With missiles whistling above us, we finally fucked
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It took me a minute to catch my breath after omri's 'free lesson', the best lesson I ever got. my heart was beating, I had cum over me, if I stank before I really needed a shower now. The small light was on, the bathroom light was on. I climbed down from the top bunk bed where he threw me for a lesson. Omri was sitting on the bottom bed. his hands were covering his face, I guessed that he had some shock of his near-death incident. It was probably being some loop in his head. He looked at me coming down naked and drenched. He didnt see what a huge smile I had until I saw him sitting like that, trying to hide tears or was it me, did he regret it already? like he always read me, he looked up and said "its not you" and omri gave his half-smile, this time it looked forced over his face. Are you ok, do you want to tell me the details? I asked sitting naked next to him, it felt so weird and so wonderful. "ew..f, seriously go shower" omri said making a face at my stinky sweaty body. I went in the shower, praying he would come join me. I was still very much erect from excitement, but when I saw him stand at the door naked, it all hardened in two seconds. He saw it as it hardened upwards, so there was now no question how much I wanted him, if he still has any.
He was standing at the door, his legs slightly spread apart, his arms to his side, looking at me showering, and knowing he was teasing me by just standing naked looking at me shower. His eyes had than naught thoughts look. He just stood there, it was now annoying. I closed the water. "what? I said. "just looking" he said. His body, his face, the way he was standing tall and hot looking right at me with my erection. I stepped out towards him. He grabbed my shoulder to bring me closer. His hand went towards my erection, the minute I felt the tip of his fingers, I couldnt hold it at all and more cum shot upwards. a bit landed on his abs. I was shaking a bit nervously at the whole situation, also angry with myself for not being able to control my urge for this man so close to me. omri looked down at his abs, and raised his eyebrows in a "well what can we do?", looking into my eyes it felt like he was taller than me by a meter.
My hands went up to touch his chest. his sexy chest hair on muscled pecs. "go for it, Im yours - give me orders" he said so manly in a deeper voice that I almost came again. His posture, so tall with his legs apart and his thick cock half erect towards me. I wish it would be fully erect at watching me shower but I had to be realistic, he wasnt married, he was staight, he was so beautiful I had to touch all of him.
My hands were on his chest. over it, holding the side, gently playing with his nipples. we had talked about my facsination with it, and he was giving me finally to experience it as I had in so many dreams about him naked, just like he was now. and it was real - my hands were touching his muscled tall body. making him flex, feeling his shoulders and biceps and neck and behind, his wide muscled back. He flexed, turned, raised his leg, swaying it and then flexing it so I could feel it. at some points his hands took mine and guided them over his body as he flexed his abs, to his torso, and then over his cock, so he could rub it in my hand, at first slow, then faster. his eyes closed as he was bringing himself to cum and his grip on my hand was intense. then he threw my hand to the side, he gave a grunt and two times his cum shot on the plastic shower curtain with a noise when it hit. he looked at me looking at this intense result. I never had anything close to that projectile. Omri took the hand shower on the plastic and then aimed it at me next to the curtain. then on himself giving me all of him turning around and flexing in the water as his hand moved it around and up. He closed the water and stepped out two steps to take me into it with him. it wasnt a big shower, and we were close to each other. He was just getting started, I understood when he closed down the water, and as I was getting a towel I felt his arms turning me and then lifting me with the towel still in my hand. omri took me to the tile wall next to the door and sat me on it in the air my back against the wall and his large hands on my ass. I was now not close to him but completely touching him or he was me.. the sensation was incredible. he opened his one arm from below me leaving the other free to go over my erect cock which was so near his abs. his touch around it made me cum in seconds. I think at that moment he got to see just how much I was madly in lust with him. He put me down and I went to the shower again. He took a towel and dried himself and threw it at me. I knew he was into more. I could see it in his gaze at me. and he knew I wanted anything and everything with him. I just wasnt sure he was really willing to do anything more.
He was standing at the door, his legs slightly spread apart, his arms to his side, looking at me showering, and knowing he was teasing me by just standing naked looking at me shower. His eyes had than naught thoughts look. He just stood there, it was now annoying. I closed the water. "what? I said. "just looking" he said. His body, his face, the way he was standing tall and hot looking right at me with my erection. I stepped out towards him. He grabbed my shoulder to bring me closer. His hand went towards my erection, the minute I felt the tip of his fingers, I couldnt hold it at all and more cum shot upwards. a bit landed on his abs. I was shaking a bit nervously at the whole situation, also angry with myself for not being able to control my urge for this man so close to me. omri looked down at his abs, and raised his eyebrows in a "well what can we do?", looking into my eyes it felt like he was taller than me by a meter.
