Why are you a total bottom?

It gives me excitement when a man I view as masculine and alpha sees me and decides he’s going to have me. I like that he decides.
I don’t question it. It’s a chemical attraction.


Having my ass and mouth used in bathhouses in college was my introduction that men only saw me as a submissive slut. I loved when they kept coming up to me for another “dip” or telling their friends they had to try my mouth.

I really had no desire to penetrate another femboi and could never even consider myself inside a daddy or Bi man.

Sometimes I kiss a pretty boy and lick tits but there is always a Top in the room with us.

When I was fucked with abandon by a married man - and I saw appreciation in his eyes of my worship and hunger, I understood my place in this world.
 
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I was very versatile from the very first time I tried anal. And remained very versatile, going bottom with my 2 exes who loved to top, being a top for a few bottoms fuck buddies, and swapping with other versatile guys.

But about 5 years ago, my blood pressure sky rocketed. I ended up in the hospital for a week while they worked on getting it back in line. They prescribed a bunch of high blood pressure meds (currently I am taking 5 a day) and those meds fuck with my ability to get an erection. I'm still horny all the time, but getting an erection is not possible at the moment. But hey, my blood pressure is where it is supposed to be.

That is why I am a total bottom.
 
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Being a bottom to start just happened, I didn't know anything about gay sex to start off with and as my butt cheeks were open after his rimming it just seemed natural when he positioned his cock at my hole and pushed inside. It wasn't comfortable but felt so good I didn't know what to do or say and before long I was moaning as I came.
I loved feeling he was in control, to the point where I'd just let him fuck me at his whim. It wasn't until 3 years later after some heart problems that he wanted me to top him and it took a while to get used to.
 
It gives me excitement when a man I view as masculine and alpha sees me and decides he’s going to have me. I like that he decides.
I don’t question it. It’s a chemical attraction.


Having my ass and mouth used in bathhouses in college was my introduction that men only saw me as a submissive slut. I loved when they kept coming up to me for another “dip” or telling their friends they had to try my mouth.

I really had no desire to penetrate another femboi and could never even consider myself inside a daddy or Bi man.

Sometimes I kiss a pretty boy and lick tits but there is always a Top in the room with us.

When I was fucked with abandon by a married man - and I saw appreciation in his eyes of my worship and hunger, I understood my place in this world.
I'm not there yet, but your last sentence really touches me so deep
 
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I have a hard time mantaining an erection while topping. It takes a lot of dirty talk or me imagining being fucked. And only twice n my hole life I manage to cum from fucking. I just keep hoping the guy cums soon, so it ends.