I have become curious to try sucking a dick and was wondering how to find the first one ?!
How did you find your dick to suck and how did you enjoy it ?!!
How did you find your dick to suck and how did you enjoy it ?!!
It sort of found me. A neighbor / mentor who had introduced me to jerking off some time earlier, informed me that he found something that was even better. I was skeptical, but he demonstrated on me, and he was exactly right, so I returned the favor. I took to it like a duck to water.
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yahoo messenger. I was 18 fresh in the Navy and had a guy kept hitting me up over and over again. I had no desire at this point. Until one night i was drunk and he said look I just want to give you head lights off you wont even know. I said fuck it why not.
So i went over to his place and he started to suck me cock and I kept feeling his cock rubbing against me, i could tell the way he was turning his body he was testing me. it was a massive bbc. I said to myself fuck it, i bet i could suck a cock good i know what feels good. So i went down and started to suck him off and since that movement i loved every time.
So i went over to his place and he started to suck me cock and I kept feeling his cock rubbing against me, i could tell the way he was turning his body he was testing me. it was a massive bbc. I said to myself fuck it, i bet i could suck a cock good i know what feels good. So i went down and started to suck him off and since that movement i loved every time.
i was about 21, on a summer break from university and working at a hotel as night porter, so I was out of work around 7am each day, and used to go to the local beach café for breakfast and to watch the surfers. one caught my eye and after a couple of days of me watching him, he'd clearly noticed so came sat with me and we chatted and then i felt his hand rest gently on my leg. I didn't resist and so he asked if I wanted to see his vw camper van, which I agreed to. Once inside he sat me on the bed, him next to me and he kissed me, which was nice and so he moved to touching me all over. it took a couple of days of this and doing more each time until we got to the point that he'd pulled down my shorts and gently sucked on my dick, then made us change positions and pulled his shorts down and encouraged me to suck on his dick. He tasted of the sea and I could believe what it felt like to have his dick in my mouth. I took to it pretty quickly, though took some 'guidance' from him so that I didn't teeth on his dick. The first time he only let me do it for a short while but after a week I had that dick full in my mouth and swirling my tongue around it and enjoying the taste of his precum. Love doing it to this day.
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it found me. i was at a friends house and we decided to go swimming so had to change clothes. he got naked right in front of me and caught me staring a little too long at him. he asked if i wanted to touch his dick which i denied and right away said it's ok he wouldn't tell anybody. i think that's all i needed to hear. he locked the door and basically pushed me to my knees and told me to suck it. i was hooked on cock and sucked him almost everytime i was at his house that summer.
I went to the local gay bar at 18. Was swarmed because I was fresh meat. Voila! Dicks galore.
Mine was a longtime friend from school and he also lived a couple blocks from me. We’d frequently mess around in a typical platonic sense, and were big on daring each other to do stuff etc. We’d seen each other naked several times and eventually making the other strip for some ridiculous reason became a not-uncommon aspect of fucking with each other. That was what led to the inevitable. He was experimenting and remained primarily straight in his mindset (though would privately acknowledge he’s really bi), whereas I knew I was gay.
The “first time” I sucked him off was technically also the second and third LOL. After that we both got pretty comfortable with the routine we settled into. He was still dating girls, but was horny all the time and once it became clear that I was cool with him not really reciprocating (our code word became him helping me “practice”) he was more than happy to get his dick sucked regularly and drain his cum down my throat, and he did legit help me learn good technique. Over time, about 2 years or so, he very discreetly scouted out more dick for me from among the guys we knew. I appreciated the hell out of that. As did the other guys LOL. So I was able to get to try more dicks and cum, and the guys in question knew they could rely on me to get them off and not have to do anything in return.
The same friend also took my anal cherry several months after started regularly hooking up, though not all of the other guys I was sucking off were into that idea. But once we tried that we both got hooked super fast and it made our hangouts even more sexually charged. It eventually got to the point that I’d spread my legs or bend over for him anytime and anywhere if he needed to nut and didn’t want a blowjob.
I miss those days LOL.