My hands went up to touch his chest. his sexy chest hair on muscled pecs. "go for it, Im yours - give me orders" he said so manly in a deeper voice that I almost came again. His posture, so tall with his legs apart and his thick cock half erect towards me. I wish it would be fully erect at watching me shower but I had to be realistic, he wasnt married, he was staight, he was so beautiful I had to touch all of him.
My hands were on his chest. over it, holding the side, gently playing with his nipples. we had talked about my facsination with it, and he was giving me finally to experience it as I had in so many dreams about him naked, just like he was now. and it was real - my hands were touching his muscled tall body. making him flex, feeling his shoulders and biceps and neck and behind, his wide muscled back. He flexed, turned, raised his leg, swaying it and then flexing it so I could feel it. at some points his hands took mine and guided them over his body as he flexed his abs, to his torso, and then over his cock, so he could rub it in my hand, at first slow, then faster. his eyes closed as he was bringing himself to cum and his grip on my hand was intense. then he threw my hand to the side, he gave a grunt and two times his cum shot on the plastic shower curtain with a noise when it hit. he looked at me looking at this intense result. I never had anything close to that projectile. Omri took the hand shower on the plastic and then aimed it at me next to the curtain. then on himself giving me all of him turning around and flexing in the water as his hand moved it around and up. He closed the water and stepped out two steps to take me into it with him. it wasnt a big shower, and we were close to each other. He was just getting started, I understood when he closed down the water, and as I was getting a towel I felt his arms turning me and then lifting me with the towel still in my hand. omri took me to the tile wall next to the door and sat me on it in the air my back against the wall and his large hands on my ass. I was now not close to him but completely touching him or he was me.. the sensation was incredible. he opened his one arm from below me leaving the other free to go over my erect cock which was so near his abs. his touch around it made me cum in seconds. I think at that moment he got to see just how much I was madly in lust with him. He put me down and I went to the shower again. He took a towel and dried himself and threw it at me. I knew he was into more. I could see it in his gaze at me. and he knew I wanted anything and everything with him. I just wasnt sure he was really willing to do anything more.
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I saw in his eyes that sexual gaze. omri being the natural 'ladies man' - well he knew how to look at you in a way that you just knew he wants you. That is why when I entered the bedroom I was surprised to see him in underwear, just sitting on the lower bunk bed. my insecurity was still high, and I went for a new pair of underwear as well. He looked up at me putting them on but didnt say anything. my mind was constantly split. He now knew just how much I was sexually attracted to him, which was - totally, and the fact he wasnt gay, he was happily married and sexually attracted to his Shiri, because any normal straight man would be and maybe he just wanted to give me something he couldnt or wouldnt do. On top of that was the incident that night that was obviously playing in omri's head. In a few hours he would be ordered to go to the initial investigation and being so calculated it was clear he was in thoughts about it. So again I was insecure. in underwear not knowing what to say, what to ask, or what to initiate.
I checked the time, it was 4:30 am.
"hey are you ok" I sat on the bed next to him. It looked to me I had chicken legs next to his nicely muscled legs. omri turned his head to the side to look at me - it was still that sexual gaze. with his eyebrows and head he gestured at my underwear - "youre thinking Im conflicted about going all the way?. As usual he could just tell exactly what Im thinking.. "well are you?" I asked. "I put on underwear because if I dont you'll be in the shower again" he said with his dimples and smile. I was a bit worried that I finished twice just from his hands touching my erection. His hand gently rubbed my shoulder and the back of my neck. well maybe he was testing if that made me cum again? "Dont get angry - but I think youre stuck on me and its not healthy. and for me to help you move on and find your life partner.." "is to play sexual with me?" I was so disappointed. I was a charity case fuck. but I was delusional. I made him into my fantasy for half our life, when it was always one sided. I knew from highschool what his sexual attraction was. and he was right, as always. I was so stuck on him I had not moved on in life. that much. and he saw it tonight. I was disappointed at the truth, not with him saying it aloud and clear in my face. I needed to love and lust someone else, who could be with me and love and lust over me. What if I couldnt let him go? I would even want to just look at him making out and fucking with his wife. Even that would be something I fantasized about, maybe I would see them on some website, or a secret sex tape or they invite me to watch them. Here I was not dreaming about him, I was finally having him. and it was just to help me. humiliating - that was not in my years and years of dreaming us together.
