai then asked how my first night home had ended and asked if we “had talked everything out?”

"Yes, we had. John's only request for me at the end of the evening was for me to take a shower and douche so he could eat my ass and give me a fuck that I wouldn't soon forget."

Kai was silent for a moment and then said "I don't know how to respond to hearing about John and you having sex. It makes me jealous."

"I get it, Kai, but I think both us need to remember that what we have is a connection that we are exploring, knowing full well that we aren't exclusive. I have John, who I love more than anyone else in the world . We have a very active sex life and are a perfect match”

“Kai, you are a single guy in a large city where there will be plenty of opportunities for you to explore. Sure, it would feel strange hearing about you being with another guy, but I truly believe that being open and honest with each other is essential. That said, we are both under no obligation to share everything. It's a balancing act."

After discussing it, I felt that Kai understood.

"This is all so new to me, Jason," Kai said.

"I know," I responded.

Changing the subject and getting to the main point of my calI I asked Kai how he would like an overnight visitor next week.

"What are you talking about?" Kai asked.

I told Kai that I had to be in DC next Thursday for a meeting and thought I would leave San Diego early Tuesday morning and fly to Dallas. We could spend the day, the night, and most of the next day together and then I would catch a late-night flight to DC on Wednesday evening.

"Really?" Kai responded, That would be amazing."

I told Kai that if he had to work, I would find things to do to keep myself occupied.

"Absolutely not," Kai replied. I have one meeting on Tuesday morning that I can’t get out of, but as of noon on Tuesday I’ll be all yours. I have a ton of vacation time coming, and I'm going to spend every minute I can with you." We decided that I would take a cab from the airport to Kai’s place. He would let the doorman at his condo know that he was expecting me and he would leave a key for me to get into his condo at the front desk. I could get comfortable and he would be there no later that 12:30.

Kai then asked me if I had told John about this. I assured him that I had and that he was okay with it.

I then told Kai that John and I had also discussed our no-anal-sex agreement. John, on his own, told me that he would be okay if we had anal sex. John was happy that I had honored the no anal sex rule during our time together, and he actually admitted that he got turned on thinking about me being the first guy that you have anal sex with.

"I'm shocked," was all Kai could say. "I'm happy and shocked. And now I'm hard, happy, and shocked," he laughed.

"Oh, there's one other thing John asked me," I said.

"What's that?" Kai asked.

"He wanted to know if I had told you that I'm a bottom."

"I admitted that I hadn't told you but would." So here goes: “Kai, I’m a bottom” We both laughed

"Remember, Jason, I'm fairly new to all this gay stuff. I've never really understood the top/bottom thing," Kai said. "For me, it's just about the connection and the pleasure. I don't really care who does what, as long as we're both enjoying it."

"I understand," I replied. "For some guys, it's about the role they play in sex. A top is usually the one who penetrates, while a bottom is the one who is penetrated. But it's not just about the physical act; it can also be about the dynamics of power and control. Some guys identify strongly as one or the other, while others are versatile and can switch roles. For me, I primarily a bottom because I love the feeling of being filled and taken care of, but I'm open to trying new things and seeing what feels right in the moment." “Don’t worry, Kai… I’ll be able to find it in me to fuck you,” I added. Kai laughed.

“I will tell you this much, Kai, with the no-anal-sex issue dispensed with, the first thing I want to do next week is to have you fuck me. A fairly simple request, don’t you think?

"After all, I'm a bottom who wants your beautiful cock shoved up my ass as far as it will go. And what about you Kai, what do you want to do? Will you fuck me?” Kai then told me exactly what he plans on doing.

“Yes, I will fuck you. Kai said. HIs voice was low, almost a whisper when he continued…. But before that I want to rim you. I’ve never thought of it as something I would do, but after you did it to me the other day, I want to experience what it is like to pleasure your ass with my mouth and tongue just like you did to me. I want to finger your ass before I fuck you and I want to find your prostate. I never experienced anything like it until you did it to me the other day. It’s now my turn to have my fingers in your ass, giving your pleasure, pushing on your prostate. And then I want you to roll a condom down my shaft and lube it up. I’ll then lube your hole. I want your legs over my shoulders when I penetrate you the first time and I want to kiss you as I push my cock slowly into your ass, watching your face, and you watching me as I penetrate you. I want to kiss you as I continue pushing my cock into you until I am all the way in and you can feel my balls slapping against your ass. Then I will starting fucking you, slowly at first and then faster. After a few minutes I want to roll on our side with me spooning you; my cock still in your ass. I want to hold you tightly as I fuck you, and then I will reach around and pull on your balls and take your cock in my hand and jerk you off as I fuck you. I want to make you cum while I have my cock shoved up your ass. The tensing of your ass when you cum, combined with my fucking you will send me over the edge and I will push my cock all the way into you you while I fill the condom with my load”

"Stop it, Kai?" “What? Why? he asked” Breathlessly I told him "I am so hard visualizing what you are going to do to me that I am going to cum without touching myself". My cock was throbbing, and I had the familiar stirrings of an approaching orgasm. I quickly pulled down my gym shorts just in time for my cock, unaided by my hands, to start shooting large ropes of cum that covered my chest and stomach.

There was silence. Kai asked what had happened, and I told him that something just happened that I’d never experienced before. "The thought of you rimming, fingering, and fucking me made me cum without touching myself," I said. "Seriously," Kai said. "Yes, seriously” I then told Kai that I have never cum hands free before.

"See what you do to me" I said. Kai was silent for a few seconds, then said "I'm glad I could do that for you".

I told Kai that I needed to clean up the cum that was all over my chest and stomach, and crawl back into bed. It was late and we agreed that we would talk tomorrow, as had become our ritual.

I told Kai to get a good nights sleep. He said I should do the same. Right as we were about to hang up, Kai stopped me and said "Jason, I have one more thing to say...I love you." Before I could say anything Kai was gone.

For a moment, I sat in silence, letting everything that had just transpired sink in. Afterward, I cleaned up and climbed into bed. I spooned behind John, clutching him as tightly as I could.

 

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Sounds hot and very beautifully written

Thanks... I just posted the next installment.

 

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Part Five: The overnight

The next few days went by in a flash, and soon enough, it was the night before I had to leave for Dallas to spend the night with Kai. John and I decided to make the most of our time together, so we went out for a nice dinner. We enjoyed a few glasses of wine, some great food, and conversation.

As the evening went on, our conversation turned to the upcoming days and my plans with Kai. I shared my thoughts and expectations, and we discussed how John felt about the fact that his partner, the love of his life, would be sleeping with another man the next evening. John admitted that this time, it felt different from the previous encounters I had with Kai. This was an overnight stay, and he confessed that he had mixed feelings about the evolving relationship between me and Kai. He revealed his fears that Kai might be falling in love with me.

John continued, clarifying that he wasn't trying to dissuade me from being with Kai. After all, this was a part of the agreement we had made when we decided to open up our relationship.

Once we finished our dinner, we returned home and took a shower together. Afterward, we dried each other off and snuggled into bed.

Without exchanging words, we reached for each other's cocks and moved into a 69 position. We took our time, enjoying the familiar sensations we had learned over the years that brought each other pleasure: John enjoyed having the ridge under the head of his cock licked, while I relished the sensation of my balls being gently pulled as he sucked me off.

After about 20 minutes, we both reached climax, swallowed each other's loads, and shared a passionate kiss, our tongues mingling with the taste of our combined cum.

As we lay there, catching our breath, tears streaming down John's cheeks. I asked him what was wrong, and he confessed his fear of losing me to Kai. I too became emotional, holding him tightly and reassuring him that such a scenario would never happen.

