Now as if the whole situation with Henry wasn't complicated enough. Recently, afew months back, I developed a crush on Daniel. It isn't romantic kind (I've accepted that romance is not in the cards for me) but it's lust, pure carnal lust. It started ig back when I started working out again. I was struggling and I reached out to Daniel who was in shape and worked out frequently and he still is an active football play, which resulted in him having an amazing body, visible abs, athletic lean body, with cuts and everything. Plus he loves to show it off now. So I reached out to Daniel and asked him to train me for a few days so that once I get all the forms and angles right I'll workout at home by myself. He said 'sure, come to house by 10, when I workout and I'll train you' I did and when I got there, we went to the roof Henry came too, and Daniel removed his shirt, was only wearing shorts that too with no underwear (insert clown emoji). I have already seen Daniel shirtless a thousand times since 2016 when I moved back here, but idk this time, it was all slow-motion, light breeze hiting his hairs, droplets of sweat sliding through his abs, his low hanging shorts reveling his crack, his soft dick moving with each motion was hitting me in a new kind of way. I tried not to let my mind wander there, but it did, lots of dirty thoughts were talking place in my mind, on top of that when he tried to correct my positions, standing behind me or in front of me, or when I had to touch this upper body for support it was all too much.
At first I tried to ignore it, to stop my mind from having all these thoughts but the next day it was harder, so I decided not to train with Daniel and download a fitness app and took help from YouTube and Google, just to stop me. Things went smooth for a bit. But now Daniel wasn't the same Daniel. Everytime I looked at him, wild things ran through my head, even his dude banter like 'suck my dick bro' or 'I'll fuck you' was turning me on. One time I was waiting for Henry, he had gone somewhere, and Daniel was with me, keeping me company, I was sitting on the stairs, and Daniel was shirtless, in his trousers, straight in front of me, while waiting, Daniel asked to pola-pola him (those of you who do not know what pola-pola is, its like caressing your fingers on someone's skin lightly, that it kinda tickles) so Daniel was facing me, so I had to like wrapp my hands around him to pola-pola him, while caressing, I slid my hands in his trousers and caressed my fingers on his ass, his didn't react just said 'did I said to go there?' I didn't respond but looked him in the eyes, my head was blank as to what I was doing and the only thought I had was to slam him against the wall and suck him off, Daniel said 'but it feels nice' I swear in that moment I was about to act on my thoughts but their father's voice came from above asking for Henry, Daniel replied to him 'papa Henry isn't home' while my hands were still in his trousers massaging his ass, another voice came 'who's downstairs then?' Daniel replied 'Alex (let's call me alex)'s here) his father continued 'oh Alex beta (son) come up' I blurted 'ughh' to Daniel and I went up, his father asked me to fetch his medicines from the pharmacy across the street. I came down and Daniel was hiding his hard on, and as I went down he grabbed me to put his hands on my shoulders in friendly manner and said let's goo. Later when I got home this whole situation confused me, did Daniel wanted to do more stuff? What happened? Later on, it kinda became normal for us. For example one time, we were playing ludo on his roof Henry was sleeping downstairs, and before playing Daniel said whoever losses will get smacking on his ass, I was like sure, and for the first round Daniel loosed, and he got up, slid his trousers down reveling his ass, and I smacking his ass, 2nd round I lost, and I just got up and Daniel removed my shorts a bit and smacked mine, while we were playing 3rd round Henry came up, I lost and we started laughing and joking but Daniel didn't bring smacking up like we've been doing something bad behind Henry, but I brought up, told Henry while laughing 'we were betting that whoever loses will get a smacking on his ass' Daniel played it like he forgot and went like 'ohh yess' and came and smacked my ass without removing my shorts.
Daniel has now become more flirty with me, touching me, even his dude banter to me is more like 'sexual' sometimes he grabs my face to almost like kiss me but never actually does. Even when I try to initiate something he turns it into a friendly thing, from example the just a few days back it was raining and Daniel removed his shirt, we were on the street outside their home, and Henry went up to help his dad on the stairs, and Daniel came close to me grabbed my face and pulled it near his, I was vaping so I had smoke in my mouth, I leaned in to release smoke in his mouth, and our lips almost touched, and then he pushed a lil back, but stayed there looking in my eyes that I had to say 'let go' for him to let go.