"OK. so let me be the top. I want to fuck you". I didnt, in all my dreams Im the bottom. he initiated. he's in charge. I knew he wouldnt, for anything, even not to "help" me. he just wouldnt do it ever again, so why did I say it, I surprised myself. "No" omri said looking at me intensly now. "its how I need it to be" I said.
"no you dont, I know you dont". Why was he so triggered by me being the top and fucking him? did I just stumble on something? I remember my mind racing. do I give in? will he be so turned off that we will even destroy our friendship? maybe he's afraid he will be into it?..
I got up and stood next to him, grabbing his face. "lie down on the bed. take off your underwear. now" I said in my best commanding voice. omri looked up smiling. "no" he said smiling. he stood up right in my face. "you want to give the orders here?" he asked. two seconds and he held my arm twisting it around my back and held it there. "make me do it" he whispered in my ear and making my arm now really hurt. "are you afraid?" I said through pain. "oh. Im the one afraid? maybe youre afraid of me inside you? maybe thats why you finished. the fear. of me?". omri's hand was now on my neck pushing me back up as he let go of my arm. "Dont try it again, or there will be much worse punishment" he said next to my ear as his hand was gripping my neck even tighter. omri shoved me into the wardrobe door and his hand was over my mouth with his other firmly on my erection. "are we clear? yes? I think we are" he said looking down at my erection in his hand and nodding his face "yes" still holding my mouth and my head. His hand went into my underwear and held my total erection. I wanted to cum. "no you dont.. when I say you can" he said looking into my eyes, with his hand covering my cock head in the middle of his hand and his fingers gripping around it. "you will say, yes the commander. am I clear?". I was too in shock now to speak. "am I clear?" omri said again in a deep voice. his massive hand moved to grip my neck and I felt my feet lifted from the ground with my hands rushing around his hand to try escape his grip as he lifted me into the air and I felt I couldnt breath. he put me down with his hand still around my neck and his other still holding my erection. "yes the commander" I said near to crying as I was trying to catch my breath again.
He let go of me and stood with his hands on his hips watching me take off my underwear and cough.
"stand straight, and salute" he said as I brought my right arm to my forehead "yes the commander".
"feet together, back straighten up, shoulders back" omri's fisted hand pushed my shoulder back with a small punch. "head up" his hand pushed my head upwards and his other hand flicked at my erection "try again". "yes the commander". "cant hear it". "yes the commander!" I shouted now. "omri can we stop this?" I said. He displayed his hand turning into a fist, his body twisted to the side and he threw a crazy punch right into the wardrobe door with the metal now folded and unlocked. "you had something to say?" "no the commander" I said really worried as I looked back at the door really in shock.
"You still want to fuck me?" omri said with his angry gaze directly into me. "yes the - no the commander".
Omri took off his underwear. Then he bended, his muscled leg kicking mine behind my knee and I buckled to the floor between the wardrobe and the beds. he quickly folded down, turned me on my back to pin my arms and sat naked on top of me. His left arm then grabbed my erect cock. I was so in shock still I didnt understand what omri was doing and his right arm and elbow were now on my neck.
He lowered himself and I felt my cock as it slowly entered his ass. deeper. omri gave a deep grunt of pain
and lowered himself more. his two hands now held my pecs, his mouth uttering deep sighs with more of my erection entering his tight hole I began to see his body was also shaking a bit. He closed his eyes and began moving up and down my cock. omri was in agony saying "shit" over and over but braved it and didnt pull me out. I took his arms, pulled him towards me, my legs lifting his body and pushing my cock into him. I was in charge and he was taking it. It was amazing. I did not feel any of the pain in my neck or legs, all I felt was the sensation of being inside him and holding his muscular hot body. he said no. he gave a whole show off before. but he wanted it. he wanted it. he wanted me. I knew it.
I checked the time, it was 4:30 am.
