RyanMars
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WAY too much catiness here. C'mon guys, this site is for fun, not pressing everyone who posts up against the wall (a la Facebook) and drilling them for not being assimilated into the giant social "Borg" that forces individualism and opinion right out the front door. Relax, already. Express how you feel, what you think, but don't expect everyone to magically align with your norms or endless rules.
That said, Flinn, and others interested...
In a recent trip to Egypt I was among colleagues and in a good mental space generally, but you all know how it is when traveling, whether for business or pleasure. There's this intense need to spread your seed, only amplified by sun, water, and the allure of a new experience foreign from what you've always expected. So I stuck myself out there with an active profile.
Many other travelers responded, and a number of locals. The locals were very discreet, and very interested, almost in a way that signaled if they did not succeed with you, their life was completely over. An urgency, an honest desire, and absolute open expression of sentiment that goes deeper than a casual encounter.
Two men piqued my interest, both quite a bit younger than myself. I met them both on separate occasions, but only with one was there an opportunity for him to host and do something about the mutual desire to get horizontal, naked, and writhe around until all that tension in the nut sack expelled itself all over or in the other.
He offered everything... very generous. Transportation to and from his place, refreshment, food if desired, and couldn't have been more accommodating. He was there where he said, when he said... nervous, excited, all smiles. This was not my first Arab man. I've found them extremely open from the heart out, genuine, gentle, generous, and passionate. There is a wholesome honesty of intention, desire and expression. Extremely attractive. This is a bonus over and above an attractive masculinity, skin tone, often beautiful hairy body, and sexuality that just beams forward and fills the air.
We got to his place, quite spectacular. He was quite well off and had several homes and a hotel at his young age. He invited me to his bedroom where obviously he wanted me to take absolute charge and lead him into what he had rarely experienced. Society in Egypt is absolutely closed to gay men. Utter and total discretion is needed. While one can openly hold another man's hand in public (Society does this), anything further meets with immediate rejection and if Arab, ostracizing, abuse and targeting by the general public.
He was staring into me as if I were his very salvation. He offered himself in every way, and I accommodated him. He surprised me by saying he wanted to give up his virginity to me and be fucked for the first time. He had fantasized about it, but never had the opportunity, being married (no children) for several years. We twisted and turned, I fucked his face, rested my balls and dripping cock on his mouth. He was obviously excited beyond himself. He said "FUCK me".
I did. He protested the discomfort. I asked if he wanted me to stop pushing in. He said "NO!! Keep going". He looked scared but would not allow me to stop. After a bit he relaxed and wanted me to finish, but it was obviously not entirely comfortable for him. I checked with him frequently "are you OK?". He said he wanted all of me inside, and just to take him.
After that, unexpectedly, he declared undying love for me, and told me through the present moment that he cannot rid his mind of me, that he feels he can't live without my cock inside him again, and that he knew I was traveling, that I would leave, but that still beyond logic his body was connected and brain dependent on having my cock again. I've explained frequently that I'm sorry it can't be. I doubt I'll ever be in Egypt again, and with travel restrictions and anti-Western sentiment (Egypt is 50/50 muslim-orthodox christian), even when leaving I saw the airline employee over-scrutinizing my documents and attempting to find a problem. She was obviously against me strictly because I'm American.
The second boy was even younger... a soccer athlete. Absolutely beautiful. We had nowhere to go, and he was very nervous to be seen in public, but was fine holding hands, and assured me "no one thinks anything of that here". I pulled him into a hidden doorway and felt his body go limp with pleasure as I briefly but intensely kissed him. He had to go off to soccer practice, but considered cancelling. He wanted to find a hotel or come to mine, which wasn't possible. I thought, OK, he's young, he knows I'm traveling, he knows this can't go anywhere.
We're still in touch... he fell head over heels and similar to the other man, proclaims undying and utter dedication and love for me, that possesses his every thought.
I'll say this. If you ever want a relationship that goes deeper than what you could imagine, and unspeakably intense loyalty, an Arab man is for you. Be aware, however, that even the most brief connection can result in damage to them when you separate, to the degree of a plaguing pain. I have felt this with every Arab man I've been with.
There is another story of one I frequented in the USA, a university grad student from Saudi. A similar attachment from him, and dire sense of loss when I moved to Italy.
Now, Flinn... you got what you wanted. Gratitude expressed can redeem your character.
I am curious why you couldn’t host ? Was your hotel not allowing outside guests ? I believe the attachment comes from them being very inexperienced and living in a restrictive society where they don’t have opportunities to freely be themselves. It’s quite sad actually. I feel for them. I wish the whole world was gay friendly and it didn’t matter so much .