The “first time” I sucked him off was technically also the second and third LOL. After that we both got pretty comfortable with the routine we settled into. He was still dating girls, but was horny all the time and once it became clear that I was cool with him not really reciprocating (our code word became him helping me “practice”) he was more than happy to get his dick sucked regularly and drain his cum down my throat, and he did legit help me learn good technique. Over time, about 2 years or so, he very discreetly scouted out more dick for me from among the guys we knew. I appreciated the hell out of that. As did the other guys LOL. So I was able to get to try more dicks and cum, and the guys in question knew they could rely on me to get them off and not have to do anything in return.
The same friend also took my anal cherry several months after started regularly hooking up, though not all of the other guys I was sucking off were into that idea. But once we tried that we both got hooked super fast and it made our hangouts even more sexually charged. It eventually got to the point that I’d spread my legs or bend over for him anytime and anywhere if he needed to nut and didn’t want a blowjob.
I miss those days LOL.
camping with friend.. teased each other about jo in our sleeping bag.. then admitted to it.. then talking about how hard each other was... then felt each other.... then he dared me to suck it.. .. so.. I did.. and again....
After that, my second time was a adult book store.. through a hole in the wall.. yep.. I liked it..
After that, my second time was a adult book store.. through a hole in the wall.. yep.. I liked it..
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I was walking with a friend and asked him if I can suck his cock that was the first time he fucked me as well
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I cannot say much without breaking the rules, but the neighbor kid came on to me.
Walked into local gay bar early morning. Was totally empty. Just
me and the bartender. It was my first time and he could see I was nervous. We made small talk for a couple minutes and then he asked me if I wanted to see his cock. Took a deep breath and told him yes.
He locked the front door and dropped his pants and pulled his cock out. I looked at this beautiful, semi-hard dick and instinctively
dropped to my knees and gave my first blowjob. It felt totally natural and I"ve never looked back. I love it.
me and the bartender. It was my first time and he could see I was nervous. We made small talk for a couple minutes and then he asked me if I wanted to see his cock. Took a deep breath and told him yes.
He locked the front door and dropped his pants and pulled his cock out. I looked at this beautiful, semi-hard dick and instinctively
dropped to my knees and gave my first blowjob. It felt totally natural and I"ve never looked back. I love it.
First cock I ever sucked was my own. I was a young teen. Put my feet above my head and sucked my own cock
No lying
I really did and still suck my own cock
No lying
I really did and still suck my own cock
McDonald’s, went to town with some mates on the weekend, I was 18 and there was a super camp guy working their, we couldn’t keep our eyes off each other. Swapped numbers and ended up dating for a year on and off...he was 18
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Coworker randomly messaged me, and a few days later, I was being pounded by his 9-inch cock. I'd love to have it again
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I had done it many times by guys around my age but the first time by an older gentleman was when I was about 19, back then I was maybe 120lbs dripping wet and about 6 feet tall, he was probably in his 40s maybe 50s.
I was in Laguna Beach on a somewhat deserted part of the beach laying out wearing a red g-string.
A guy approached me and asked if I needed lotion on my back, without looking at him I instinctively said yes.
He spent a lot of time on my legs and ass and even slipped in finger every now and then right up against my hole.
He Introduces himself and that's when I get a good look at him and he's wearing an almost similar g-string I was, he was so much bigger, it couldn't contain him and his balls were hanging out, he was ripped and very good looking man.
He says, lay there for a bit and when you're ready I'll lotion up your front side, so about 30 minutes later he comes back and says okay flip over, so I did and he took a very slow long time rubbing lotion on me and when he got to my cock and balls he just teased me. Now this suit barely fit me, so with a hard on I was definitely popping out of it.
About another half hour passes and he comes back and says would you like to come back to my place? I live in trailer park adjacent to the beach it's just a short walk. So being the exhibitionist I am, I put everything in my backpack and just walk over to his place wearing only my g-string. He was walking ahead of me and when I turned around and saw that I was only wearing my G so he also dropped his shorts and walk along me wearing his G.
Thinking about it at the time I really didn't know what was going to happen I just thought maybe he wanted look at me or watch me play with myself, he asked if I wanted to shower and get all the lotion off and I figured I'm done at the beach so yeah.
He's joins in about halfway and it's just gently caressing me and I figured I should do the same back.
When we're done he says let's go outside I have a private patio so we both walk out there totally nude and it is private with outdoor futon looking bed.