"hey are you ok" I sat on the bed next to him. It looked to me I had chicken legs next to his nicely muscled legs. omri turned his head to the side to look at me - it was still that sexual gaze. with his eyebrows and head he gestured at my underwear - "youre thinking Im conflicted about going all the way?. As usual he could just tell exactly what Im thinking.. "well are you?" I asked. "I put on underwear because if I dont you'll be in the shower again" he said with his dimples and smile. I was a bit worried that I finished twice just from his hands touching my erection. His hand gently rubbed my shoulder and the back of my neck. well maybe he was testing if that made me cum again? "Dont get angry - but I think youre stuck on me and its not healthy. and for me to help you move on and find your life partner.." "is to play sexual with me?" I was so disappointed. I was a charity case fuck. but I was delusional. I made him into my fantasy for half our life, when it was always one sided. I knew from highschool what his sexual attraction was. and he was right, as always. I was so stuck on him I had not moved on in life. that much. and he saw it tonight. I was disappointed at the truth, not with him saying it aloud and clear in my face. I needed to love and lust someone else, who could be with me and love and lust over me. What if I couldnt let him go? I would even want to just look at him making out and fucking with his wife. Even that would be something I fantasized about, maybe I would see them on some website, or a secret sex tape or they invite me to watch them. Here I was not dreaming about him, I was finally having him. and it was just to help me. humiliating - that was not in my years and years of dreaming us together.
"OK. so let me be the top. I want to fuck you". I didnt, in all my dreams Im the bottom. he initiated. he's in charge. I knew he wouldnt, for anything, even not to "help" me. he just wouldnt do it ever again, so why did I say it, I surprised myself. "No" omri said looking at me intensly now. "its how I need it to be" I said.
"no you dont, I know you dont". Why was he so triggered by me being the top and fucking him? did I just stumble on something? I remember my mind racing. do I give in? will he be so turned off that we will even destroy our friendship? maybe he's afraid he will be into it?..
I got up and stood next to him, grabbing his face. "lie down on the bed. take off your underwear. now" I said in my best commanding voice. omri looked up smiling. "no" he said smiling. he stood up right in my face. "you want to give the orders here?" he asked. two seconds and he held my arm twisting it around my back and held it there. "make me do it" he whispered in my ear and making my arm now really hurt. "are you afraid?" I said through pain. "oh. Im the one afraid? maybe youre afraid of me inside you? maybe thats why you finished. the fear. of me?". omri's hand was now on my neck pushing me back up as he let go of my arm. "Dont try it again, or there will be much worse punishment" he said next to my ear as his hand was gripping my neck even tighter. omri shoved me into the wardrobe door and his hand was over my mouth with his other firmly on my erection. "are we clear? yes? I think we are" he said looking down at my erection in his hand and nodding his face "yes" still holding my mouth and my head. His hand went into my underwear and held my total erection. I wanted to cum. "no you dont.. when I say you can" he said looking into my eyes, with his hand covering my cock head in the middle of his hand and his fingers gripping around it. "you will say, yes the commander. am I clear?". I was too in shock now to speak. "am I clear?" omri said again in a deep voice. his massive hand moved to grip my neck and I felt my feet lifted from the ground with my hands rushing around his hand to try escape his grip as he lifted me into the air and I felt I couldnt breath. he put me down with his hand still around my neck and his other still holding my erection. "yes the commander" I said near to crying as I was trying to catch my breath again.
He let go of me and stood with his hands on his hips watching me take off my underwear and cough.
"stand straight, and salute" he said as I brought my right arm to my forehead "yes the commander".
"feet together, back straighten up, shoulders back" omri's fisted hand pushed my shoulder back with a small punch. "head up" his hand pushed my head upwards and his other hand flicked at my erection "try again". "yes the commander". "cant hear it". "yes the commander!" I shouted now. "omri can we stop this?" I said. He displayed his hand turning into a fist, his body twisted to the side and he threw a crazy punch right into the wardrobe door with the metal now folded and unlocked. "you had something to say?" "no the commander" I said really worried as I looked back at the door really in shock.
"You still want to fuck me?" omri said with his angry gaze directly into me. "yes the - no the commander".
Omri took off his underwear. Then he bended, his muscled leg kicking mine behind my knee and I buckled to the floor between the wardrobe and the beds. he quickly folded down, turned me on my back to pin my arms and sat naked on top of me. His left arm then grabbed my erect cock. I was so in shock still I didnt understand what omri was doing and his right arm and elbow were now on my neck.
