This might not be the best spot for this so if its wrong i apologize. I have discovered over the past couple of years i life CMNM, not as a sex thing, I dont get hard doing it- but i love rush of masculinity and sense of belonging I feel. I used to go to a shvitz in my home town where non-gay nudity was expected but that shut down after covid, and i went to a russian masseuse for awhile who asked i be nude for the massage, but he has since retired. Lockerooms near me are hit and miss, if they are nude friendly they are also cruisy- which is not my scene/what im after. Not judging, just not my thing.
Does anyone have any ideas of cmnm experiences I can seek? or can you tell of some of your experiences? I can travel ect. thanks