I have a background in marketing and advertising and as a result I was often looking at new and unique ways to get the advertise. We were in a meeting one day and the Media Director starts talking about this cool campaign that an organization did with this new chat site called āChatrouletteā.
āHave you guys heard about the ad campaign āRandom Healthā did using Chatroulette?ā
āNo. Umā¦ whatās Chatroulette? Iāve never heard of it.ā one of the other Account Executives asked.
It was nice to not be the only one that didnāt know all the latest sites. Not to age myself, but if youāve been reading youāll notice that I do mention how long Ted and I have known each other. Things like Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIN, and SnapChat either didnāt exist or were just starting out. Meetings like this were common because the digital landscape was changing so rapidly.
āItās this really cool chat site. You can chat with random people around the world, but its on video. If you donāt want to talk with them you can skip to the next random person.ā
āYou, mean random from anywhere in the world and you can see them on your screen and they can see you?ā one of the older Directors asked.
āExactly, you can have a conversation over video. Kind of like in Back to The Future.ā the Media Director continued. āSo Random Health hired a bunch of people to hold up different signs about STIs like - 1 in 6 people contract random STI fact. You are that 1. The person is trained with stats and can have a conversation with the person or just get skipped to the next random person.ā
āWow! Thatās a really cool idea!ā I said. āThatās so impactful.ā My brain automatically started turning on how we could use this for any of out clients. But I was going to need more information and do some research.
Reflecting on this I donāt remember thinking anything would ever come from it. It would really take the right kind of client or campaign to be able to use something like Chatroulette. But Iād look into it, worse case scenario Iād have some random conversations with people from around the world.
When I got home that evening I was telling my partner about my day and how I was going to check our this site called Chatroulette. I explained the campaign and that I wanted to see if there was anyway we could use this for our clients. That night I sat on the couch with the TV on and logged into Chatroulette.
Connectingā¦ Finding random personā¦ Loadingā¦ Random faceā¦ Type āhelloā in chatā¦ waitā¦Skipā¦ onto next random personā¦ And the process repeats for a few cycles and then the video comes up and its a penis. Itās erect and itās filling my screen. My heart starts racing. Iām flush with adrenaline. What the fuck is happening? I quickly hit skip and take a breath and wait for the next face to pop up. The words āOh wow.ā escape my lips.
āWhat?ā my partner asks me looking away from the TV at me.
āSome random guy is jerking off on here. I just skipped it. Can you believe that?ā I donāt know why but I hadnāt crossed my mind that this would happen. But I was intrigued so I kept going. Trying to engage in conversation with people and if a penis or the ever so rare breasts came on screen Iād watch for a while.
I became obsessed. I was on the site all the time. I would have it on at home whenever I was alone. Iād have it on in the background at work. I didnāt have a cam but I could chat and was good with my words and describing things. I would have fun watching a guy stroke his cock all while writing in descriptive detail how I would treat his cock. I eventually got bold enough to take my cock out when I was alone and play along. It was such a rush. I eventually found PinkRoulette - the gay/bi version and that was a whole new world.
One day Ted was over and were hanging out watching some TV. We didnāt see each other as much now that we were living in different towns.
āWhatās new with you?ā he asks making small talk during the commercials.
āI found this new chat site called Chatroulette. I was checking it out for work and fuck man it can be fun.ā I knew I wanted to get on there with him. Just to have some fun joking around and maybe more. āYou go on and you can chat with random people from around the world. Iāve seen some hot chicks on there.ā
āEver seen more?ā his curiosity getting to him.
āYeah man. Seen some great tits.ā I didnāt want to leave out the fact that there would be dick too. āI mean thereās dicks too, probably more than tits, but itās pretty fun. Iāve had some good actual conversations with people too.ā
āCool.ā and like that the conversation seemed to fall dead.
Fuck I thought, what do I now?
āWant to check it out? See if we can chat up some hotties?ā I inquired. The nice thing about being bi, was that for me seeing anything on there was fun. The prospect of getting on there with Ted had me raging hard, but I had to play it cool.
It would take years before we could be open and honest about wanting to fool around without having to go through a whole ritual of playing it slow and cautious. I had to read Tedās body language and comments - despite now admitting to enjoying sucking cock - Ted was very much fighting the urge and resisting it. At times he could get harsh and snap at me for asking to play. I understood it, I was fighting a lot of the same inner demons. We had our evangelical upbringing condemning us. We were both partnered. And, for Ted, enjoying dick was like a slap in the face to his masculinity. There were many times were weād be getting to the point where I thought weād be getting off together and heād just shut it down.
As I waited for him to answer, I subtly adjusted myself. It seemed like forever.
āSounds like it could be fun. Do we have to go on camera or show our faces?ā he asked?