I sit on the edge of the bed then he pushes me fully onto the bed, now I'm laying down face down he dives his tongue into my ass and begins to eat my hole for what was probably a good 30 minutes while fingerings me, playing with my cock and balls. I get a little scared and I think he's going to fuck me I don't have a condom.
He's then rolls off and looks at me and says it's your turn now, now this guy was ripped and had a good 8incher with really big and low hangers. He takes charge of me and tells me what to do, how to do it, he asks if he could be rough and I said let's try it.
He begins with lights slaps witch increase in intensity and is forcing me down on his cock, holding my head and not let me come up. It got to a point when I was come up he would slap me across the face and push me back down almost every time.
He's says I need to take a break and put this on and he has me put on a pair of white stockings.
When I go back to sucking he now has me take my time and work it and lick it every way I can.
After he was so aggressive he then says tell me when it's okay to cum.
He shot his load and I someone swallowed all of it but not quite.
We both shower again had a really nice conversation, he asked if I would like to get together with him again and I agreed I saw him several more times.
I was in Laguna Beach on a somewhat deserted part of the beach laying out wearing a red g-string.
A guy approached me and asked if I needed lotion on my back, without looking at him I instinctively said yes.
He spent a lot of time on my legs and ass and even slipped in finger every now and then right up against my hole.
He Introduces himself and that's when I get a good look at him and he's wearing an almost similar g-string I was, he was so much bigger, it couldn't contain him and his balls were hanging out, he was ripped and very good looking man.
He says, lay there for a bit and when you're ready I'll lotion up your front side, so about 30 minutes later he comes back and says okay flip over, so I did and he took a very slow long time rubbing lotion on me and when he got to my cock and balls he just teased me. Now this suit barely fit me, so with a hard on I was definitely popping out of it.
About another half hour passes and he comes back and says would you like to come back to my place? I live in trailer park adjacent to the beach it's just a short walk. So being the exhibitionist I am, I put everything in my backpack and just walk over to his place wearing only my g-string. He was walking ahead of me and when I turned around and saw that I was only wearing my G so he also dropped his shorts and walk along me wearing his G.
Thinking about it at the time I really didn't know what was going to happen I just thought maybe he wanted look at me or watch me play with myself, he asked if I wanted to shower and get all the lotion off and I figured I'm done at the beach so yeah.
He's joins in about halfway and it's just gently caressing me and I figured I should do the same back.
When we're done he says let's go outside I have a private patio so we both walk out there totally nude and it is private with outdoor futon looking bed.
I sit on the edge of the bed then he pushes me fully onto the bed, now I'm laying down face down he dives his tongue into my ass and begins to eat my hole for what was probably a good 30 minutes while fingerings me, playing with my cock and balls. I get a little scared and I think he's going to fuck me I don't have a condom.
He's then rolls off and looks at me and says it's your turn now, now this guy was ripped and had a good 8incher with really big and low hangers. He takes charge of me and tells me what to do, how to do it, he asks if he could be rough and I said let's try it.
He begins with lights slaps witch increase in intensity and is forcing me down on his cock, holding my head and not let me come up. It got to a point when I was come up he would slap me across the face and push me back down almost every time.
He's says I need to take a break and put this on and he has me put on a pair of white stockings.
When I go back to sucking he now has me take my time and work it and lick it every way I can.
After he was so aggressive he then says tell me when it's okay to cum.
He shot his load and I someone swallowed all of it but not quite.
We both shower again had a really nice conversation, he asked if I would like to get together with him again and I agreed I saw him several more times.
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I suck my first cock when I was still in high school. He was a guy that was a couple great older than me.
Started off with masturbating together watching his dads porn. That turn to touching. Eventually I got the nerve to suck his dick.
Nothing I’ve done sexually has ever been this exciting as the moment my mouth was filled with another man’s dick.
Started off with masturbating together watching his dads porn. That turn to touching. Eventually I got the nerve to suck his dick.
Nothing I’ve done sexually has ever been this exciting as the moment my mouth was filled with another man’s dick.
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My first time I won't talk about, it was a bad situation. But the second one is the one that got me turned on to sucking dick. We were both 18 when this happened.
