I am so happy to report that I have sucked. A few now. It is wonderful. I am addicted,I want more. My first, so exciting, he like it. As he spunked, his cock swelled and throbbed in my mouth as he gasped with pleasure. I have licked and sucked balls too. I love it all. The smell and taste of spunk is the best.
I have sucked 5 cocks now. I think about it all the time. My wife has no idea, she would be shocked.
Because of wife being around a lot and now covid, my opportunities are far more limited than I would like. It’s the best hottest sex. I bring my wife to orgasm sometimes, when she needs it, by hand usually. She cums in seconds when I rub her pussy. Normally she will then wank me off, while I am lying there thinking about sucking cock. I’m not very interested in this sex, would rather be having some cock and spunk, but I seems necessary to keep my wife happy. I know this is not ideal, but that is how it is.
I do not find men attractive, except that I want their cocks and balls and spunk, and to give pleasure.
I want it, more and more.