Way too emotionally involved with someone youve never met who is just supplying porn. And your other responses just now show you’re still the sameI feel really stupid and embarrassed, I had a crush on him for ages. This is a lot of baggage to unpack I thought he was just some cute english lad who still lived with his parents. I was duped for quite some time in his chats and it wasn’t even him This is a real dagger to the heart, but I blame myself for being so horny for him. The more I learn about him just makes me feel like a total fool.