He lowered himself and I felt my cock as it slowly entered his ass. deeper. omri gave a deep grunt of pain
and lowered himself more. his two hands now held my pecs, his mouth uttering deep sighs with more of my erection entering his tight hole I began to see his body was also shaking a bit. He closed his eyes and began moving up and down my cock. omri was in agony saying "shit" over and over but braved it and didnt pull me out. I took his arms, pulled him towards me, my legs lifting his body and pushing my cock into him. I was in charge and he was taking it. It was amazing. I did not feel any of the pain in my neck or legs, all I felt was the sensation of being inside him and holding his muscular hot body. he said no. he gave a whole show off before. but he wanted it. he wanted it. he wanted me. I knew it.
You know that song ride by Twenty One Pilots - 'Ive been thinking too much, help me?'. Well I was thinking too much and somewhere at that point I figured it out. Omri needed to be in control. He needed to be in charge of everything, and he was very good at it, but maybe too good at it. He was a dad in charge little beings, and he was here in charge of us guys in this reserve unit. That was his thing. and that night in that moment of near death, thing were out of his hands. he could do nothing or change anything and it triggered him. and I wanted to be in charge a second time, and maybe it was one thing too much to give. He couldnt let me be in charge of his body, that was it and he needed to take the reins or at I had to pretend for his sake for him to be the one in charge and realizing it would make him feel safe to explore. Shiri and every girl ever let him lead them to amazing sex, and he needed this position so I let omri take control. It took seconds from driver seat to him taking the wheel. he lifted my legs that just before pushed into him, his strong arms beside my body and I felt his whole body enter me. His erection was hardening inside me. he was taking control from inside me. his entire body started to pound me half out and full in with a thump in amazing rhythm. and like a luxury family sedan turned into a muscular roaring sports car he hit the pedal and doubled the speed. He wasnt riding me, I was a racing track and he was precision racing into me, looking into my eyes almost thanking me for allowing him to show me what he can do. It was the best few minutes of extreme raw sexual pleasure that seemed like another full night was added on. Omri was way above eveything I dreamt he could do. Shiri had this all those years? no wonder she always smiled. My hands went to his amazing large chest, the perfect hair over it now sweaty after a relentless drive, then my fingers followed the vein in his long biceps in his arms next to my body. then as he went back to a family sedan and slowed his body over mine, he pulled out, his erect cock moving towards me and away over my skin. He took two breaths, and pulled me on my stomach and with his arm lifted me and his hands were on my hips guiding me to the position he wanted. then I felt the sharp sensation of him iside me again, from behind. gently lifting me until we were both on our knees, him hugging me as he pushed again in rythm and his right hand spread to hug my abs and from there to my chest. I knew his hand would reach Shiri's amazing breasts, and his fingers would play with her aroused nipples as he squeezed with his fingers on mine and heard me moan because nobody hugged and felt me like that before and it was like lightening going off on my body. I wanted him to be mine and to have this sensation of his big hands explore my body and end with his fingers playing with my cock and my balls while he enters me from behind, feeling his body close to mine, closer touching my back and swaying back.
"How am I doing, any good?" omri whispered to me when he again came close and stopped holding me firm hugging my body with both arms. "yes, the commander" I said and he gave a small laugh.
Omri pulled out, and turned me around and collapsed back on the floor. now I was the one sitting over him, his strands of hair on his forehead now sweaty. His hands guided me and his hands positioned his cock into me immediatly began accelating, the pain was so wonderful.
At first I thought the sirens were in my head, but in two seconds we went back to the reality of where we were right now. "dont" omri said watching me trying to get up and his hands were on my body. He used the up and down rythm of the sirens and fucked me to it. "we should get..". omri continued to fuck me but pulled my face with his hand on my mouth to silence me. The sirens continued a second time. I was out of breath with his hand over my mouth nearly also covering my nose. He lifted me onto his arms and entered the safety room with me in his arms, both of us naked and sweaty. He hoisted me higher on his arm and shoulder closing the steel door. and then sitting me with my back touching the cold steel of the door, he lifter me higher, my cock was next to his mouth and my hands held the ceiling. Omri's mouth licked and kissed my cock and my balls with his toung relentlessly, my hands going down to hold his head as he was playing with my erection. omri slowly lifted me down as we heard two explosions and then a third siren. "lots of activity this morning" omri said with his half smile as his hand took mine over his erection. I could feel him finishing in it. he took a toilet paper roll and wiped himself and my hand. This is so crazy - I said. we were standing naked looking at each other's sweaty body as another distant explosion followed the siren. Omri took my head in his hands for a kiss but we just stood there looking at each other. "It will get more crazy in a few hours, when I get to see who fucked up" he said. "good thing you kept yourself alive is all I can say". "yeah good thing really, am I what you expected?" omri asked smiling.