I even offered to stop seeing Kai if that's what he wanted. However, John insisted that wasn't what he wanted. He believed that our doubts and fears were natural, especially since this was a first for both of us. "I think we would have reason to be worried if we weren't having these thoughts, especially if we weren't talking about them. We are okay, Jason."

I agreed. John suggested that I call him the next night when I was with Kai, so he could speak to him. He believed that a phone introduction would be a positive step in integrating Kai into our relationship.

I was touched by John's understanding and agreed to make the call. With that, we held each other as we drifted off to sleep.

As the night came to an end, I told John that I planned to take a cab to the airport for my flight to Dallas. However, he insisted on dropping me off. The trip to the airport was short, as we only lived ten minutes away. John pulled up to the curb, leaned over, and gave me a kiss. "I want you to have a good time," he said. "And remember to call me tonight."

I grabbed my carry-on and made my way into the airport, heading straight to the gate. The flight left on time and was uneventful. As I settled into my seat, I pulled out my journal, where I documented my thoughts and feelings.

"On my way to Dallas to see Kai. What am I getting myself into?" I'm starting to have feelings for Kai that are more than just friendship. The other night freaked me out when I had an orgasm without touching myself. I was talking to Kai, and his voice, and visualizing what he was telling me he wanted to do to me not only got me hard but made me cum without my hands ever touching my cock. That never happened to me before. What is happening? Am I falling in love with him? Is it possible to love two men at the same time?

Maybe opening our relationship to others should have had a 'one time only' rule. We could have sex with others but only once. No chance for attachment. No chance to have the feelings that I am starting to have about Kai. I am thinking about him a lot. I can't imagine a life without John, but in the past few days, I'm starting to feel the same thing about Kai. I don't want to freak out Kai by telling him what I am feeling. I don't want him to go running. I don't want to lose him. And John....I couldn't imagine my life without him."

Am I over thinking this? I think the answer is pretty obvious. I am living in the future with these kinds of thoughts. I need to live in the moment. John and I have navigated this new reality to this point openly and honestly. And now I am on my way to spend the night with Kai. John is fine with it. We've discussed it. He knows what I'm doing. There are no secrets. Actually, the only secret—one that I have to admit to both with Kai and John is that I am developing feelings for Kai that I can't fully understand yet.

What is lacking in my relationship with John that is making me feel so drawn to Kai? What is missing? I can't think of anything, other than this inner feeling that we are not meant to limit ourselves to a life where we are not open to other sexual experiences with anyone other than our primary partner. This does not have to be relationship-threatening. John and I talked about this before we opened our relationship. This wasn't a rash decision. It was well thought out and discussed. And tonight will be the first time I've slept in the same bed with another man since the day I met John. This is a big step. The plane is at the gate. More later....

As I stepped off the plane, I made my way to the curb and hailed a cab. I gave the driver Kai's address, and within minutes, I found myself standing in front of his building. I entered the lobby and picked up the key to his condo that he left at the front desk. I asked if I could leave my carry-on bag at the front desk for a few minutes while I quickly went to a nearby CVS.

At CVS, I purchased condoms, lube, and a few pre-filled enema bottles for douching. I also stopped at a flower store to buy a dozen roses for Kai. With my purchases in hand, I returned to his condo and unlocked the door.

Inside, I found a note on the kitchen counter: "Welcome back. Make yourself comfortable. I'll be home by 12:30." With a little over an hour to spare before Kai's arrival, I decided to take advantage of the time. I went into his bedroom, stripped, and stepped into his bathroom for a shower. I knew what Kai had planned for me, and my cock hardened in anticipation.

I looked at myself in the mirror, examining my eyes. What I saw staring back at me were eyes filled with excitement, questioning, and a hint of fear. This was uncharted territory, and I couldn't help but feel that it was taking a direction I never expected. The anticipation of my time with Kai reminded me of the early days with John, when we first started dating. Was I creating memories with Kai at the expense of my relationship with John?

Kai had left a plush terry cloth robe on the bed for me. I douched, showered, and put on the robe before settling into the living room to wait for him. At 12:25, the door unlocked, and Kai walked in with a huge smile on his face.

Kai took my face in his hands and brought his mouth to mine. We kissed with a passion that surprised both of us.

When we pulled away, Kai noticed the roses. I had found a vase and placed them on the coffee table in his living room. Kai saw them and gave me a hug. "This is the first time that another man has given me flowers. Thank you."

"I see you found your robe," he said. I nodded. I told Kai I decided to take a shower and get ready for him. I didn't think there was any need to get dressed. Kai laughed and asked if getting ready for him was code for getting my ass ready for all the things he wanted to do to me and with me. I smiled. No words were necessary. I was really starting to like this beautiful man. I could say that I just loved Kai as a friend, but deep down, there was a feeling that this may be going beyond that. I was falling in love with him.

Kai told me to make myself comfortable while he took a quick shower and freshened up. Kai disappeared into the bedroom, and in about fifteen minutes, he reappeared, wearing a matching terry cloth robe. His hair was damp, and he looked beautiful. I looked at this man, this beautiful man with his light brown skin, beautiful eyes, and lips that I had gotten to know very well over the past few weeks.

Kai sat down beside me and took my hand.

We talked about what had transpired since we saw each other. Kai wanted to know if John was really okay with what was happening. He also apologized for telling me he loved me the other night and then hanging up before I could say anything. I told him that I understood.

I told Kai that we needed to talk about what was happening. He looked confused, so I went on and told him that I loved him as well. I took a deep breath and admitted that I felt it was moving into a different category, and that I not only loved him, but was falling in love with him.

I told him that I was okay with us falling in love with each other, because I believed it was a natural occurrence considering all that we had shared and hoped to share. I told him that this was a love that would most likely have a beginning, middle, and end, and that my fervent hope was that it would then become a friendship that included fond memories and a continuation of our love; a different kind of love.

Kai took a deep breath and thanked me. He said he was glad I told him that because he had fallen in love with me and was afraid to tell me. He asked if I felt that this threatened my relationship with John. I told him that it hadn't so far and that as long as we continued to be open and honest with each other, and as long as I continued to be open and honest with John about what was happening that it wouldn't threaten our relationship.

Kai looked at me and said, "Wow, that's a lot." I told him that I did want him to meet John, tonight on the phone and hopefully soon in person, not necessarily for a threesome, although I was open to it, but to make John see that Kai was a real person with feelings and desires and a strong determination to do nothing to harm our relationship.

I looked at my watch and realized we had been talking for over 90 minutes. It was a good conversation that needed to be had, but I was done talking—for now.

I reached under Kai's robe, taking his flaccid cock in my hand. It came to life immediately, and after a few strokes, he was fully erect. I was erect as well. I looked at Kai and smiled. "So, what do you want to do with this?" I asked, squeezing his erection. With a sly smile, he replied, "I think you know what I want to do with this."

Kai grabbed my hand, pulled me off the couch, and took me to the bedroom. When we got to his bedroom, he pulled back the covers on the bed. I pushed the robe off of Kai's shoulders, and he did the same to me. We stood looking at each other. The tips of our cocks touched, both leaking precum. I started rubbing his chest, arms, and stomach, avoiding his cock. He did the same to me. He led me to the bed, and we settled down and cuddled for a few minutes.

"I'm nervous," Kai admitted. "Don't be," I assured him. Kai laughed and told me that he hadn't masturbated for four days in anticipation of today. Kai moved a few pillows and took charge.