āNo man, we can have the camera off or adjust it so it doesnāt show our faces.ā I said getting up to get the laptop and a card table to sit it on.
I set everything up and logged in. We went through the usual routine - new faceā¦ skipā¦ dickā¦skipā¦ faceā¦ chatā¦ skip. We did find a couple of girls to chat with for a bit.
āNot much action on here tonight.ā I said, knowing full well that most of the fun on here happened with gay, bi and curious guys. āThere seems to be more cock that usual.ā I laughed.
āI donāt think Iāve ever seen that much cock ever.ā he laughed. āYou ever get yourās out on here?ā
Had I head him correctly? How do I answer? āYeah, I have.ā came my hesitant reply not sure how he was going to react. āI was bored and thought why not. Is that weird?ā
āNah, I donāt think so. I could see it being fun.ā
āItās a bit of a rush, to be honest, showing off.ā I let words hang there and kept navigating the chat. Weād been on here for awhile. I had been hard on and off a lot and was getting a wet spot in my underwear from pre-cum.
We are sitting side by side on the couch. Our sides right up against each other so that we can both fit on the webcam. I peek down at his crotch and can tell heās hard as well. We continue the process - new faceā¦ skipā¦ dickā¦skipā¦ faceā¦ chatā¦ skip. Then this nice dick pops-up and I leave it there for a bit.
āThatās a decent cock.ā I venture. Silence for a few seconds that feel like an eternity.
āYeah, thatās a nice cock.ā he responds
Chat:
- Hey
- Hey - nice dick.
- Thanks. How come yourās arenāt out?
Well there it was and I didnāt have to bring it up.
āDo you want to?ā
āSure, why not? Could be fun.ā he no sooner had those words out of his mouth and I was working to get my raging hard cock out and Ted was doing the same.
My heart skipped a beat as he pulled his thick cock out and started stroking it. I could tell he was wet with pre-cum. Heās always been a pre-cummer, not overly so, but just enough get a good build up.
Chat:
- Better?
- Yeah. You guys have nice dicks.
- Thanks
- Where you from? Weāre from Canada
- Iām from the UK.
- Nice. Guess that explains being uncut.
- I suppose.
We stroked our cocks with our uncut chat partner for a bit. āWant to check out more?ā I said.
āYeah, lets find some chicks. See if we can find some titties and pussy.ā he said turned on by the act of exhibitionism.
Back through the process. We tucked our dicks up under our shirts and continued. Weād find some girls to chat with but nothing was coming from it. It was 90% dudes looking for chicks to jerk off with.
Every so often weād stop and chat with a guy and chat for a bit. Weād found another guy with a nice cock and great body. We watched him for a bit.
Chat:
- Hey
- Hey
- Take your cocks out?
Weād lift our shirts and stroke our cocks.
- You guys are hot.
- Thanks youāre hot too.
- You guys boyfriends
- No. Just buddies having some fun
- Hot. You should jerk each other.
Things couldnāt be going any better I thought. We both looked at each other and took the others cock in hand and started stroking each out.
I could feel his pre-cum on the tip and without thinking whipped it off and fed it to him off my finger tip. He licked and sucked it off my finger. It felt unreal. He then repaid the favour by feed me my own pre-cum. I sucked it off of his finger and imagined I was sucking the pre-cum off his did. My cock was throbbing.
- Fuck man you guys are hot.
- Damn
- You guys ever suck each other?
- Yeah a couple times
- I think you guys should suck each other?
We look at each other with a look that says āIām game if you are.ā
- What do you want to see?
- Left suck right
I was on the left, so this meant that I would have to suck Ted. I made sure my face was covered enough and I went down and took Tedās thick cock, oozing pre-cum into my mouth and started sucking him. I sucked him for a while and then came up for air to see how our viewer was enjoying his show. But he was gone and it was showing a new cam coming up.
āWhat happened there?ā I asked. Wiping the saliva from the sides of my mouth and lips.
āOh, he nut and left.ā Ted laughed.
āI see, and so you just thought youād let me keep sucking.ā I grinned.
The night went on like that for a while. Weād find someone cool to play with. Weād get asked to suck and jerk and weād comply.
Chatroulette never became a regular thing for us but we did play together on there a few more times.
Weād edge, jerk, and suck each other into the early hours of the morning the session ending when one of us would hit the point of no return. We learned early on to keep a healthy supply of paper towels around. Our loads after all the edging were massive, and I discovered that after that much jerking off and excitement, I could shoot my load hard and far. (Fun Fact: Shot over my head once and hit the headboard and wall behind me on my first Grindr hook-up.) So I needed to have some handy to keep my load from showering me and the couch.
I donāt remember at what point we finally blew our loads that night but we have talked about that night a few times over the years and had some good laughs about it. I think weāve both revisited that one in a masturbatory session or two throughout the years.
I miss those nights and I miss him.