It was a friend of mine and he was my neighbor. We had gone to school together but we were in different groups, and we didn't spend a lot of time together. But one winter day, there had been a lot of snow and everything was closed down. He called me up and asked if I wanted to go sledding. I was bored as hell and wanted to get out of the house. So I said yeah, let's do this. Not far from where we lived was a huge hill behind a cemetery and the bottom of the hill was at the edge of a cow pasture. Totally private hidden area. So we went sledding, goofing off, throwing snow balls. Just being teenage guys.
When we were done, we went to his house because nobody would be there. He said he was going to change clothes and told me to wait in the living room. So I was watching TV when I heard a noise behind me. I turned around and he was standing in the doorway, completely naked with an erection. Up until this point, I had never thought of him sexually, but right then I had an instant erection. I pulled mine out so we could compare. Our dicks were similar except his was about 1/2 inch longer where I was slightly thicker.
We touched each other, grabbed each other's balls. He asked if I had ever had a blowjob. I told him yes (the bad experience). He said he really wanted one. So I got down on my knees and started sucking his dick. A few minutes later he started to cum. He pushed me backwards and shot on my face. He grabbed me a towel and I cleaned up. While I was busy cleaning up, he grabbed my dick and played with it. He started to suck my dick but chickened out at the last second. He started to jack me off instead but the entire time, his dick never went down. So I started to suck him again. This made me cum, and I shot all over the towel. But I never stopped sucking his dick. He came a second time, but this time I swallowed it. He couldn't believe I did that. We rested for a few minutes but neither one of our erections would go down. So we started doing it again. We did it about 5 times before we decided it was getting close to when his parents would come home so we stopped.
We did this for about 3 or 4 years, me sucking his dick and him jacking me off. Then he met his first serious girlfriend and that was the end to that. We never really talked again after that.
It was a friend of mine and he was my neighbor. We had gone to school together but we were in different groups, and we didn't spend a lot of time together. But one winter day, there had been a lot of snow and everything was closed down. He called me up and asked if I wanted to go sledding. I was bored as hell and wanted to get out of the house. So I said yeah, let's do this. Not far from where we lived was a huge hill behind a cemetery and the bottom of the hill was at the edge of a cow pasture. Totally private hidden area. So we went sledding, goofing off, throwing snow balls. Just being teenage guys.
When we were done, we went to his house because nobody would be there. He said he was going to change clothes and told me to wait in the living room. So I was watching TV when I heard a noise behind me. I turned around and he was standing in the doorway, completely naked with an erection. Up until this point, I had never thought of him sexually, but right then I had an instant erection. I pulled mine out so we could compare. Our dicks were similar except his was about 1/2 inch longer where I was slightly thicker.
We touched each other, grabbed each other's balls. He asked if I had ever had a blowjob. I told him yes (the bad experience). He said he really wanted one. So I got down on my knees and started sucking his dick. A few minutes later he started to cum. He pushed me backwards and shot on my face. He grabbed me a towel and I cleaned up. While I was busy cleaning up, he grabbed my dick and played with it. He started to suck my dick but chickened out at the last second. He started to jack me off instead but the entire time, his dick never went down. So I started to suck him again. This made me cum, and I shot all over the towel. But I never stopped sucking his dick. He came a second time, but this time I swallowed it. He couldn't believe I did that. We rested for a few minutes but neither one of our erections would go down. So we started doing it again. We did it about 5 times before we decided it was getting close to when his parents would come home so we stopped.
We did this for about 3 or 4 years, me sucking his dick and him jacking me off. Then he met his first serious girlfriend and that was the end to that. We never really talked again after that.
Went to my buddy’s house, he was waiting on his bed with his sisters panties wrapped around his cock and a pair on. He had a pair waiting for me to put on. I willingly joined him and after some heavy petting and grinding we sucked each other off. That started a 3 year stint of lots of cock sucking for me! Miss it to be honest 
I started late. I was 20 and on break from college. I had heard about a gay bathhouse downtown, so I went to see what it was. I paid my fee and went downstairs to the locker room. I saw a bunch of men walking around naked, so I put my clothes in the locker and did the same, holding my towel. After getting my fill of the sights, I walked back into an open room where there were several beds ( like a dorm bed- just a mattress on a spring foundation) and saw some guys sucking each other off. Well, I immediately went hard and walked around with a stiff boner under my towel. I went into the steam room, which had been carved out of the foundation of the building,so it was like a brick cave. It was pretty steamy, so I sat down, not realizing that there was another person in the room. After getting used to the room, I could see that he was sitting there, playing with himself and looking at me. Well, I was still a virgin, but I got really excited. He was probably in his mid 30's and thin, but with a nice sized dick. He walked over to me and started stroking my hardon; I was in heaven. I did the same to him and then he started sucking me. Well, I was about to explode, so I made him stand up and eagerly devoured his dick until he came in my mouth. That started it all. Since then, I have become very adept at the act.
