Happy to help. Just think a legit massage from a guy is a great intro to see how comfortable you are with the experience. A nice one hour massage will give you a guide as to how you feel and think about during the session. Its totally harmless and at worst, you get a great massage, at best it can be the foundations of going to another level with a guy.
When I was younger and received my first massage, it felt so sensual and I felt incredibly sexy. Even though I naively it was legit. I was totally naked and draped with a cloth. However he always kept my ass cheek and or dick partially exposed. While I felt a bit vulnerable, I liked having it open and exposed. I was getting so very aroused and my dick started bouncing around and leaking precum everywhere. lol. While I was embarassed, he comforted me, when he would scoop it and massage my precum into me. It was such a turn on, it reinforced in me, that he was totally comfortable with my precum and this allowed me to feel at ease.
Even when he caressed my nipples with oil and my precum, I still didnt think it would progress sexually, again my naivety, inexpereince and being younger. Even when he then progressed to massaging deeply my groin and abdomen area surrounding my dick, I didnt think it would lead to anything. However at this stage, I communicated clearly to him, by spreading my legs and moaning that I was indeed enjoying the pleasure he gave me. I think this signal on my part, gave him the go ahead to "accidentally" grab my dick while continuing to massage that area. It took me literally last than a minute to cum once he began masturbating me via hand relief.
Of course after blowing my load everywhere, I had conflicting emotions of pleasure, relief, guilt and shock. However and importanttly he made me feel so reassured that everything was "fine", "normal" and nothing to be ashamed about I left his place relaxed and at ease.
I enjoyed the massage so much I came over a few days later. I was still very nervous as I sheepishly knocked on his back door to avoid being seen by anyone. He was so friendly, welcoming and accomodating without any judgement.
As I kept coming around for "massages", he kept giving them to me, each time he slowly and very strategically progressed with what he did to me, what I did to him and what we did together. It was beautiful.