This all confuses me, I mean I do have hots for Daniel, and I do want to roll my tongue all over his well shaped peach, but Daniel's behaviour confuses me, does he want to do? Does he not want to do?
What do I do? Should I do? What if I do and this affects my friendship with Henry?
At first I tried to ignore it, to stop my mind from having all these thoughts but the next day it was harder, so I decided not to train with Daniel and download a fitness app and took help from YouTube and Google, just to stop me. Things went smooth for a bit. But now Daniel wasn't the same Daniel. Everytime I looked at him, wild things ran through my head, even his dude banter like 'suck my dick bro' or 'I'll fuck you' was turning me on. One time I was waiting for Henry, he had gone somewhere, and Daniel was with me, keeping me company, I was sitting on the stairs, and Daniel was shirtless, in his trousers, straight in front of me, while waiting, Daniel asked to pola-pola him (those of you who do not know what pola-pola is, its like caressing your fingers on someone's skin lightly, that it kinda tickles) so Daniel was facing me, so I had to like wrapp my hands around him to pola-pola him, while caressing, I slid my hands in his trousers and caressed my fingers on his ass, his didn't react just said 'did I said to go there?' I didn't respond but looked him in the eyes, my head was blank as to what I was doing and the only thought I had was to slam him against the wall and suck him off, Daniel said 'but it feels nice' I swear in that moment I was about to act on my thoughts but their father's voice came from above asking for Henry, Daniel replied to him 'papa Henry isn't home' while my hands were still in his trousers massaging his ass, another voice came 'who's downstairs then?' Daniel replied 'Alex (let's call me alex)'s here) his father continued 'oh Alex beta (son) come up' I blurted 'ughh' to Daniel and I went up, his father asked me to fetch his medicines from the pharmacy across the street. I came down and Daniel was hiding his hard on, and as I went down he grabbed me to put his hands on my shoulders in friendly manner and said let's goo. Later when I got home this whole situation confused me, did Daniel wanted to do more stuff? What happened? Later on, it kinda became normal for us. For example one time, we were playing ludo on his roof Henry was sleeping downstairs, and before playing Daniel said whoever losses will get smacking on his ass, I was like sure, and for the first round Daniel loosed, and he got up, slid his trousers down reveling his ass, and I smacking his ass, 2nd round I lost, and I just got up and Daniel removed my shorts a bit and smacked mine, while we were playing 3rd round Henry came up, I lost and we started laughing and joking but Daniel didn't bring smacking up like we've been doing something bad behind Henry, but I brought up, told Henry while laughing 'we were betting that whoever loses will get a smacking on his ass' Daniel played it like he forgot and went like 'ohh yess' and came and smacked my ass without removing my shorts.
Daniel has now become more flirty with me, touching me, even his dude banter to me is more like 'sexual' sometimes he grabs my face to almost like kiss me but never actually does. Even when I try to initiate something he turns it into a friendly thing, from example the just a few days back it was raining and Daniel removed his shirt, we were on the street outside their home, and Henry went up to help his dad on the stairs, and Daniel came close to me grabbed my face and pulled it near his, I was vaping so I had smoke in my mouth, I leaned in to release smoke in his mouth, and our lips almost touched, and then he pushed a lil back, but stayed there looking in my eyes that I had to say 'let go' for him to let go.
This all confuses me, I mean I do have hots for Daniel, and I do want to roll my tongue all over his well shaped peach, but Daniel's behaviour confuses me, does he want to do? Does he not want to do?
What do I do? Should I do? What if I do and this affects my friendship with Henry?