My first cock to suck actually found me...it was during the period of my life where I was dealing with confusion with in regards to my sexuality. I hung out with a lot of athletes and musicians. So..this particular situation was with an all time popular jock from high school whom I still hung out with until I had came to terms with my sexual identity and then met my first gay boyfriend.
Anyway..his name was Chris. Chris was not only hot..but had an incredible body as well. All of my female siblings loved when he came to visit including my mom because he as not only good looking but very charming. Anyway.. he had came by my mom's house because at this time..I was still staying at home. Chris wanted me to go to this party that everyone from school was going to and everyone was meeting there to catch up since leaving high school. He talked me into going and then wanted to go through my closet to borrow something to wear that night. What caught me off guard was while pulling some clothes off the rack in my closet for him to try on..I turned towards him and he stood there completely naked with a huge grin on his face.
Like I've mentioned..I was going through that confused stage so part of me was really turned on while part of me was really scared and uncomfortable. He was laughing because he immediately picked up on my being uncomfortable with him being naked especially in my mom's house. I told him to put on some clothes and the more I begged him to...the more he started dancing and grinding and dry humping up against me. He then kissed me on my lips and when I pulled away from him..his muscled arms and body pulled me in closer to him and he started nibbling on my neck and talking dirty to me about me jerking his fat dick off and him wanting my ass as he grabbed it.
Since we were in my bedroom with the door locked...he told me that if I didn't reciprocate his sexual advances towards me that he would unlock my bedroom door and go out into the hall way and walk around to a couple of my sisters' bedrooms whom by the way ...were home as well. His dick was rock hard and he started shaking it at me...and laughing. He then kissed me again...and whispered in my ear..."You know you want me as much as I want you...but you have to keep this between the two of us or I will deny it and never speak to you again"
He asked me to take off my clothes and join him on my bed. Once I did..his hands were all over my body and my dick got rock hard as well..which really pleased him. I confessed to him that I never done this before...he told me..don't worry...I will show you some basics such as dry humping, kissing and sucking dick. So..this was my first male on male sexual initiation from a straight man. He got on top of me and was grinding his body and kissing me a lot. He then stopped for a moment to tell me what to do such as wrapping my legs around his waist, grabbing his muscular ass while we grind our bodies in unison.
He then started licking my nipples and sucking on them as well...I gave out a loud sigh and his hand immediately covered my mouth. He then removed his hand and asked me to put on some music to drown out our sex sounds..then he preceded to show me how to suck dick by demonstrating how he likes to be sucked on me. I then started to suck his dick...(I'm a fast learner..lol) and his body movements and facial expressions and moans let me know that he approved or liked what was taking place. Things got pretty intense as we went from the bed to the floor, to up against the wall...just a lot of dry humping, kissing, touching, jerking and sucking.
We both came all over each other and laid for a moment in each others arms...in my head..I could not believe what had just happened but also I was thinking.."So..is Chris gay?"..it was like he was reading my mind and immediately told me that he's not gay...he just like to mess around from time to time. He then got up cleaned himself and pulled me up off the bed and gave me a kiss. He then told me to pick him up for the party later on and afterwards..we can continue with what we just did..and we did at he and his brothers' apartment...in fact..I spent the night with him. So..we kept this little arrangement going a few times but never nothing more than what he taught which for me was enough. He got engaged to his high school sweetheart..I was his best man...and we seen each other a couple of more times..but eventually went on with our lives far apart from each other. I began to embrace my sexuality which he never found out about..him and his wife had seven kids...I did run into him a few years ago and that was the first time we've seen each other in years. He was initially pretty standoffish towards me..but then became a little more comfortable like his old self. We just talked over our little situation which I sensed he did not want to talk about it.
