Quite impressive to say the least. This would be my all time goal with PE personally. I would be a-ok with 8 inches in length.
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Quite impressive to say the least. This would be my all time goal with PE personally. I would be a-ok with 8 inches in length.
can I ask where you got the sleeve? I had an idea for something like that earlier today actually, I didn't know something like that existed.
Is it possible to go from 8x6 to bigger by just manual stretching, jelqing, angion? Would love some advice. My ideal size would be 9x6.5
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Same here @evany.laws !!! That is my ideal size as well!! Can only imagine what it would feel like to grip and stroke my dick at that size!! 9x6.5”!!
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Yes and it would take about a year to 18 months
I don't reccomend angion. It's marginally good for erection quality but does cause tissue growth
I have YouTube channel all about this this video is a good place to start with manuals
Yes and it would take about a year to 18 months
I don't reccomend angion. It's marginally good for erection quality but does cause tissue growth
I have YouTube channel all about this this video is a good place to start with manuals
Any recommendations for pumps? Roughly 8.5 long by 6.5 girth here, and it’s not super clear to me if all pumps are the same size or not, where to start, etc. Thanks!
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12 by 2.25
I sell them at peakmalephysique.com but you find them at a lot of other places as well
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Hey everyone!
I really appreciate the kind comments, likes and support <3
I have not been as consistent as planned. Took about two months off and am starting to get back into it again. I have had some breakthroughs in my process, I feel like.
Not sure I can claim any new gains thought. But it feels really exciting to see a picture of the ruler and my dick with 8.5” and without the full set of blue sleeves. I’ve also been doing some soft clamping as well
On another note, after taking a while off from serious weight training, I have set the goal to build 10 pounds of solid muscle over a year. I set the goal in September. I have going 6 pounds since then while maintaining my bodyfat percentage!
My trainer says it’s also lots of water weight. And I am likely gaining about .75 to 1lb of muscle per month maximum. Very happy with progress!
I really appreciate the kind comments, likes and support <3
I have not been as consistent as planned. Took about two months off and am starting to get back into it again. I have had some breakthroughs in my process, I feel like.
Not sure I can claim any new gains thought. But it feels really exciting to see a picture of the ruler and my dick with 8.5” and without the full set of blue sleeves. I’ve also been doing some soft clamping as well
On another note, after taking a while off from serious weight training, I have set the goal to build 10 pounds of solid muscle over a year. I set the goal in September. I have going 6 pounds since then while maintaining my bodyfat percentage!
My trainer says it’s also lots of water weight. And I am likely gaining about .75 to 1lb of muscle per month maximum. Very happy with progress!
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Damn - that is an amazing size to be starting with! I would love to see it if you took photos and update on how it goes for you! Enjoy!
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Hey there - apologies for the delay!
Yes, this is where I get the blue sleeves. These have been my favorite of all the ones I have tried.
Silicone Sleeves - 6 inches
I also got a new pump from them that is super cool. It has a different kind of sleeve that has been a game changer for me. I also still use the blue sleeves for soft clamping and might also still use them to keep it in extended and compressed state.
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OK - I’m not claiming any new permanent gains or anything like that, but I feel like I have had a breakthrough in my process!
I also got a new auto pump with red light, AND a new kind of sleeve that I have never used before. And I feel like this is a game changer for me. It’s so nice to lay back and relax and let the auto pump do its work.
I have known that the ideal pumping situation is for it to be inflated, deflated, inflated, deflated and for it to keep going back and forth. Instead of just holding the higher pressure nonstop. However, I have only used manual ones and obviously that is a lot of work and would take nonstop focus.
This new pump will go from 0 to pumping it up fully to a certain point. And then it will release it all back to normal, and just keep on going. There’s different settings to play with as well.
And the new sleeve is like a fleshjack that just keeps more compression on it. It’s an alternative to the blue sleeves I normally use, though I feel like this is even better and it is also more convenient - bonus!
It’s funny - years ago I dreamed of having a penis pump that would have the benefits of water pumping, except even better - with some kind of thick jelly thing that was in the pump. And now here it is
Also, the day after I made this last update, I did some good stretching and had an excellent session, along with lots of fun with myself.
