My biggest fantasy is being watched whilst being fucked, or sex in a public place. The bigger the audience and the higher the number of guys who fuck me the better. I've never managed a big gangbang in a public place (that is the top fantasy), but i've been fucked in front of others many times. Another fantasy is also anonymous sex - being used by strangers. All of this bareback, but that isn't an option for me.
Sauna experiences: saunas are a great place to get fucked in front of others. In my ho-ing days, I would get naked in the public areas of the saunas and anyone willing to fuck me was welcome - I almost never went to the private rooms, and if I did I often left the door open so guys could watch. I once even combined 2 fantasies (exhibitionism and fully anonymous sex) - I waited in a gloryhole cabin with my ass at the hole and the cabin door wide open (this gloryhole cabin was at the end of a long corridor). A few guys used my hole through the gloryhole whilst a big group watched from down the corridor. I remember a particular giant perfectly shaped rock hard cock that fucked me really hard, and I wanted him to fuck me on my back in another public area, but he didn't want to come out of his cabin. We continued to fuck through the gloryhole for a while to a large audience. I like slings too, but they make it difficult to check if guys are wearing a condom, but another fantasy would be to be in a sling all evening while a big group of guys take turns fucking me bareback, filling me up.
Public sex: public sex is also a huge fantasy and I'd like to do more. My top 2 experiences are: 1) a guy was once eyeing me up all night in a club and i signaled to him I was leaving around 3am. Without saying a word to each other all night, he followed me out and I smiled at him, and he winked at me. He got on the bus I got on, sitting a few seats away. He got off when I did, always walking a few steps behind me. I knew a quiet alleyway near my place I walked into and took off all my clothes, and bent over against the wall. He took his cock out, fucked me and left me there standing naked when he was done. 2) Another time, I'd just left a sauna at around 1am in central London and was still lubed up. A tourist asked came up to me on the street asking if I knew of any good gay bars. I asked him if he was looking for sex, he said yes. We went to a doorway that was a few steps down from the street, where he fucked me right on somebody's doorstep.
Webcams and videos: as part of my fantasy of being watched, I started obsessing over guys who could fuck me on Cam4 or Chaturbate so the world could watch (not for tokens, just for the thrill of being watched). Not everyone is willing to do that on webcam, and of course consent is crucial. I have managed to find guys 3 or 4 times who did so, and I ended up with a big audience (between 50 and 400 viewers). Most guys wore masks to cover their faces, I did not, which also added to the thrill. But I wanted more. Most recently I had a day where I hired multiple escorts who were willing to fuck me on camera. The first one that day had a nice long cock and he wore a mask to fuck me on Chaturbate. The second broadcast that day was a 3some where 2 super hung escorts fucked me hard for an hour. They even DP'ed me (another fantasy I've tried a few times) on Cam4. But after these recent broadcasts, Cam4 and Chaturbate banned me as the other guys were not ID verified. Shame, as I want to do this again.
Anonymous sex, another fantasy: I've had a few anonymous sessions, where I've left the door open and waited for guys to come in and use me as I wait naked, ass up and lubed up, condoms next to me. One particular session in NYC was particularly hot as it was a hotel in a central location, and the elevator did not require a key card to use. At one point there were 3 guys in the room at one time. About 7 guys came in that night. I had to stop and kick one out because he took his condom off mid way. I want to explore this fantasy more, but giving up that level of control is risky. A fantasy is to do a big anonymous session fully bareback though, ideally on webcam. Guys can wear masks if they like to protect their identity - I do not.
Safety: One thing that allowed me to have these experiences was always using protection - and I was meticulous about it, even if it took away from the moment a bit. I carried condoms and a sometimes a small lube sachet in my wallet (the ones you get at saunas are great). At saunas I became a pro at carrying condoms and lube sachets in my rolled up towel. I would usually put condoms on guys myself or double check if they put it on themselves if I was not in a position I could do it myself. I also frequently touched the cocks fucking me to make sure the condom was still on. You get used to it, and it becomes natural and a part of your routine - there's sexy ways to do it that don't kill the mood e.g. changing positions and guiding their cock back into your hole with your hand can be sexy and you're also making sure the condom is still on. At saunas, if guys waiting to take their turn on you see you using condoms with someone else, they'll also usually put one on themselves and guys in saunas have almost always respected if you want to use a condom. This made me feel a lot safer in exploring my fantasies, and allowed me to explore more.
My biggest fantasy now which I want to make happen is to have 4+ guys with huge cocks fucking me on webcam, taking their turns fucking me hard one by one over and over again with a big audience, and then I release the recording on a porn site. I also want to invite a few guys to sit fully clothed on one side of the room to watch in person. I can afford to hire the escorts to fuck me on webcam (a lot of escorts consent to webcams/recordings, I always ask in advance), and can invite guys to come watch in-person from Grindr etc (have also managed that before) but I don't know what site to use anymore where I can broadcast this to a huge audience. Any ideas?