- Joined
- Jan 5, 2023
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- Location
- Huntsville, Ontario, Canada
- Sexuality
- 100% Gay, 0% Straight
- Gender
- Male
I was raised to believe being gay was a choice and was wrong. I did stuff with guys (handjob, oral) in high school, then was married to a woman for 20 years. A few months after my marriage ended I decided to get Grindr and try guys out again.
First time topping: During intercourse I laughed out loud. The guy asked why I was laughing. I said, "There's NO WAY this is wrong. This feels so good and right." I felt no shame and knew gay was okay.
First time bottoming: I expected it to hurt but wanted to try it. The guy who came over was maybe 3.5" - 4" hard. It was very disappointing. It didn't hurt, and he was only far enough in to make me feel like I needed to take a shit. Lol. I have since learned that if I'm going to bottom I like it to be a big long dick. LOL.
First time topping: During intercourse I laughed out loud. The guy asked why I was laughing. I said, "There's NO WAY this is wrong. This feels so good and right." I felt no shame and knew gay was okay.
First time bottoming: I expected it to hurt but wanted to try it. The guy who came over was maybe 3.5" - 4" hard. It was very disappointing. It didn't hurt, and he was only far enough in to make me feel like I needed to take a shit. Lol. I have since learned that if I'm going to bottom I like it to be a big long dick. LOL.