I was amazed that it was back up to 9” or very very close when I measured. This was seated, not standing. I always get a longer measurement if seated vs standing.
It felt amazing to see my dick so close to the 9” without having to stretch it to be there, and also while it was extra thick from the soft clamping that I was doing after the pump session.
Sharing extra photos for fun and to document current size situation
If anyone wants the link to the sleeves, which people are asking about a lot - you can go here:
Silicone Sleeves - 6 inches
If you want to check out the pump, you can do here:
AutoVac Smart Pump
I got a 2.25” cylinder and all of the add-ons except for the bungee cord to help prop it up. I haven’t needed it and have also multitasked with the pump. Though I could also see it being beneficial too.
I got a discount code with totalmanshop as well
Coupon code: joyfullyexpand12
I think it is a great company and that the owner and creator is truly an awesome gentleman! Standup guy who I have gotten to know and interact with!
I also got a new auto pump with red light, AND a new kind of sleeve that I have never used before. And I feel like this is a game changer for me. It’s so nice to lay back and relax and let the auto pump do its work.
I have known that the ideal pumping situation is for it to be inflated, deflated, inflated, deflated and for it to keep going back and forth. Instead of just holding the higher pressure nonstop. However, I have only used manual ones and obviously that is a lot of work and would take nonstop focus.
This new pump will go from 0 to pumping it up fully to a certain point. And then it will release it all back to normal, and just keep on going. There’s different settings to play with as well.
And the new sleeve is like a fleshjack that just keeps more compression on it. It’s an alternative to the blue sleeves I normally use, though I feel like this is even better and it is also more convenient - bonus!
It’s funny - years ago I dreamed of having a penis pump that would have the benefits of water pumping, except even better - with some kind of thick jelly thing that was in the pump. And now here it is
Also, the day after I made this last update, I did some good stretching and had an excellent session, along with lots of fun with myself.
I was amazed that it was back up to 9” or very very close when I measured. This was seated, not standing. I always get a longer measurement if seated vs standing.
It felt amazing to see my dick so close to the 9” without having to stretch it to be there, and also while it was extra thick from the soft clamping that I was doing after the pump session.
Sharing extra photos for fun and to document current size situation
If anyone wants the link to the sleeves, which people are asking about a lot - you can go here:
Silicone Sleeves - 6 inches
If you want to check out the pump, you can do here:
AutoVac Smart Pump
I got a 2.25” cylinder and all of the add-ons except for the bungee cord to help prop it up. I haven’t needed it and have also multitasked with the pump. Though I could also see it being beneficial too.
I got a discount code with totalmanshop as well
Coupon code: joyfullyexpand12
I think it is a great company and that the owner and creator is truly an awesome gentleman! Standup guy who I have gotten to know and interact with!
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Cock looks stunning with the red light! I have been curious about implementing red light with pumping. Have you already noticed quicker expansion from it?OK - I’m not claiming any new permanent gains or anything like that, but I feel like I have had a breakthrough in my process!
I also got a new auto pump with red light, AND a new kind of sleeve that I have never used before. And I feel like this is a game changer for me. It’s so nice to lay back and relax and let the auto pump do its work.
I have known that the ideal pumping situation is for it to be inflated, deflated, inflated, deflated and for it to keep going back and forth. Instead of just holding the higher pressure nonstop. However, I have only used manual ones and obviously that is a lot of work and would take nonstop focus.
This new pump will go from 0 to pumping it up fully to a certain point. And then it will release it all back to normal, and just keep on going. There’s different settings to play with as well.
And the new sleeve is like a fleshjack that just keeps more compression on it. It’s an alternative to the blue sleeves I normally use, though I feel like this is even better and it is also more convenient - bonus!
It’s funny - years ago I dreamed of having a penis pump that would have the benefits of water pumping, except even better - with some kind of thick jelly thing that was in the pump. And now here it is
Also, the day after I made this last update, I did some good stretching and had an excellent session, along with lots of fun with myself.
I was amazed that it was back up to 9” or very very close when I measured. This was seated, not standing. I always get a longer measurement if seated vs standing.
It felt amazing to see my dick so close to the 9” without having to stretch it to be there, and also while it was extra thick from the soft clamping that I was doing after the pump session.