I had to go and told him it was good to see him again..he reached out to shake my hand ..but then grabbed me in for a hug. As I walked away...he called out to me and told me that I looked really good and then he walked away...little did he know...I had not too long had buried my gay partner and adjusting to life without him in it..or better yet..he did not have a clue that I was a gay man period..but he was the "straight" guy who taught me how to suck dick..imagine that!!!!!
Anyway..his name was Chris. Chris was not only hot..but had an incredible body as well. All of my female siblings loved when he came to visit including my mom because he as not only good looking but very charming. Anyway.. he had came by my mom's house because at this time..I was still staying at home. Chris wanted me to go to this party that everyone from school was going to and everyone was meeting there to catch up since leaving high school. He talked me into going and then wanted to go through my closet to borrow something to wear that night. What caught me off guard was while pulling some clothes off the rack in my closet for him to try on..I turned towards him and he stood there completely naked with a huge grin on his face.
Like I've mentioned..I was going through that confused stage so part of me was really turned on while part of me was really scared and uncomfortable. He was laughing because he immediately picked up on my being uncomfortable with him being naked especially in my mom's house. I told him to put on some clothes and the more I begged him to...the more he started dancing and grinding and dry humping up against me. He then kissed me on my lips and when I pulled away from him..his muscled arms and body pulled me in closer to him and he started nibbling on my neck and talking dirty to me about me jerking his fat dick off and him wanting my ass as he grabbed it.
Since we were in my bedroom with the door locked...he told me that if I didn't reciprocate his sexual advances towards me that he would unlock my bedroom door and go out into the hall way and walk around to a couple of my sisters' bedrooms whom by the way ...were home as well. His dick was rock hard and he started shaking it at me...and laughing. He then kissed me again...and whispered in my ear..."You know you want me as much as I want you...but you have to keep this between the two of us or I will deny it and never speak to you again"
He asked me to take off my clothes and join him on my bed. Once I did..his hands were all over my body and my dick got rock hard as well..which really pleased him. I confessed to him that I never done this before...he told me..don't worry...I will show you some basics such as dry humping, kissing and sucking dick. So..this was my first male on male sexual initiation from a straight man. He got on top of me and was grinding his body and kissing me a lot. He then stopped for a moment to tell me what to do such as wrapping my legs around his waist, grabbing his muscular ass while we grind our bodies in unison.
He then started licking my nipples and sucking on them as well...I gave out a loud sigh and his hand immediately covered my mouth. He then removed his hand and asked me to put on some music to drown out our sex sounds..then he preceded to show me how to suck dick by demonstrating how he likes to be sucked on me. I then started to suck his dick...(I'm a fast learner..lol) and his body movements and facial expressions and moans let me know that he approved or liked what was taking place. Things got pretty intense as we went from the bed to the floor, to up against the wall...just a lot of dry humping, kissing, touching, jerking and sucking.
We both came all over each other and laid for a moment in each others arms...in my head..I could not believe what had just happened but also I was thinking.."So..is Chris gay?"..it was like he was reading my mind and immediately told me that he's not gay...he just like to mess around from time to time. He then got up cleaned himself and pulled me up off the bed and gave me a kiss. He then told me to pick him up for the party later on and afterwards..we can continue with what we just did..and we did at he and his brothers' apartment...in fact..I spent the night with him. So..we kept this little arrangement going a few times but never nothing more than what he taught which for me was enough. He got engaged to his high school sweetheart..I was his best man...and we seen each other a couple of more times..but eventually went on with our lives far apart from each other. I began to embrace my sexuality which he never found out about..him and his wife had seven kids...I did run into him a few years ago and that was the first time we've seen each other in years. He was initially pretty standoffish towards me..but then became a little more comfortable like his old self. We just talked over our little situation which I sensed he did not want to talk about it.
I had to go and told him it was good to see him again..he reached out to shake my hand ..but then grabbed me in for a hug. As I walked away...he called out to me and told me that I looked really good and then he walked away...little did he know...I had not too long had buried my gay partner and adjusting to life without him in it..or better yet..he did not have a clue that I was a gay man period..but he was the "straight" guy who taught me how to suck dick..imagine that!!!!!
