First time poster here...thought this would be the best place to write about this.
I recently started dating someone (a woman), and I am so happy to be in a relationship with her. The last time I called someone my 'girlfriend' was about 6 years ago. I've dated casually throughout that time, but never felt like I had found that person to make that commitment with...I didn't want to settle. Here is where it gets complicated..
Starting in 2021, I went back to post-secondary, so the last two years have been insanely busy for me. I didn't have a lot of time to meet people or get much casual action...I was buried in school work. Over the last year or so the only person I've been able to see regularly is this guy I met online a while back who happens to have a monster cock. The set up is simple: he messages me when he wants to get worshipped, I go to him and get to work, finish the job and then I leave. Very simple. Because he's been my only source of sexual play for the last few months I've gotten quite addicted to this scenario and feeling his monster cock blast loads of cum down my throat and on my face.
Before I started dating my gf, I hadn't really heard from him...but in the last couple weeks he has started to message me again. I have not gone to him since I entered this new relationship...but I have to admit that I am craving his huge dong deep down my throat. I've been coming up with excuses as to why I can't go over, which he takes well and isn't pushy...just tells me to let him know when it works for me. I'm not sure how much longer I can hold out though.
What I'm wondering is if it'd be wrong of me to continue seeing him occasionally, while I'm in a relationship?