Sharing extra photos for fun and to document current size situation
If anyone wants the link to the sleeves, which people are asking about a lot - you can go here:
Silicone Sleeves - 6 inches
If you want to check out the pump, you can do here:
AutoVac Smart Pump
I got a 2.25” cylinder and all of the add-ons except for the bungee cord to help prop it up. I haven’t needed it and have also multitasked with the pump. Though I could also see it being beneficial too.
I got a discount code with totalmanshop as well
Coupon code: joyfullyexpand12
I think it is a great company and that the owner and creator is truly an awesome gentleman! Standup guy who I have gotten to know and interact with!
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It’s hard to say.
There are lots of variables going on in addition to the red light, including the new TPE sleeve inside, as well as the automate pump that continuously fluctuates.
I will say that one day I just rest on the couch with my dick in a pump, without any pressure and I had the red light on it. And it seemed to promote blood flow and healing.
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Yesterday I had a really fun time pumping while cooking dinner and then eating. Talk about multitasking 
The new automatic pump I got makes it super easy to do that and it feels really good and makes it extra fun.
There’s something that feels really rich about enjoying the healthy food I am cooking while this device is helping my dick to grow bigger, and I don’t even have to do anything
In fact, it turns me on right now as I write about it. Damn.
After my pumping session I did some soft clamping and really enjoyed that too. I ended up getting off afterwards and my dick was a bit tired after that.
Today I did the electric pump again while I ate dinner with my husband. I love that my partner is supportive and I can do whatever I want with my body around him. He also enjoys pumping himself now, which he probably never would have imagined before we got together
I am feeling like I am slowly enjoying more progress. It is feeling a little bit denser, fuller and longer, but I am not claiming any permanent gains since I started this thread. I am really happy with my progress though and my experience, and how it was looking in some photos.
On a more personal/philosophical side, I am on a journey of practicing radical unconditional self-love and radical unconditional love towards others. So this also means loving absolutely everything about myself and where I am at today. And also loving everything about others and where they are at today.
One thing I was doing one evening that I don’t believe I had done before, was looking at photos of my own dick and loving on it and loving myself. Really loving what I saw in the photograph and as I was doing that I felt some really positive energetic expansion in my dick, as if it was solidifying more expansion in a new way.
The idea of permanently having a dick that is 9.25” long BP, and 6.25” Girth without the need to pump and things like that, but having it as a result that stays can still seem a bit unreachable or unrealistic, especially the girth.
So I remind myself to take it day by day and that there is absolutely no rush. I want to simply enjoy the process and have fun and not worry if I take some time off.
I am also reminding myself that it is healing and growing and expanding inbetween the times I exercise all on its own and that I don’t have to think about it so much. Just enjoy the fun workouts and allow it to naturally grow/heal when I am not in the process of doing a workout.
——
Oh - another thing - I just feel like I am a super rich king when the automatic pump is doing its thing and I am simply relaxing and enjoying myself hahaha. That is another part of my philosophy and life’s work - creating great riches and wealth on the inside and outside, but starting within.
I believe everyday is a truly rich gift where we get to have so many experiences of love and joy. And each day we grow richer because we have had more experiences of love and joy than any other day. It is up to us how much love and joy (and peace, which generally comes before joy in my book) we experience on any given day.
I also believe everyone has the ability to feel like the richest king on earth, where we feel like we hit the jackpot everyday. Anyways - the reason I am sharing all of this is because that is how I have been feeling more lately in lots of aspects of my life. In my marriage and in my businesses. And I love that it is also spilling over into my penis enlargement play when I get to lay back and relax and enjoy my new automatic pump device
The new automatic pump I got makes it super easy to do that and it feels really good and makes it extra fun.
There’s something that feels really rich about enjoying the healthy food I am cooking while this device is helping my dick to grow bigger, and I don’t even have to do anything
In fact, it turns me on right now as I write about it. Damn.
After my pumping session I did some soft clamping and really enjoyed that too. I ended up getting off afterwards and my dick was a bit tired after that.
