Your reaction to seeing a bigger soft cock than your hard one

When it happens to me, I suddenly feel so inferior, somewhat emasculated. I look with awe, admiration, and envy. I wonder in my mind what that must feel like. I wish I could have a cock like that just for one day to experience all the good things it brings to its owner.

When I'm soft, I'm not measurable. When I'm hard I'm barely 4" long. So I don't really like being seen soft or hard.
 
Unless you have it in your hands you don’t always know how soft it is, many guys hang down on hard. We used to have a guy on the team who’s nick name was meat, I’m sure you can guess why. He later admitted that most of the time in the locker room he was semi hard, never fully soft. Everybody assumed it was huge soft because it was hanging straight down but he pretty much was walking around in the locker room with a hardon enjoyng the admiration.

That's called a semi