Older guys who grew up before the manscaping era: do you shave or trim now, and why?

I went to a lot of trouble growing my pubes. Wanked and rubbed cum around my cock and balls in the mistaken idea that it would stimulate growth. Having a hairy nob was sign of being a man and growing up and we all compared cocks and bush growth. The first cock I sucked was bushed, and what a pleasure with my nose in that hairy place. My first fucking was a hairy guy and as his pubic hair rubbed my buttocks it added to the thrill of penetration. My first naked erect guy had a great growth.
I get turned on seeing a treasure trail, pubes out of the side of budgie smugglers or thongs.
I did try the "new look" once. A good fuck was a smoothie and I knew he preferred a smooth body so I let him shave me, fuck me repeatedly and keep my skin silky and soft. But his wife objected to him putting his big cock inside me and he stopped calling and so I let my masculinity grew back. Now the sight of cock stubble is off-putting, it brings back all those days and nights of itch and scratch. Having tried it, albeit for cock, it was never going to be for me. Now if the old bush gets over wild then I snip a bit off but mainly its a wild jungle of hair losing its dark verdant coloring and going pale and in some places white.
 
I’m 54 and my pubes went prematurely gray in my late twenties. The rest of the hair on my body and head followed along about twenty years later. I also have brown skin and really hate the look of the white pubes contrasted against my black balls and dick. I started shaving my pubes close when there were a few grays. That was fine. Then the grays became too overwhelming so I now shave everything off. I miss my virile dark bush, but being shaved is better for pre and post sex clean up.