Today I did the electric pump again while I ate dinner with my husband. I love that my partner is supportive and I can do whatever I want with my body around him. He also enjoys pumping himself now, which he probably never would have imagined before we got together
I am feeling like I am slowly enjoying more progress. It is feeling a little bit denser, fuller and longer, but I am not claiming any permanent gains since I started this thread. I am really happy with my progress though and my experience, and how it was looking in some photos.
On a more personal/philosophical side, I am on a journey of practicing radical unconditional self-love and radical unconditional love towards others. So this also means loving absolutely everything about myself and where I am at today. And also loving everything about others and where they are at today.
One thing I was doing one evening that I don’t believe I had done before, was looking at photos of my own dick and loving on it and loving myself. Really loving what I saw in the photograph and as I was doing that I felt some really positive energetic expansion in my dick, as if it was solidifying more expansion in a new way.
The idea of permanently having a dick that is 9.25” long BP, and 6.25” Girth without the need to pump and things like that, but having it as a result that stays can still seem a bit unreachable or unrealistic, especially the girth.
So I remind myself to take it day by day and that there is absolutely no rush. I want to simply enjoy the process and have fun and not worry if I take some time off.
I am also reminding myself that it is healing and growing and expanding inbetween the times I exercise all on its own and that I don’t have to think about it so much. Just enjoy the fun workouts and allow it to naturally grow/heal when I am not in the process of doing a workout.
——
Oh - another thing - I just feel like I am a super rich king when the automatic pump is doing its thing and I am simply relaxing and enjoying myself hahaha. That is another part of my philosophy and life’s work - creating great riches and wealth on the inside and outside, but starting within.
I believe everyday is a truly rich gift where we get to have so many experiences of love and joy. And each day we grow richer because we have had more experiences of love and joy than any other day. It is up to us how much love and joy (and peace, which generally comes before joy in my book) we experience on any given day.
I also believe everyone has the ability to feel like the richest king on earth, where we feel like we hit the jackpot everyday. Anyways - the reason I am sharing all of this is because that is how I have been feeling more lately in lots of aspects of my life. In my marriage and in my businesses. And I love that it is also spilling over into my penis enlargement play when I get to lay back and relax and enjoy my new automatic pump device
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Yesterday I had a really fun time pumping while cooking dinner and then eating. Talk about multitasking
The new automatic pump I got makes it super easy to do that and it feels really good and makes it extra fun.
There’s something that feels really rich about enjoying the healthy food I am cooking while this device is helping my dick to grow bigger, and I don’t even have to do anything
In fact, it turns me on right now as I write about it. Damn.
After my pumping session I did some soft clamping and really enjoyed that too. I ended up getting off afterwards and my dick was a bit tired after that.
Today I did the electric pump again while I ate dinner with my husband. I love that my partner is supportive and I can do whatever I want with my body around him. He also enjoys pumping himself now, which he probably never would have imagined before we got together
I am feeling like I am slowly enjoying more progress. It is feeling a little bit denser, fuller and longer, but I am not claiming any permanent gains since I started this thread. I am really happy with my progress though and my experience, and how it was looking in some photos.
On a more personal/philosophical side, I am on a journey of practicing radical unconditional self-love and radical unconditional love towards others. So this also means loving absolutely everything about myself and where I am at today. And also loving everything about others and where they are at today.
One thing I was doing one evening that I don’t believe I had done before, was looking at photos of my own dick and loving on it and loving myself. Really loving what I saw in the photograph and as I was doing that I felt some really positive energetic expansion in my dick, as if it was solidifying more expansion in a new way.
The idea of permanently having a dick that is 9.25” long BP, and 6.25” Girth without the need to pump and things like that, but having it as a result that stays can still seem a bit unreachable or unrealistic, especially the girth.
So I remind myself to take it day by day and that there is absolutely no rush. I want to simply enjoy the process and have fun and not worry if I take some time off.
I am also reminding myself that it is healing and growing and expanding inbetween the times I exercise all on its own and that I don’t have to think about it so much. Just enjoy the fun workouts and allow it to naturally grow/heal when I am not in the process of doing a workout.
——
Oh - another thing - I just feel like I am a super rich king when the automatic pump is doing its thing and I am simply relaxing and enjoying myself hahaha. That is another part of my philosophy and life’s work - creating great riches and wealth on the inside and outside, but starting within.