"Get on your stomach, Jason. And put this pillow under your hips." I did as instructed.

 

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This is a true story. Part six marks the time when the relationship with Kai became something much different than I originally expected. I was in love with him.

Part six: Going deeper

I turned over onto my stomach. I placed the pillow under my hips, raising my ass into a position that would give Kai access.

Kai knelt on the bed and started massaging my back. Slowly, he moved down to my ass and massaged both of my ass cheeks. "Move your legs further apart," he ordered. I liked the feeling of Kai being in charge, a side of him that I hadn't seen before.

He reached between my legs and grabbed my hard cock, pointing it downward. He then grabbed my balls and pulled and squeezed them. He went back to rubbing my ass and, without warning, gave my right cheek a quick slap. I moaned. How did Kai know I liked being spanked? I wondered if he knew how much I enjoyed it. "You like that?" Kai asked. "Yes, I like it," I replied. "So, you want more?" "Yes, please."

With that, Kai slapped the other cheek and then alternated between them, giving my ass a good spanking. He had no idea how much I enjoyed this, other than the fact that he could tell by my moaning. After he was done, he rubbed my cheeks again, soothing them after the unexpected spanking. Kai got between my legs and started to rub between my ass, pushing on the taint and paying special attention to the area where the prostate resides.

He then began to circle my hole with soft circular motions. Then I felt his finger pushing at the entrance. His finger was not lubed, so I knew that this was the prelude to something else.

"I love the hair on your ass," Kai said as he rubbed my cheeks. "And your hole is beautiful." With that, I felt Kai move on the bed. I could sense that he was moving into a position so that he could rim me.

Kai spread my ass, and before long I felt his tongue moving across my hole. Tentative at first, but growing more self-assured within a few minutes. I then felt Kai's tongue licking circles around my hole and the I felt his tongue push and penetrate my ass. Kai settled into a comfortable position and spent the next 20 minutes eating my ass. Licking, sucking, and using his tongue in ways that I don't think he even knew were possible.

Kai stopped and raised his head. "You like that?" he said. "Tell me what you want." "I want you to lick my balls and then lick up my taint and eat my ass some more. I want you to open my ass with your tongue and then I want you to fuck me with your tongue, getting me ready to take your cock." Kai did as I asked and provided me with an ass eating unlike anything I have ever experienced. John is a top, and he will rim me, but not as intensely as what Kai was doing to me

"Are you ready for me to fuck you, Jason?" Kai asked. "Yes," I said. "I need your cock inside of me." Kai told me to roll over on my back. He took a condom and bottle of lube from the nightstand. He then put some lube on my hole and took his fingers, first one, then a second and finally a third, and pushed them into my ass. Kai found my prostate and alternated between light and harder pushes on the sensitive spot. I was moaning loudly. "You like that, don't you, Jason?" "Yes, I love it.

Removing his fingers from my ass, Kai told me to put the condom on him. I rolled onto my side and tore open the packet. I took it out and slowly rolled it down Kai's cock. He was harder than I've ever seen him. His cock throbbing, precum pouring out of his slit. I then took the lube and rubbed some on his throbbing cock.

Kai stopped me for a second. "Be careful. I'm so close to cumming." I stopped lubing up his cock, and we waited for a minute before continuing.

I returned to my back, and Kai hovered above me, telling me to put my legs on his shoulders. My ass was twitching. I need Kai to penetrate me. After I was in place, Kai took his cock and rubbed it against my ass. "Fuck me, Kai.”

Before going any further, Kai leaned down and kissed me . He continued to rub his hard cock against my ass, teasing me. He finally took it in his hand and guided the tip of his cock to my hole. He started to push, tentatively at first, and then with a little more force. The tip of his cock slipped past the outer ring of my ass. I felt him enter me. He stopped for a second and said, "Is this okay?" "Yes, keep going," I replied. He looked me in the eyes as he continued to penetrate me. Again, "Are you okay?". “Keep going, Kai..I’ll let you know if it hurts and if I need you to slow down”

With one final shove, Kai's cock went all the way into my ass; I could feel his large balls against my ass. He stopped and looked at me. I smiled and said, "Fuck me, Kai. With that, he started to pull out and push in again. I looked over at the dresser mirror and I saw the reflection of his beautiful ass with his balls slapping against my ass as he fucked me.

After several minutes, he pulled his cock out. "Get on your stomach," he ordered. "Spread your cheeks." he ordered. I did as I was told and was rewarded with Kai shoving his cock. He laid on top of me and started to fuck me, wrapping his arms around me and leaning down as he fucked me, saying, "Your ass feels so good, Jason. So tight. I love fucking you” Kai was fucking me hard and fast. His balls were slapping against my ass. Jason then whispered into my ear, "Jason, I love you" I'm sorry, but I fucking love you" He went back to fucking me with a force I hadn't felt in a long time.

"I want to see you cum, Jason." "Get on your back again." I did as ordered. Kai then mounted me quickly after I placed my legs on his shoulders. He took hold of my cock and spread the massive amounts of precum down my cock.

I took his hand and asked him to choke me; something we hadn't discussed before, but something that brings me great pleasure. The feeling of hands around my throat, applying pressure and then releasing them, only to repeat the cycle, is something that definitely intensifies my orgasms.

Kai asked if I was sure. "Yes, I want it" I replied.

He put his hands around my throat and applied just the right amount of pressure. I took my hands and with one pulled on my balls and the other I jerked my cock. I was close. "Do you want me to cum?" I asked. "Yes, Jason, cum for me," He continued to pound me and right before I was going to cum, he returned his hands to my throat. I let out a loud yell and released a torrent of cum; one of the most intense orgasms I've ever had.

Kai looked at me and told me he was close." “Shoot that load," I said. I squeezed my ass and he continued fucking me until he was at the brink of orgasm. He cried out, "I'm cumming," and shoved his cock as far as it would go in my ass; shooting his load into the condom.

The look on his face when he was cumming is one I will never forget.

Kai collapsed on me, then slowly pulled. Holding the condom up for me to see, he had indeed filled it at least halfway. "Incredible" was all I could say. You definitely couldn't tell that this was the first time that Kai had fucked a man. I told him that he was a natural. He looked at me with a smirk and said, "I think I might just be a top."

I told Kai to put that decision on hold until I have a chance to fuck him.

After resting for a bit, we went into the bathroom and took a shower. It was a playful shower. After the sex we just had, we didn't turn it into another opportunity for an orgasm. We dried off and I went to my carryon and pulled out a pair of shorts, sandals, and a polo shirt. Kai put on shorts and a tight white T-shirt that accentuated his pecs. It was almost 5 o'clock and we both were hungry. Kai offered to cook, but I told him that I wanted to go to one of his favorite restaurants: his choice. Kai settled on one of his favorites; an Italian restaurant that was a short six-block walk from his condo.

Before we walked out the door of his condo, Kai took my face and gave me a kiss. "Thank you, Jason," I didn't say anything but took him in my arms and gave him a hug. I didn't want to let go.

As we walked to the restaurant, I reminded Kai that we were going to call John tonight. He nodded and took my hand, squeezing it gently. "I know," he said. "I've been thinking about it, and I'm ready."

 

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Part seven: The intersection of hearts

Kai and I had a wonderful dinner, spending two hours at the restaurant, enjoying a few glasses of wine and a dinner of homemade Italian food. We were seated in a booth that gave us privacy and allowed us to talk about many things. In soft voices, we talked about our afternoon together and what transpired.

