Fascination, Curiosity, the whole “bigger is better “ mindset, big tits, butt, cock. I remember seeing Johnny Wadd (Holmes) Porn & laughed, like it was so cartoonish. Then Deep Throat came out, saw it at a drive in. Ah, gotta love the 70’s man!
During PE , appreciating well endowed guys, acknowledging my appreciation . Fortunately, giving me signs & signals, hints of further interest & intentions . My cousin’s buddy & my first Jack off buddy besides my cousin were both large well endowed specimens.
But it wasn’t until 2 decades later at the bathhouse & gay beaches, when I came in close contact with porn sized, Mandingo sized man cocks, sucking & fucking them, that my curiosity was fulfilled, pun intended, and my insatiable lust , fetish, was satisfied