I believe everyday is a truly rich gift where we get to have so many experiences of love and joy. And each day we grow richer because we have had more experiences of love and joy than any other day. It is up to us how much love and joy (and peace, which generally comes before joy in my book) we experience on any given day.
I also believe everyone has the ability to feel like the richest king on earth, where we feel like we hit the jackpot everyday. Anyways - the reason I am sharing all of this is because that is how I have been feeling more lately in lots of aspects of my life. In my marriage and in my businesses. And I love that it is also spilling over into my penis enlargement play when I get to lay back and relax and enjoy my new automatic pump device
I am currently on a 3 month break right now and will resume PE starting in the beginning of the year. I wonder if there is any sort of length training that I can through in with bath ate training that will further insight gains. At this point I wonder what kind of gains can be made just from the 15 minute routine along with 15 minutes of jelqing. Like we both agree too, it’s a marathon.
Awesome cockOK - I’m not claiming any new permanent gains or anything like that, but I feel like I have had a breakthrough in my process!
I also got a new auto pump with red light, AND a new kind of sleeve that I have never used before. And I feel like this is a game changer for me. It’s so nice to lay back and relax and let the auto pump do its work.
I have known that the ideal pumping situation is for it to be inflated, deflated, inflated, deflated and for it to keep going back and forth. Instead of just holding the higher pressure nonstop. However, I have only used manual ones and obviously that is a lot of work and would take nonstop focus.
This new pump will go from 0 to pumping it up fully to a certain point. And then it will release it all back to normal, and just keep on going. There’s different settings to play with as well.
And the new sleeve is like a fleshjack that just keeps more compression on it. It’s an alternative to the blue sleeves I normally use, though I feel like this is even better and it is also more convenient - bonus!
It’s funny - years ago I dreamed of having a penis pump that would have the benefits of water pumping, except even better - with some kind of thick jelly thing that was in the pump. And now here it is
Also, the day after I made this last update, I did some good stretching and had an excellent session, along with lots of fun with myself.
I was amazed that it was back up to 9” or very very close when I measured. This was seated, not standing. I always get a longer measurement if seated vs standing.
It felt amazing to see my dick so close to the 9” without having to stretch it to be there, and also while it was extra thick from the soft clamping that I was doing after the pump session.
Sharing extra photos for fun and to document current size situation
If anyone wants the link to the sleeves, which people are asking about a lot - you can go here:
Silicone Sleeves - 6 inches
If you want to check out the pump, you can do here:
AutoVac Smart Pump
I got a 2.25” cylinder and all of the add-ons except for the bungee cord to help prop it up. I haven’t needed it and have also multitasked with the pump. Though I could also see it being beneficial too.
I got a discount code with totalmanshop as well
Coupon code: joyfullyexpand12
I think it is a great company and that the owner and creator is truly an awesome gentleman! Standup guy who I have gotten to know and interact with!
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11-21-24 to 11-22-24 Update Part 1
I am feeling really happy and excited about some results I have been getting. I feel like some real lasting gains might be here as long as I can enjoy and maintain this energy.
It feels like they are here and I definitely feel like I am allowing myself to enjoy my cock more and more.
It feels a bit weird writing a sexually charged post here lol, but damn! I am getting so turned on by my own cock and I am loving how big and thick and long it is feeling! I am realizing like “wow! I DO have a big dick! I can fucking own it!”
Owning my full power and really owning the things I love about myself (sexually related and not sexually related) has been a big journey for me. I am also starting to love myself more and step more into my power out in the “real world” as well, which is saying quite a bit because I’ve already achieved a whole lot of success, but it feels like I am just barely getting started in terms of what I came here to do.
Allowing myself to enjoy PE more without shame or guilt, and even telling my husband that I am posting pics of my dick online and tracking my progress for others to see, has been such a huge boost to my enjoyment in life. I am really grateful to have a partner who loves me for me and supports me in my desires. He pumps now too and enjoys it (and he also LOVES the new auto pump we got as well), but he is not as serious about tracking or seeing how much he can gain.
He really loves and enjoys the process and loves the extra pump he gets and loves maintaining it.