Kai told me that rimming and fucking me was better than what he had fantasized about. He told me that he enjoyed being in charge, telling me what to do. He was surprised when I asked him to choke me and admitted that it freaked him out for a minute. When he saw the pleasure the feeling of being controlled in that manner gave me, he was surprised. And rimming me was something that he loved and told me that he was now a confirmed "ass eater".

Our conversation then turned to our growing feelings for each other. This has taken a turn that I didn't expect. "Kai, I know I told you earlier, but I have fallen in love with you," Kai then said that he hadn't expected this to happen. And he told me that he didn't want it to end. I told Kai that my relationship with John was something that I was not willing to walk away from. Kai said he understood.

As we walked back to Kai's condo, our conversation continued. "Kai, we need to bring John into this. I need you to meet John. I don't want this to end, but I need John to be a part of it. When we talk to John tonight, I would like to tell him that you are coming to San Diego. He'll be fine with it since we talked about it last night at dinner. Would you be willing to come to San Diego and spend a few days with us? How about next weekend?" I asked. Kai, surprised by the invitation, agreed. We agreed that he would come to San Diego next Friday and leave on Monday.

As we stepped into Kai's condo, I took him in my arms and hugged him. "Tonight and tomorrow, as well as Friday night when I fly back from DC, will be all about you and me. I'm not putting the brakes on this; I need to see where we're heading." The feelings I had for Kai and he for me were not something that could be easily shut down. We went down the hallway and into Kai's home office. We sat down on the sofa. Kai looked at me and said, "Let's call John." I agreed and went to dial the phone. No, Kai said, "I want to be the one placing the call"

The phone rang a few times, and I could hear John answer the phone.

"Hi John, this is Kai. How are you?"

John: "I'm good, but not as good as you, heh."

Kai: "Yes, Kai and I are having a nice day. We just returned from an early dinner. We went to one of my favorite restaurants; Italian. Nothing fancy, but it's close to my condo and we were able to walk. That way we could enjoy a few glasses of wine and not worry about driving."

John: "So, Jason tells me that you are a very special person. I wanted to talk to you, just to make sure that there really is a 'Kai,' he laughed."

Kai: "Yes, I do exist. I've lived in Dallas for several years, moving here from Hawaii. I work for Xerox as a manager of system analytics. Not the sexiest job, but I enjoy it. Jason probably told you that I was in DC for a work training session and we connected online. It's strange how life puts people into your life. Here we are just a few weeks later and I'm with Kai and calling his partner."

John: "I understand that you recently came out and that you haven't been in any long-term relationships."

Kai: "I came out to a few friends several years ago, but stayed in the closet to everyone else. I focused on my career. My mom and dad had expectations for me that I just couldn't meet... Get married to a nice woman, have kids, buy a minivan. You know the drill."

John: "Both Jason and I were fortunate. We had supportive families and came out many years ago"

Kai: "I hope my parents eventually come around. I don't like having a strained relationship with them. And I miss them."

Kai: "John, I want you to know that I am fully aware of the fact that you and Jason are committed to one another. I won't let anything that is happening interfere with that."

John: "Thanks, Kai... I appreciate that. I know that Kai has told you that it was only recently that we opened up our relationship to others."

Kai: "Yes, he told me and I understand that I am the first person either of you has been with since you made that decision."

John: "Yes, so we're all navigating this and trying to figure out the dynamics of three cocks instead of two in a relationship. Which, from what Jason told me, you are blessed with a beauty."

Kai: "Stop... I'm blushing. Jason is listening to our conversation and just broke out laughing."

John: "Good, we have to laugh at things, including the things that we are not sure how to navigate yet."

Kai: "I'm looking forward to meeting you soon. Jason asked me to come out to San Diego next weekend to meet you and spend a few days with the two of you."

John: "I know. And I think it's a great idea. Jason and I talked about it last night at dinner. I think it's a necessary next step."

Kai: "I'm looking forward to meeting you."

John: "Same here. Have you been to San Diego before?"

Kai: "This will be my first time."

John: "Great. We won't plan a lot of touristy things, unless you have your heart set on going to Sea World."

Kai: "Thank you. I don't like tourist traps."

John: "We'll show you some of our favorite spots in the city, go to a few of our favorite gay bars, I want to take you to the Hotel del Coronado for a drink or lunch, and one night we need to have cocktails at a bar we go to occasionally in La Jolla that is right on the water. And of course, I just want to get to know you and we can spend time just relaxing at home. A no-stress weekend."

Kai: "That will be wonderful. I'm really looking forward to it. I'll try and get a morning flight on Friday so that I'm in San Diego before noon. And then I'll get a flight back to Dallas late in the day on Monday. Is that too much time?"

John: "Not at all. In fact, if you want to stay longer, you're welcome to."

Kai: "Thanks, but I have work meetings on Tuesday I have to be at."

John: "Kai, thank you for calling. It means a lot to me. I feel better having heard your voice."

Kai: "Same here, John. Would you like to talk to Jason?"

John: "No, I think this should just be a call between the two of us. Tell Jason I love him and hope he's having a great time and that we will talk tomorrow."

Kai: "Absolutely. Have a great night, John."

John: "I will, but I have a sneaking suspicion that you will have a better one than me..."

Kai: "I'm blushing again. Ok, John. I will see you next Friday."

John: "Good night, Kai."

After Kai hung up, I looked at him and said, "Well?" Kai responded, "It was easier than I thought it would be. He's very nice and seems like he genuinely wants to meet me." I assured Kai that John did want to meet him.

"How will it work next week?" Kai asked. "Where will I sleep? How do you and I act when we are with John? Can I kiss you? Are we going to have a threesome? This is all new to me, and I don't know what to expect." I took Kai's hand and told him that we would let things unfold naturally. "We have two bedrooms, so you can sleep there... or not. Sure, there a possibility of a threesome, but we need to let it unfold naturally, or not. We won't do anything that any of us are uncomfortable with. Let's go into this with no expectations or preconceived notions of what the weekend will look like. John has clearly given it some thought... he's a great host and will make sure you have a good time and have a non-touristy San Diego experience." Kai looked at me, smiling, and simply said, "I'm happy, Jason. This feels right."

I wanted to feel the same, and in some ways, it did feel right, with the nagging question as to how I will navigate the depth of my love for Kai when we are with John.

For now, I told Kai that tonight and tomorrow, and when I stopped on my return from DC., would be all about the two of us. We needed to enjoy these few days exploring our connection. It was dangerous territory, I know, but I had no choice.

The feelings I had for Kai and he for me are not something that could be easily shut down.

 

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Part eight: Love, passion and uncertainty

It had been a long day. Leaving San Diego, arriving in Dallas, spending the afternoon with Kai, having incredible sex, enjoying dinner and drinks, engaging in deep conversations, and finally making a call to John.

Kai and I were exhausted and settled on the sofa to watch TV. Kai rested his head in my lap, and before long, his eyes closed and he drifted off to sleep. I turned off the TV and sat there, reflecting on the events of the day and the past couple of weeks. I think I dozed off for a bit as well. About an hour later, Kai woke up and looked up at me, his beautiful dark brown eyes gazing into mine. I bent down and gave him a kiss. "I needed that," he said. "The nap and the kiss."

"I've never experienced this, Jason," Kai confessed. "Curled up on the sofa, my head in the lap of the man I love, falling asleep with your hand resting on my shoulder. This is my idea of a perfect way to spend an evening."

Kai excused himself and went into the bedroom. Fifteen minutes later, he reemerged, now wearing sweatpants and a T-shirt. "I hope you don't sleep in those?" I teased. "Sometimes," he replied, "especially when it's cold. But I won't be wearing them tonight.”