) I could see his ass which made me gulp. In my time with Henry, doing "pola-pola" to him for bazillion times, I know every week spot of his, lol so I tried those with Daniel and he's like hella ticklish, and he was enjoying every bit of it. We were talking as well. And he'd keeping cursing when the tingling was unbearable for him but I kept going. And time to time I'd slip my hands inside his pants to his ass. His ass was was so soft when it was relaxed. But whenever I go to his ass there was no reaction from Daniel, like it was normal, which it wasn't. As were speaking of 'pola-pola' and week spots and stuff, I told him that I am ticklish as well but you're way more then me, and I asked if you're ticklish here as well and slid my hands further down his trousers. I wanted to go to his thighs but my hands slipped to his balls and he jolted and said 'not on my balls' and I quickly slipped em out. Later as he said that it's late he should probably get back to his home, it started raining outside and he decided to wait, still laying on his stomach and my hands still caressing his back and ass. He said 'it's okey you can stop, you'll get tired' I said, not wanting to stop for my own pleasure 'it's fine, I don't like my hands to be free for long times, anyway' and I got up and sat. With his ass on display I just couldn't resist and instinctively I slid his pants down and bit his ass, his ass was so plump I was amazed, like Henry's ass is big but it's not plump, whereas Daniel's was so soft. When the moment was over and I'd realised, I thought I'd get some kind of reaction from him now, but nope, still nothing. Anyways it went on until the rain stopped and Daniel went home before going he said he'll come tomorrow as well. Which was kinda weird, I thought this was like a one time thing as all the incidents with Daniel before but my overthinking started and I thought maybe he wanted to finally make a move. Anyways I was excited for it. Day passed and next morning when I didn't heard from him, I texted 'you comming?' And no reply and I slept, later that day he said that he slept. I was like chill. And then next day he didn't came as well, I didn't asked or gave a reaction and that day at night before going home he said 'I'll come today, just make some tea' I was like okey. And he came I had laid the mattress before he came, i made the tea, we yapped, I had my head on his lap, we wasn't wearing underwear obviously but I didn't think of it much as I'm an ass guy and his dick was soft atm when suddenly our conversation idk when and how turned to jearking off and porn and he started getting hard. It was like my head was on his thigh and my hand was touching his dick and I could feel his dick g twitching and getting flaccid as we talked about porn and then he showed me his collection of porn in his phone and told me how his friends added him on whatsapp groups of porn and that's why he has over 3000 videos of desi porn, as he was scrolling to show me, his dick kept getting hard, until he was like 'oh wait lemme show you the hottest one I saw' and he scrolled and while his dick kept getting hard and In my mind there were thousands things running as to where this situation is leading, he knows my hands are touching his dick and he knows he's getting hard with no underwear yet he's not moving my hands or telling me to get up. And then he found the video we were watching it, no doubt the couple in it was sexy as fuck, it's rare for desi porn videos to have such hot couple. I couldn't focus on the videos as my focus was on my erect dick and Daniel's fully hard dick touching me, he seemed bigger then Henry but still smaller then mine, but I couldn't say for sure. In that moment I contemplated saying something about his dick or just turn my head and bite his dick or do something but idk I got cold feet. Anyway I got up and introduced him to Sidney sweeny, the absolute goddess. And some time later he went home. When he went home I texted him to send me that hot video he had but he said no and I was like send me, and he was like no you'll jerk off and I was like duh, don't ruin but he didn't send and I slept. And these sessions continued, once I was rosting Daniel on something and he'll hold my face and bring it close to his like super close but not kiss and says 'you do not wanna see my wrath' or 'don't angry me' and once I decided to give him a taste of his own medicine, I wore a trouser and no underwear and asked him to do pola-pola on me with strategically wearing the waist low to expose my crack lol. Daniel seemed to enjoy that as well he'd keep taking his hands down to that exposed area and keep looking at it and maybe he got hard as well, but he didn't slid his hand fully in like I do to him. And one time arguing over that porn video I jumped on him, and sat on his lap, like you do when you ride. He wasn't wearing underwear I wasn't wearing any, just his light shorts and my light trousers between us and my ass grinding on his dick and he started getting hard when I said 'I won't let you go until you send me that video' and he was saying that he has deleted it. 
) and his dick hanging and his plump little ass on display in those white trousers and to make matters worse his lifted his shirt to wipe his mouth and it was again all like slow motion, with visible abs, those sexy lines on the side of his torso and his lil ass jiggling as he walked. All in slow motion.