"I dont think this will help me move on from you, maybe the opposite" I said looking at the floor.
"Well, you deserve someone who you can love and take care of, not me".
Omri came in for a hug. it was suddenly so weird hugging him naked but his touch on my body was so good and secure. He was more than I ever imagined he would be, and so much less than I wanted him to be that it messed with me. I wanted to do it all over again with him, but never again as well.
Maybe I was suddenly depressed that he had sex with me, so I could move on from loving him.
We went back to the beds to take a shower together, but it wasnt the same shower as before.
It was back to watching him shower and then taking one myself. It was 5 am and we were both tired
from the night. Both probably thinking of what to make of our sex. I looked at the wardrobe door and the noise of omri breathing in his sleep. This night was realizing and shattering my dreams of omri all at once. the amazing sex, wrapped in a mess, wrapped in a mess, wrapped in a mess. I did not want someone so contolling who had to be the top and in charge at all times. I discovered his flaw, the flaw of someone who I more than admired, who was the ideal. He wasnt, and even if he was, he could never be mine.
I hated that he was correct again, I had to have him, to get over him.
I'm fallin' so I'm taking my time on my ride. Takin' my time on my ride.
Ive been thinking too much, help me.. Ive been thinking too much.
"How am I doing, any good?" omri whispered to me when he again came close and stopped holding me firm hugging my body with both arms. "yes, the commander" I said and he gave a small laugh.
Omri pulled out, and turned me around and collapsed back on the floor. now I was the one sitting over him, his strands of hair on his forehead now sweaty. His hands guided me and his hands positioned his cock into me immediatly began accelating, the pain was so wonderful.
At first I thought the sirens were in my head, but in two seconds we went back to the reality of where we were right now. "dont" omri said watching me trying to get up and his hands were on my body. He used the up and down rythm of the sirens and fucked me to it. "we should get..". omri continued to fuck me but pulled my face with his hand on my mouth to silence me. The sirens continued a second time. I was out of breath with his hand over my mouth nearly also covering my nose. He lifted me onto his arms and entered the safety room with me in his arms, both of us naked and sweaty. He hoisted me higher on his arm and shoulder closing the steel door. and then sitting me with my back touching the cold steel of the door, he lifter me higher, my cock was next to his mouth and my hands held the ceiling. Omri's mouth licked and kissed my cock and my balls with his toung relentlessly, my hands going down to hold his head as he was playing with my erection. omri slowly lifted me down as we heard two explosions and then a third siren. "lots of activity this morning" omri said with his half smile as his hand took mine over his erection. I could feel him finishing in it. he took a toilet paper roll and wiped himself and my hand. This is so crazy - I said. we were standing naked looking at each other's sweaty body as another distant explosion followed the siren. Omri took my head in his hands for a kiss but we just stood there looking at each other. "It will get more crazy in a few hours, when I get to see who fucked up" he said. "good thing you kept yourself alive is all I can say". "yeah good thing really, am I what you expected?" omri asked smiling.
"I dont think this will help me move on from you, maybe the opposite" I said looking at the floor.
"Well, you deserve someone who you can love and take care of, not me".
Omri came in for a hug. it was suddenly so weird hugging him naked but his touch on my body was so good and secure. He was more than I ever imagined he would be, and so much less than I wanted him to be that it messed with me. I wanted to do it all over again with him, but never again as well.
Maybe I was suddenly depressed that he had sex with me, so I could move on from loving him.
We went back to the beds to take a shower together, but it wasnt the same shower as before.
It was back to watching him shower and then taking one myself. It was 5 am and we were both tired
from the night. Both probably thinking of what to make of our sex. I looked at the wardrobe door and the noise of omri breathing in his sleep. This night was realizing and shattering my dreams of omri all at once. the amazing sex, wrapped in a mess, wrapped in a mess, wrapped in a mess. I did not want someone so contolling who had to be the top and in charge at all times. I discovered his flaw, the flaw of someone who I more than admired, who was the ideal. He wasnt, and even if he was, he could never be mine.
I hated that he was correct again, I had to have him, to get over him.
I'm fallin' so I'm taking my time on my ride. Takin' my time on my ride.
Ive been thinking too much, help me.. Ive been thinking too much.
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זה היה חם מהביל. אז נכתוב, יכולתי להריח אותם.
That was steaming hot. So we'll written, I could smell them.
That was steaming hot. So we'll written, I could smell them.
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