He sat down and took my hand. I told him I was getting tired and was going to freshen up - brush my teeth, and so on. Already done, Kai said. A few minutes later, I returned and grabbed Kai's hand. "Let's go to bed." The gravity of the moment hit me. This was the first time I would sleep with another man since I met John.

We went to the bedroom and, without fanfare, undressed. Both naked, we got into bed. Kai reached to turn off the light on the nightstand, leaving one on my side of the bed still on. I turned it off, but we left on a small lamp that was on a table in a sitting area in his bedroom. Just enough light to illuminate us. I wanted to see Kai

I turned on my right side, and Kai snuggled in, pushing his body as close as he could get. Big spoon, little spoon. I put my arm over Kai's shoulder and reached down to gently hold his balls. "That feels nice," he said. After a few minutes, I took my hand and ran it down Kai's back to his ass. I rubbed his ass cheeks, loving the tactile feel of the fine hair covering his ass. I then moved my hand lower and found Kai's hole. He moaned. I left my finger on his hole, slowly circling the rim.

There was no rush. After five or ten minutes of rubbing his hole, Kai said, "Jason? Will you fuck me? I need to feel you inside of me and have you fuck me - to make love to me." I can do that, Kai. Are you sure you don't want to wait until tomorrow when we are rested? I asked. "No, I need it now," he said. By now, my cock was rigid, and precum was flowing.

"Jason?" Kai asked. "Yes, Kai." "I have another question, and I don't know how to ask this." “Just say it” I encouraged him. "You told me the other day that you and John were just tested and are negative." I've never been fucked, but I did get tested a few months ago as well when I had my physical. I was negative." He paused for a few seconds and then said, "Will you fuck me without a condom? I want to feel your cock - skin to skin. I want you to cum in my ass."

"Kai, if that's what you would like, I'm more than okay with it" I continued: "There is something special about knowing that your cum is in the ass of someone you love."

Kai was now on his back, and we were kissing. It started as a slow, passionate kiss and then became almost violent, like our lives depended on it. Our tongues explored each other's mouths, feeling as close as we could get.

While we were kissing, I grabbed the bottle of lube, poured some into my hand, and reached between Kai's legs. Rubbing the taint and going down to his asshole, he raised his ass up for me, and my fingers found his hole. I stuck a lubed finger up his ass and found his prostate. Then two fingers. He was ready for this, but I wanted him nice and open for me when I shoved my cock up his ass.

I knew that tonight was not going to be one of rimming him and taking a long time to get Kai ready for being fucked. He wanted it, and he wanted it now. His need was almost primal.

We continued to kiss, but from his moaning, I knew that he was ready to be fucked, and I was ready to fuck him. The thought of fucking him without a condom added to the intensity of the moment. The thought of filling him with my cum was intense, to say the least.

I wanted to see his face when I penetrated him, so I put him on his back. I moved between his legs and lifted them up to my shoulders. I took extra time showing him my hard cock, slapping his ass with it and lubing it up, getting it ready to enter him. "Fuck me, Jason," he said, "please fuck me."

"You want this, don't you?" I said as I slapped my dick across his hole. "Yes, I want it more than you know." “How do you know you're gonna like it, Kai? This is the first time you've been fucked.” Kai told me "I know I’ll love it because it's you fucking me for the first time. I never thought the first time I was fucked it would be by the man I love"

"Please, please fuck me now," he continued. I continued rubbing my cock head around his hole. I was lubed and ready to go, and I made sure that Kai was also lubed. I took my cock and put the tip at the entrance. I felt his ass twitching. He clearly wanted this.I slowly pushed into him, breaching the outer ring and entering his tight ass. The look on his face was a mixture of pain and pleasure. I told him to breathe and to try to relax his ass muscles. He was starting to relax his ass; I could feel it. It was working—he was opening up to me. The look on his face went from one of pain and pleasure to just pleasure.

I continued to push slowly into his ass and told him to tell me if he wanted me to stop. "No, Jason, fuck me, keep going, fuck me, please." I pushed further and further until I was all the way in. My cock was buried as far as it would go in Kai's ass, and my balls were resting against his ass. I stopped for a minute to let him get used to the intrusion, and then slowly started moving in and out, in and out, letting him feel for the first time what it feels like to be fucked. The faster I moved, the more my balls slapped against his ass. He was moaning and clearly enjoying this. I looked down, and his cock was hard and dripping with pre-cum. I held it as I fucked him, not wanting him to cum yet because I wanted to extend his pleasure. By extending his pleasure, I was also extending mine.

After a few minutes, we rolled to our side, my cock still in his ass as we rolled over with Jason laying there, his ass containing my hard cock.

I rubbed around Jason's hole with a finger and felt my hard cock moving in and out of his ass. I started to move faster, pulling out and then shoving my dick as far back into his ass as it would go. Jason turned and started to kiss me, our tongues dancing with each other. I reached down and grabbed his hard dick as I fucked him, taking his pre-cum and rubbing it against the tip of his cock. He moaned loudly, telling me how good it felt, how much he wanted to cum. I told him I didn't want him to cum yet.

This was perfect. I was in heaven: His tongue in my mouth, his cock in my hand, and my cock in his ass, fucking this beautiful man that I had fallen in love with. Yes, I was in love with Kai, and I was fucking him for the first time.

I rolled Kai onto his stomach. He wanted to try being fucked missionary style, feeling my full weight on top of him, my with my cock in his ass. I positioned my cock at his hole and entered him with one push..My balls were against his ass when I started to fuck him. Faster and faster. The faster I went, the harder my balls clapped against his taint. Kai was moaning and telling me how great it felt.

We were sweating, both groaning, and animalistic. I could feel myself getting close to cumming, so I slowed down.

I wanted Kai to come first; I wanted him to feel my hard cock fucking him as he came. I rolled him back onto his back with his legs over my shoulders again and grabbed his cock. It didn't need any lube because he had so much pre-cum. I started fucking him again, slowly at first and then faster as I jerked him off.

I told him I wanted to see him cum; I would keep fucking him until he shot his huge load. As I was going faster and faster, Kai told me to slow down a little, that he wanted it slow and for me to pull out and then shove my cock back into his ass in one shove. I did this several times; all the way out, followed by a shove of my cock into his ass until my balls were at against his taint. Kai told me he wanted to feel my cock against his prostate as he came. His breathing was becoming heavier, and he started to moan that he was getting close.

I knew the moment was near when Kai would be coming for the first time with a cock in his ass. He opened his eyes and looked at me. We were staring at each other. "I love you." He told me as he got close to shooting his load. "I love you too, Kai."

With that, he let out a large moan, his ass clenched my cock, and huge ropes of cum came shooting out of his cock. I held his cock as he shot a massive load of cum.

I was close as well, and I asked Kai if he wanted me to cum. "Yes, cum fo, Jason, but I wanna be on my stomach when you cum. I want your weight on me and feel you shove your cock as far into my ass as possible. I want you to shove your cock in my ass as far as possible when you give me your load."

I pulled out momentarily and then I rolled him onto his stomach, this time placing a pillow under his hips. I got on top of him again, positioning my cock at his hole. I penetrated him with one push, all the way into his ass. I started pounding him and within a matter of minutes, I was close to cumming. I reached around and hugged him and kept fucking him, and I told him I was getting close. "Cum for me, Jason," he said, "fill my ass with your cum, please. I need it. I want it." Kai's ass gripped my cock, and I kept fucking him. With one final push, I told him that I was cumming, and I started to unload, spasm after spasm of my cock unloading a massive amount of cum into the hot, sweet ass of this man that I loved.