I, on the other hand, need to be careful to not be too excited or obsessive. It can be one of those things when I make a breakthrough, it’s easy to just put off other things like sleep, professional responsibilities, house stuff, etc. so I can keep playing with my dick and try to rush more results.
So I am reminding myself to really enjoy the results and progress I am making. Let my dick heal and recover while I enjoy all the other aspects of my life, because my life is really freaking good in so many ways and it keeps getting better!
Phew - I didn’t expect to get so personal lol.
I’m on my iPad typing this where my most recent photos haven’t uploaded yet, so I will post them below from my iPhone.
Below are photos from after my pump session last night with the red light. I took a video as well.
Oh, last night I had a VERY vivid dream that my dick easily slide up to 9.5” in the pump! And I just saw it do that for the first time (in my dream) and it felt so freaking good. I continue to align my mind with the fact that it is possible for me to enjoy a dick that big and that it is also possible for me to enjoy a dick that is consistently 6” thick. And hard.
The dream of increased length inspired me to do more manual stretching today. So I slowed my mind down and did stretches for 11-12 minutes while I listened to one of my positive mindset audios that I created recently to help myself and others start the day in an amazing state of mind. That was really fun and I could see myself doing that more.
I also would love to have stronger erections, where my dick could point upwards and be even harder
Oh - also, thank you all for the love and support. It really means a lot to me! I didn’t realize how much I would enjoy having some community experiences around my PE journey.
Community is so important - another thing that has made itself very clear to me the last 4-5 months. I am grateful to have such great community in my life in so many ways - including here now!
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I am feeling really happy and excited about some results I have been getting. I feel like some real lasting gains might be here as long as I can enjoy and maintain this energy.
It feels like they are here and I definitely feel like I am allowing myself to enjoy my cock more and more.
It feels a bit weird writing a sexually charged post here lol, but damn! I am getting so turned on by my own cock and I am loving how big and thick and long it is feeling! I am realizing like “wow! I DO have a big dick! I can fucking own it!”
Owning my full power and really owning the things I love about myself (sexually related and not sexually related) has been a big journey for me. I am also starting to love myself more and step more into my power out in the “real world” as well, which is saying quite a bit because I’ve already achieved a whole lot of success, but it feels like I am just barely getting started in terms of what I came here to do.
Allowing myself to enjoy PE more without shame or guilt, and even telling my husband that I am posting pics of my dick online and tracking my progress for others to see, has been such a huge boost to my enjoyment in life. I am really grateful to have a partner who loves me for me and supports me in my desires. He pumps now too and enjoys it (and he also LOVES the new auto pump we got as well), but he is not as serious about tracking or seeing how much he can gain.
He really loves and enjoys the process and loves the extra pump he gets and loves maintaining it.
I, on the other hand, need to be careful to not be too excited or obsessive. It can be one of those things when I make a breakthrough, it’s easy to just put off other things like sleep, professional responsibilities, house stuff, etc. so I can keep playing with my dick and try to rush more results.
So I am reminding myself to really enjoy the results and progress I am making. Let my dick heal and recover while I enjoy all the other aspects of my life, because my life is really freaking good in so many ways and it keeps getting better!
Phew - I didn’t expect to get so personal lol.
I’m on my iPad typing this where my most recent photos haven’t uploaded yet, so I will post them below from my iPhone.
Below are photos from after my pump session last night with the red light. I took a video as well.
Oh, last night I had a VERY vivid dream that my dick easily slide up to 9.5” in the pump! And I just saw it do that for the first time (in my dream) and it felt so freaking good. I continue to align my mind with the fact that it is possible for me to enjoy a dick that big and that it is also possible for me to enjoy a dick that is consistently 6” thick. And hard.
The dream of increased length inspired me to do more manual stretching today. So I slowed my mind down and did stretches for 11-12 minutes while I listened to one of my positive mindset audios that I created recently to help myself and others start the day in an amazing state of mind. That was really fun and I could see myself doing that more.
I also would love to have stronger erections, where my dick could point upwards and be even harder
Oh - also, thank you all for the love and support. It really means a lot to me! I didn’t realize how much I would enjoy having some community experiences around my PE journey.
Community is so important - another thing that has made itself very clear to me the last 4-5 months. I am grateful to have such great community in my life in so many ways - including here now!
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