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Sounds like you are enjoying SPH like I do!I posted my kidney stone ER and urologist visit above...certainly the most humiliating things for me thus far. But the school locker rooms were pretty brutal too. At a time when some of my upper class mates were shaving their faces, I didn't even have pubic hair yet. Just a tiny little niblet is all I had. Several guys I recall were absolutely HUGE soft. Giant slack elephant's trunks. I was always mortified to dress down and shower. Puberty lasted me 20 minutes I guess.
I've always been about 1.5" long fully soft...tiny head and all. Years ago, I could push hard and bone press 6.0" if I tried hard. I was a shooter too and a total grower. I'd rather be a shower! Now in my mid 50's I'm lucky to bone press 5". Non bone pressed is just over 4". I'm taking supplemental testosterone and while that has boosted my energy level, mood and strength, it has made my nuts disappear. They've drawn up in me and don't come out very often. I actually look castrated most of the time. A nubbin and an empty sack. My nuts do seem to be smaller too. I have read that it is a common side effect of supplemental T. I wonder if it also causes one's dick to shrink, because I seem to be smaller every time I measure.
Wife has never complained about my size but I started using various cock sleeve toys and once she figured out that it was "ok" to like them, she has embraced size. She also knows that the more she likes size out loud, the quicker it gets me off. I like to fuck her wide and deep with several huge sleeve toys. My favorite thing is to cum in the last sleeve, then before I go soft, I pull the sleeve off and drop my dicklet into her sloppy, loose, satisfied slot...feels awesome and she always smiles as if to say "I can't feel yoooooo!" I'm hard again instantly...Thanks to the extra testosterone, I can fuck right through 3 orgasms no problem without stopping. Which is almost always too much for her. She's ready to be done much sooner than I am. Always. She's only cum from fucking once and that was when I stuffed a FAT diesel sleeve in her years ago. We always get her off first...me oral with the vibe on her button. She's quick. After she's cum then I mount up. My niblet gets about 20 pumps in and she'll say "Don't you want to put something on?" "Does he want to dress up tonight?" "Costume change!" she'll say when she's ready for me to change the sleeve out for the next largest one floating in the sink. She's ready for more cock.....who am I to argue? Great big dicks are awesome! I'm onboard.
After the ER visit, I related to her how humiliating the whole thing was from my perspective. How small I felt. She replied "Yes, it looked very, very small." She seemed genuinely embarrassed for me and for her. Hearing her say that made me rock hard instantly. An SPH thing? Maybe. Feels like it. After years of shame, maybe it's time to embrace it and get off from it! Hell yea.
I told her the other day that my dick is planning to dress up for Halloween.
She asked "What's he going to dress up as?"
I replied "A big one!"
We laughed and laughed....halloweenie? HAHAHAH!