We laid there for a few minutes, my cock still in his ass. Words weren't necessary. We just laid there. When it was time to pull out, I did so slowly. As I pulled out, I could see my cum dripping out of his ass. It was a beautiful sight, knowing that I had given this man, this beautiful man, the gift that he wanted: my cum in his ass. We kissed, and as we were kissing, Kai started to cry.

"Why are you crying?" I asked. "I'm happy," he replied. My first time getting fucked was a magical experience; all because of you, Jason.

I didn't tell Kai that I was confused, confused about what had developed between us in the last few weeks. It was unlike anything I've ever experienced. I loved him, pure and simple. I was in love with this man. Tonight, we didn't have sex. Tonight, we made love.

After a while of cuddling, we got up, both jumped into the shower, soaping each other, and gently honoring the bodies that had given each of us so much pleasure. Kai's smooth brown skin, his cock, and his beautiful asshole were nothing compared to the soul of the man that I had gotten to know. At first, the attraction may have been physical, but now I am seeing so much more. Kai is worthy of love, more love than I can give him at this point, and that made me sad. But I'm remembering what I said to him. We have these few days to explore our connection.

Next week, he'll be coming to San Diego and meeting John. That will be a pivotal point in determining the future. Decisions will be made, and unfortunately, if I'm not careful, there is every opportunity that someone could get hurt.

After the shower, we got into bed, turned off all the lights, and just held each other. Words weren't necessary. We had talked enough today. We just held each other, and after a while, both of us drifted off to sleep. My first night sleeping with a man other than John. What was strange was that it didn’t feel strange. It felt natural, comfortable and safe. I slept like a baby. During the night I woke up a few times and Kai and I were always at close as possible, curled up together and sharing the intimate act of sleeping together.

I slept late and woke up at 9:00 o'clock. Kai was in the kitchen cooking. "You didn't have to do this," I told him. "We could have gone out for breakfast." "I wanted to do it. I wanted to cook for the man I love," he replied. We ate a late breakfast, and then Kai asked me what I wanted to do today. I told him that I had no plans and would be comfortable doing anything that he wanted to do. "Well, I don't think I wanna be fucked again," Kai said. "You really gave me a pounding last night, and my ass needs some time to recover." Last night was so amazing, Kai said. It was beyond anything that I ever expected. And I know part of what made it feel so amazing is that the cock in my ass belonged to the man that I love. And that man, the man I love filled my ass with his cum.

We decided to go for a long walk, exploring his neighborhood, visiting a few nearby parks, and just enjoying a beautiful morning. It was nothing planned, but it was just a simple act of two men being together. Two men who love each other.

The rest of the day went quickly. I asked Kai what he would be doing if I wasn’t here. “Probably going to Costco,” he laughed. “Let’s go,” I said. “Really?” “Absolutely—I love Costco, plus I’ll be with you.” We had a great time at Costco, going up and down the aisles, Kai getting the things he needed, and taking advantage of all of the free samples. It really was a great way to spend the afternoon.

We headed back to Kai’s and when we got home, I told Kai I was going to take a quick shower. “Am I not invited to join you?” “Of course,” I said. “I have an idea,” Kai said. “Let’s take a bath. I have the huge tub that I never use.” Kai started to fill it and within a few minutes we were in it. I settled in first and then Kai got in—settling between my legs with his head on my chest. We enjoyed our leisurely bath, taking time to kiss, wash and explore each other with our hands. It was a sweet, tender way to end our day.

After our bath, we got out of the tub, dried each other off and put on our robes. We both sat on the edge of the

Without saying a word, I got up and went between Kai's legs and opened his robe. His cock, still flaccid had settled into his neatly trimmed crotch. His balls hung low. Without words, I went down and put his cock in my mouth. I felt it growing as I started to suck it. Within minutes, it was rigid. I held his balls. I looked up at Kai and said, "I need to taste your cum one more time before I leave. I need to swallow it and carry it with me."

I proceeded to give Kai a blowjob that I knew would be one he would remember. After about 15 minutes, I knew he was getting close and I proceeded to just slowly suck him, knowing that he was going to cum soon.

"Jason, I'm cumming." I put the tip of his cock at my mouth so I could feel his cum squirt down my throat. My hand held his cock, and he shot a massive load. I swallowed every drop and continued to suck him until his cock went soft.

I got up and sat beside him. "Your turn” Kia said, and repeated what I had just done to him. His cock sucking skills had evolved to master level in just the short time that we've known each other. He took me to the brink and back several times, and finally, with a loud moan, I came down his throat. He swallowed every drop and once again, like me, let my cock go soft in his mouth before he came up and sat beside me.

We shared a kiss, one final cum-filled kiss before I got up to start packing for my flight to DC.

The day was coming to an end. Kai followed me into the bedroom and sat, watching as I packed my carry-on bag. After finishing, we went back to the living room and Kai brought us both a glass of wine. "Costco's best," he laughed. Not a lot of words were spoken, but we knew we were coming to the end of a very special two days..

Kai looked at me and said he had something he wanted to talk to me about. "Sure," I said. "You are going to DC for a few days and have a one-night stop in Dallas planned," he said. "That's correct." Selfishly, I want you to stop and spend the night with me. More than you know. I want the man I love to return for another night in my bed. But, I was thinking that maybe you should go from DC to San Diego." I was surprised by the suggestion, but deep down I knew why Kai was suggesting it.

I started to cry. "I want to stop, Kai. I want to be with you. I want to sleep in your bed and wake up with you in my arms. I want one more night with you," I said.

"I know," Kai said. He was crying now as well. Kai found a moment of levity when he said, "I've never cried with another man." "I just think you may want to go directly home to San Diego. Surprise John," he said. "John has been so understanding and has given you; given us, the opportunity to explore," he continued. "And I fell in love with you, Jason” And I fell in love with you," I said as I started to cry harder. We hugged until the tears had subsided. "Are you still coming to San Diego to visit?" I asked. "Absolutely," Kai said. "We owe it to each other and to John."

Kai continued, "Next week John will be brought into our relationship. There are so many unanswered questions. Neither of us knows what to expect. Will John like me? Will John be jealous of me or vice versa? Will John be jealous of you and I being together going forward, and how will I feel meeting the man that you have loved for so many years? Will John see our love and fall in love with me as well? Could all three of us fall in love and would it be possible to have a three-way partnership? A triad or throuple, I think it's called," continuing, Kai said, "so yes it's important for me to come to San Diego."

I told Kai that I never thought we would fall in love so quickly and with such intensity that it could possibly threaten my relationship with John. I started sobbing again.

Kai held me. "And if it threatens my relationship and I want to be with you, Kai, I don't even know if you would have me." Kai said, "Jason, let's not go down that path. We are getting ahead of ourselves. We will have many questions answered next weekend and I do think you owe it to us and to John to go home when you leave DC” "Can we still talk every day?" I asked. "Of course," Kai said, "that will not change."

Let's get ready to go to the airport," Kai said. I looked at him and told him that I would love having him drop me off at the airport, but I was afraid that saying goodbye at the airport would be too difficult. I had cried more in the 90 minutes than I have in a long time, and I knew, in my heart, that saying goodbye to Kai at the airport would bring those emotions, so close to the surface back and I would start crying again” Let me call a cab, Kai. We can say goodbye downstairs when the cab arrives." Kai reluctantly agreed. "Are you sure, Jason?" he asked. Yes, I was sure.

