Sorry my posts are so long, I just want to give as much description and relive it as much as I can here!
Massage with my LMT was a few days ago. I decided to take like 75% (so like 80mg) of a chewable sildenafil for the hell of it, just see what happens. I took a mushroom macrodose pill too to calm my nerves a little and make it all feel even better. Just for slight body high. I was hard in seconds in the shower before I left home just thinking about what she was going to do to me this time.
I have some major lower back/glute soreness and I'm super tight so I told her I need work there the most and she said "yah your hip flexors and groin will need it don't worry". She did my back and shoulders, then moved on to glutes and hamstrings. When she tucked the sheet in under my unexposed leg her fingers really got deep into my balls and cock and she apologized for so much tucking because "the sheet on one of my clients the other day kept getting loose so I pardon my extra deep tucking" and I told her whatever you need to do is fine! Felt great, her work on the backs of my thighs. Both sides were good. At the end of her work on each leg her hand was way up the inside of my thigh and she pushed hard against the inside spot of the bone that is closest to the perineum, and pushed into my perineum a bit, and while a bit intense and slightly painful (because its tight as fuck and needs releasing) it made me gasp and moan while shuddering and she laughed. I said "damn you're way up in there, its good but ow!" She chuckled.
I flipped and thought I'd just get hard from nothing like I did last time, but I didn't. She worked my right quads and it was wonderful. Way up at my hip, started to push in towards my groin. Her hands got towards the underside of my thigh between my legs and her fingertips grazed my ass and got really near my anus and moved against my perineum; this felt exactly like how my wife touches me when she's trying to make me cum. Just below my balls, only the sheet was positioned pulling against them so they were out of the way. This made my cock stir a little and I felt the pulse in it. Then she really got into my groin on the right side and was like half an inch from the base of my cock and my balls were laying a little bit on her fingers as she worked the connection between perineum and leg. I moaned a lot, I was biting my lip, it was sensual moaning, not like "oh man you're killing me with this massage" moaning. I told her how good it felt. She didn't do the leg drop off the table this time, she got lost working on my right shoulder and upper back and spent way too much time, we were talking too much and having fun doing so

so she admitted she was behind on my problem areas and apologized. While I wanted and needed the leg drop, it'll have to come next time. That usually creates lots of hands-on contact from her on my penis.
Then left leg, same business. She said I was still really tight left side more than right and she didn't know why. Its arthritic pain and left-side issues from work for over 20 years, she knows that, but still had to say it. My penis was flopped onto my left side, head up near my hip bone, and she moved the sheet and I was nearly exposed fully but she saw it (she had to have) and pulled the sheet so it shrouded my penis and kind of wrapped it up like a burrito and she moved it towards the middle, so she would work on everything outside my groin.
Then the massage turned from starting to be more relaxing as she worked the exact same spots as before because she loosened me up the way she was hoping and how I needed to be, to this intense, and intensely sensual, massaging of my perineum, groin, and this time which was new, full on base of my cock. Hands under the sheet now, my cock burrito freed now it was loose and able to move freely. After like 4 to 5 strokes from my left side up, through and over to the base of my cock, I became rigid steel hard. I felt my erection like deep in my ass near my spine. Stroke after stroke, she did not let down. I was trembling, quivering, moaning in ecstasy, I could not help myself it was fucking exhilarating, I've never been touched like this, ever. It wasn't sensual, it was intensely sexual in feeling. And it made me anxious in a "what will she do next stroke, is she going for it this time?!" kind of way, which was fun and put me on edge, adrenaline overflow!
Over and over, she just kept at it, I could feel her hand work up about the bottom two inches of my hard on; she was pushing it over to my right side pretty hard, like trying to get it out of the way. She absolutely knew I was rock hard there was no question. It was like she was almost grabbing me by the base of it. It was as if she was doing it because I was hard, or that she made me hard. I had to say, through nervous and excited swallowing, "man you're really doing a number on me" and she said "what?" and I repeated it, because I figured she'd get my point. She replied, which made me laugh a little in a "I don't think you get my point, even though you created my 'point' and are handling my 'point'!!", "yah I don't know what happened, you were all loose and relaxed and you just suddenly became tight and a little tense." I felt like admitting, "you're exciting me and you made me hard, and it feels like you're about to give me a handjob, that's why!!" because every stroke from outside my groin and through it to the base of my hard on felt like the next stroke up would go further up my shaft and she was nearly giving me a handjob. It felt like a handjob she just wasn't going up far enough for full stimulation. She was even moving her hand, pretty hard, across my whole scrotum and sometimes working over and across my testicles, but it didn't hurt, it was just intense and felt unreal, very good, and very sexual.
My heart was racing a mile a minute. I was nearly shaking, almost every breath out of me expressed how much I was into this and how good it felt. I said "this feels so good" and "what you're doing is so god oh my god" several times, her reply was a sensual "ummm hmmm". If she moved up my cock and stroked it even just a few times I was going to cum instantly. After a few minutes of this she finally stopped, and covered my leg up. My erection was pointing to my belly button, and the excitement died down fast and I got a semi and as I did I felt precum surge out of me and make a puddle on my tummy. I left it there as she finished on my chest, shoulders, neck and face. She left and I got up slowly, and pulled the sheet off me and there was a thick very soaked quarter-sized dollop of precum in the sheet. I had to soak it up with two tissues. There was precum on me, and I milked out more massive drops so I could put my underwear on and run to pee. I had to pee a lot of the time she was in my groin, but the sexually stimulating ending on left side made the pee feeling leave and I just got rock hard instead.
As I checked out with her at the little desk in this small office suite and paid her, she told me to do some stretches for my legs, and that I need to put my arms up straight as it pulls up on the hips through the sides of the torso, and her nipples were rock hard (no bra) and as she demonstrated facing me it was like "hello, my nipples are amazing here they are!!!" and her breasts were perfectly outlined and lifted up and round, I kind of made myself look at them and she likely knew I was she was staring at my face! She really made sure I saw this stretch for a while and yah, her nipples are super good lol
I'm going to start seeing her twice a month I can afford it and I need the work, my body is fucked up right now. Every single time I've seen her, starting with first massage, she has moved closer and closer to my penis, has made much more contact with my balls, deeper and more sensual massage of my perineum, and contact in my groin has been more purposeful for longer periods of time. I mean, when she was doing my right side before the near-handjob work on left side, her fingers ran up the crack of my ass in a tickling kind of way and I love that stimulation I'm so sensitive there, and I shuddered and moaned as she did it and she didn't stop. It wasn't a massage move, it was just touching me low and deep between my legs on her way to putting pressure on my perineum.
Has anyone gotten a massage, men getting this from a woman particularly, like what I'm getting, and if so, did you find it to be sexually stimulating? Because it sure is!!! I'll update in 2 weeks...