30 minutes later, we were in the lobby of his building when the cab pulled up. We hugged, tightly. Then Kai took my face in his hands and kissed me. It was a sweet kiss, tongues intermingling for a few seconds before we pulled apart. I grabbed my carry-on. "I love you, Jason," Kai said. "Call me when you get to DC." I looked at Kai and said, "I love you—more than you will ever know." With that, I went to the cab, threw my bag in the trunk, and got in the backseat.

And yes, I started crying again.

 

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Part nine: The Journey of Three Hearts

When I arrived in DC, the first call I made was to Kai. He answered on the first ring, and I told him I'd made it safely to DC and checked into my hotel. "I had a wonderful time, Kai. In fact, I don't know how to describe what I'm feeling after spending the past few days with you." I know, he said. "I feel the same, and I'm really sad that I won't be seeing you on Friday when you fly back to San Diego." “No more than me, I said. "But I think you're right. I need to get home and be with John. And Kai, I was thinking on the plane that I needed to have a very honest conversation and be honest with him about the feelings I have for you."

I told Kai I came to that conclusion as I spent the time on the plane writing in my journal.

On a bumpy flight to DC from Dallas, I just left Kai, and I'm sitting on the plane, feeling like I want to burst into tears. Yet, I'm so excited and happy about what I just experienced in Dallas with Kai. What happened? I love John more than anything, yet this beautiful man, Kai, came into my life a few weeks ago and has shaken my world.

At first, we both thought our attraction was purely physical, but along the way, something happened. I fell in love with him, and he fell in love with me. So, now I'm in the spot of loving two men.

John and I agreed to open our relationship, but I don't think either of us had a clue that something like this would happen. What am I going to do? I don't know, but I need to confront what's happening and hopefully not hurt anyone in the process.

I can't get Kai out of my head. Thoughts of him consume me. Sex with him was the best I've ever had, or at least as good as anything John and I have experienced in our years together. I can still feel Kai in my ass and experience rimming for the first time in his life. I can still taste his sweet cum. I can still hear his laughter and the depth of the conversations we had.

I'm worried that I am selfishly leading Kai down a path where he will be hurt. He is newly out of the closet. I was the first man he fucked, and I was the first man to fuck him. We were sexually vulnerable with each other in a way that surprised both of us.

How did it come to this? Is there a future with him? Can I keep seeing him and also have John in my life? Am I setting the stage to hurt John? I am confused. I think it's a good thing that I'm not stopping in Dallas on my way home to San Diego. I would love one more night with Kai, but I need to be home. John deserves that. He has let me explore my connection with Kai. He even agreed to relax our "no anal sex" rule we set when we opened our relationship. And he was home, alone, knowing that I was in bed with another man.

I'm glad he talked to Kai. They seem to both feel that it was an easy conversation. Both of them are excited about Kai's visit to San Diego, but I'm freaking out about it. I doubt that it will be possible for me to hide my feelings for Kai when he arrives. I want to sleep with him, but I will be in bed with John.

I don't want to force a threesome, unless both Kai and John are interested in exploring it. I want John to see what is so special about Kai sexually, but more than that, I want him to see the person that resides beneath the physical beauty.

And I want Kai to see why I love John. I would love for the three of us to sleep in the same bed, but I fear that would freak out Kai and possibly John. In fact, I think it would be amazing if Kai, John, and I slept together the first night without making it sexual. I would love for the three of us, all naked, cuddling and experiencing an intimacy that doesn't involve sex during the first night of his visit.

After experiencing that, hopefully, we can have a conversation; all three of us; and explore what is happening. Is there a future with Kai that includes both John and me? I don't know. I would like to think so. Will I be jealous if Kai and John have sex, even if I am in the room with them? How will I feel if I witness John fucking Kai? How will Kai feel if John and I are fucking? How can we integrate him into our lovemaking? There are so many questions. This is new territory for all of us.

I know this much: I need to go through the weekend with Kai with an open heart. I need to discuss this with John before Kai arrives. I owe that to him. The plane is landing.

Kai told me that he hadn't stopped thinking about me, about us, since I left his condo. "Jason, I've never been in love. I've never experienced this before. I love how I'm feeling, yet it's scary. I don't know what to do with these feelings, especially since you are with John; you have a life with him. Who am I to intrude in that?" I told Kai that this is something I wanted to keep talking about in anticipation of his visit to San Diego the following week. And, Kai, I know - more than anything - I need to be honest with John about my falling in love with you. I can't hide it from him. It's not fair to him to keep what we discovered with each other a secret.

After talking to Kai, I called John. "How was your visit with Kai?" he asked. I told him that we had a very good time, downplaying the magnitude of what had happened over the past 48 hours.

"I'm glad you talked to Kai yesterday. After the conversation, he said that he was really looking forward to meeting you," I said. "I feel the same, Jason, although I have to admit that I'm nervous. I don't know what all transpired between you and Kai."

I told John that I wasn't going to stop in Dallas on the way back to San Diego to spend another night with Kai. "Why?" he asked. “Is everything OK with you and Kai?”, he asked. “Absolutely, but we are going to see him next weekend, and besides, I want to have the entire weekend with you," I reassured him. "I miss you, and I want to spend some quality time together before Kai's visit. We can talk about everything that happened and figure out how to move forward."

John seemed to understand, and we made plans for the weekend. I knew that I had to be honest with him about my feelings for Kai and the incredible experiences we shared. I couldn't keep it from him any longer; it wouldn't be fair to either of them. As I settled into my hotel room in DC, I felt a mix of excitement and anxiety, knowing that the next few weeks would be a turning point in my life and relationships.

The next couple of days flew by, and I managed to get on a nonstop flight from Dulles to San Diego that departed just after noon on Friday. I used points to upgrade to first class. As the plane flew over the heart of the country, I felt a twinge of regret for not stopping in Dallas to see Kai. But I knew this was the right decision. John was at work, so I told him not to bother picking me up. I'd grab a cab and head home, giving myself some much-needed alone time to decompress.

Upon arriving home, I found a card on the kitchen counter. John's handwriting was unmistakable. He had written:

"I’m glad you’re home. I missed you more than you know. Most importantly, I love you. I can’t wait to get home and start our weekend; just you and me. (And I can’t wait to fuck you) Sorry, I couldn’t resist. XXOO, John."

I unpacked quickly and took a slow, leisurely shower. Thinking about Kai in the shower resulted in an “immediate erection.” I masturbated for a bit, but didn’t cum. I wanted to save that for John.

I emerged from the shower, dressed in a pair of shorts and a T-shirt, and settled into the living room with a glass of iced tea.

Just as I was getting comfortable, the door opened, and John walked in with a huge smile. He looked stunning in his crisp dress shirt, tie, and khakis that hugged his ass perfectly. He plopped down next to me on the sofa, grabbed me, and gave me a kiss that lasted for several minutes. Our tongues reconnected, even though we had only been apart for four days.

"It seems like it’s been a long time since you left," John said.

"It does, and I’m really glad to be home," I replied. "A lot has transpired in the past few days, and I’ll tell you all about it later."

John suggested we go out to dinner, which sounded like a good idea, but I asked if I could take a nap first. It had been a long day, and I was fading. "Go get into bed, and I’ll join you in a few minutes," he said. "I didn’t sleep well last night, or the night before, so I could use a nap too. And no, Jason, nap isn’t code for sex. That comes later," he laughed.

I walked into the bedroom, dropped my shorts and T-shirt, and crawled under the covers. John, beautiful John, came into the room and undressed. I watched as his chest, pecs, and beautiful ass came into view. He turned, and I marveled at his cock and balls—the same cock that had given me so much pleasure over the years.

John took a quick shower and walked out with a towel around his waist. "Much better," he said. I pulled back the covers, and he dropped the towel, crawling in beside me. Usually the big spoon, John decided to switch it up. I put my arm around him and hugged him as tightly as possible.

"Thanks, Jason. I needed this," he said. "Needed what?" I asked.

"I needed you home and in our bed and us cuddling. When we do this, I know that everything is right in the world."

We both clearly needed a nap. Within minutes, we had drifted off to sleep and woke up almost three hours later. The sun was down, and it was almost nine o’clock. We hadn’t intended to sleep so long, but we obviously needed it.

John rolled onto his side and asked, "Do we really want to go out to dinner? We could order carryout instead and stay home."

That sounded good to me. "Chinese?" John asked. "Perfect," I replied.

We lay together for a few more minutes before John made the first move and got out of bed. He grabbed a pair of sweatpants and a T-shirt and put them on. I followed, putting on the shorts and T-shirt I had been wearing earlier. We went to the kitchen island and went over the carryout menu from our favorite Chinese restaurant. They stopped taking carryout orders at 10:00 o’clock so we had plenty of time. After deciding what we wanted, John called and placed the order. It would be ready in 20 minutes. He said he would go and pick it up. It was a short drive—he would be back in no time.
"Don’t forget the fortune cookies," I said as he was walking out the door.

I took this opportunity to call Kai. He was home and answered the phone on the first ring. "I’m glad you called; I’ve been thinking about you—actually about us," Kai said. He continued, "How was your flight home? And why are you calling me now, isn’t John there?"

I told him that John was getting carryout Chinese and I had a few minutes and wanted to hear his voice. "I’m glad. I wanted to hear your voice as well," he continued. "How are things with you and John?"

"Fine...he got home, and we were both exhausted. We decided we needed to take a sexless nap," I laughed. "A three-hour nap. I didn’t sleep well last night, and I think the same is true for John."

"We haven’t had any conversations yet, but I think that will happen tonight or tomorrow sometime," I said. "Have you thought about what you are going to say?" he asked.

"Not the exact words, but I need to tell him that I have fallen in love with you," I replied.

"Yikes, that’s scary...he probably won’t want me to come to San Diego this weekend," Kai said. "No, Kai, I don’t think it will change our plans. John isn’t stupid. I know he can sense something has shifted."

The door opened, and John walked in. He looked at me, and I said, "I just called to say hi to Kai." John walked over near me and bent down by the phone and said, "Hi, Kai...can’t wait to meet you next weekend."

I told Kai I needed to go. "Dinner is served," I said.

Kai replied, "I know you can’t say it, but I love you, Jason." I replied, "I know...me too."

We decided to eat casually at the kitchen island. John had brought out placemats, plates, and all the utensils we needed. He used chopsticks; I was a klutz and always settled for a fork. Two wine glasses were filled with a nice Chardonnay.

John sat down and picked up his wine glass. "Cheers—to you being home and to new adventures," he said. I touched his glass to mine. New adventures, I wondered? Does he know more than I thought he did?

We started eating dinner, sharing two appetizers and three different entrees. We always get more than we need, so we have leftovers. As we were finishing, John asked, "So, how was Kai?"

"He was good. I just wanted to see how his day was," I replied.

Without looking up, John said, "You really care about Kai, don’t you?"

I thought about how to respond and finally said, "It’s complicated, John. The answer to your question is yes, I do care about him."

"That’s not complicated," he responded.

"It is, and I wasn’t going to say anything until later tonight or tomorrow, but this is as good a time as any." My voice was trembling as I said, "It’s complicated because my feelings for Kai, and his feelings for me, go further than we ever thought would happen. I have fallen in love with Kai."

I paused and then continued, "I need to be honest with you. It doesn’t change how I feel about you. In fact, I love you more than ever. You are my best friend and my partner." I paused, "I didn’t know that it was possible to fall in love—to be in love with two men at the same time, but that’s what’s happened. I didn’t set out to fall in love, John. Please believe me." I started crying.

I continued, “And I’m worried that I am setting up a situation where Kai will get hurt. Or you will get hurt...or both of you will get hurt. I’m worried about Kai’s vulnerability. I was his first in several ways: the first person he has opened up to about coming out; the first guy to fuck him, and I was the first guy that he fucked."

"But it’s more than sex, John...there is a beautiful soul with an open heart that I met when Kai came into my life," I said. "And now I don’t know what to do. I want Kai to visit us so you can meet him. Yet I understand if you don’t want him to come. I want to have you see and experience how special he is. And I hope that the three of us can have discussions that will lead us down a path where no one gets hurt. It’s a tall order, but I think we can do it." I stopped and took a deep breath. I had rambled on for several minutes.

John took my hand and looked me in the eye. "Jason, first, thank you for telling me and not keeping this a secret. Second, I have to admit that this scares me. I don’t want to lose you. And last, I am looking forward to meeting Kai. We knew there would be challenges when we opened our relationship. He paused for few seconds “I love you, Jason. We’ll get through this. I just don’t want this to be the end of us."

John looked at me with his beautiful brown eyes, and tears started to roll down his cheeks. "It’s not the end of us, John," I said. I got off my stool and walked over to him and gave him a hug; one that I never wanted to end.

"Let’s have a good weekend. We can talk more about this whenever you want, John," I said. Jason “then said “There is one more question, Jason. Do you think that we should sleep with Kai? Should we bring him into our bed?" I replied, "I would be okay with that, but it’s really a decision that you and Kai have to make." John then said, "I hope Kai agrees."

We sat for a minute and were just getting up to clean up from dinner when I said, "Hey, where are those fortune cookies?"

John pulled them out of the carryout bag. I chose one, and he took the other. "Okay, read your fortune," he said.

I ripped open the wrapper and snapped open the cookie. I read the message out loud: “The heart knows what the mind denies." We looked at each other, stunned at the fortune.

John opened his and read it: "Love’s journey is never straightforward." It was eerie. The fortunes spoke to our current situation in more ways than one.

John looked at me and said, "Whatever happened to the stupid fortunes like the last one I got that said, "The fortune you seek is in another cookie'"

I was glad that we got the conversation behind us. Now we could spend the weekend enjoying our time together, discussing the revelation of my love for Kai further, and plan for his visit in less than a week.

We spent the rest of the weekend in a mix of comfortable silence and deep conversations, navigating the complexities of this new reality. John and I explored every angle, every possibility, and every fear. We laughed, we cried, and we held each other tightly, reminding ourselves that our love was strong. And we had incredible sex.

As the days passed before Kai’s visit, we found a rhythm that worked for us. We decided to take things one step at a time, starting with Kai's visit. John wanted to meet him, to see for himself the man I had fallen in love with. I was nervous, but hopeful. I knew that Kai was special, and I believed that John would see it too.

The day of Kai's arrival finally came. John and I had prepared the guest room, stocked the fridge with Kai's favorite snacks and bought him some Guides to San Diego that we placed on the nightstand. As we waited for his flight to land, I couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation and anxiety. I knew that this visit could go in so many different directions, and I was braced for whatever might come.

 

[sunandfun]

what a great chapter...I am so nervous and excited for Kai's visit!

 

[dupont36]

what a great chapter...I am so nervous and excited for Kai's visit!

Thanks for the feedback. I'm working on the next part and hopefully will have it done tomorrow. I think this was my favorite part to write.

 

[Graham123]

Great story telling dupont36 and fraught with a love triangle that may or may not last for the three of you in this relationship? I will look forward to the final chapters if you write them.