When I was 18 I was working in a small group. One of the guys got really friendly with me and I was fairly sure he was flirting with me, he was 20 years older than me. After sometime he invited me to his house for a night of cards and drinks, there would be about 6 or 7 guys there. I thought, free drink and the opportunity to meet new people sounds good to me.
Well apparently I was first to arrive, he started plying with me with vodka and suggested I put on some porn from his video collection (all straight pirated vids) while we waited on the others arriving. I didn't have a video player let alone porn vids so I jumped at the chance. After about an hour I started asking where were the others. He confessed he had lied in order to get me there. Why, for what I asked? I want to suck your cock he said. I had a rock hard throbbing cock in my tight jeans and was so fucking horny. I was also scared he was fucking with me to see what I'd say/do so I fobbed him off. We kept drinking and watching more porn. I was literally climbing the walls desperate to wank myself off. After 4 hours I couldn't stand it anymore and said go and turn that porn off, it's too late for me to get home so I need somewhere to sleep (and wank). He showed me to a bedroom, he left the room. I stripped and got into bed instantly making a tent with the covers and pulling out my brick hard swollen cock. As I started to gently edge myself he came back in the room with a pile of porn mags for me. I said thanks and flicked through one of them. He then asked if I wanted any help. I was drunk enough not to feel scarred and desperate enough to call his bluff. So I said ok, suck me. He lifted the covers and exposed my pulsing cock, quickly took in hand, groaned in anticipation then wrapped his mouth around my cock. Fuck, FUCK, this was the most intense pleasure I'd ever felt and instantly though I was having an out of body experience. He sucked me noisily and greedily and he knew exactly what he was doing. Very quickly I came in his mouth, harder than I'd probably ever come before. Jet after jet of spunk flowing into him and down his throat. He swallowed and cleaned my cock. I was still hard as fuck and he took it out and had a long look at it, rubbing it against his stubble. I told him to suck me off again. He did, I lasted about 20 mins that time and got a real sense of how much he loved my cock. I came again with near enough the same intensity. This time however I had started to sober up a it and the reality of what had happened started to cause me to feel guilty and kind of dirty. All I could think about was getting out of there.
It took me over a year to get my head around what I'd done. By that time I had a video player and a collection of porn. I realised how horny watching guys getting sucked off got me. I'd be thinking about him sucking me off better than any girlfriend ever had. I'd rerun it my head and eventually I gave in to it and went round his house one Friday night after being out on the piss with my mates. I pulled out my cock and teased him as he poured the vodka and he told me how much he wanted my load down his throat. When he was truly gagging for it I'd let him greedily suck and throat me, stopping him when I got close. My thought was if I'm going to let him suck me I want it to last as long as possible, till his jaw ached. It became a roughly once a month event. I started to want to try sucking a cock to see what it was like but he couldn't get hard and it was clear he wasn't the one to try with.
That would be another man years later, but that's another story.
The first time I saw a John Holmes porn and realised I was more interested in his incredible massive cock than the women he was butt fucking I fantasize about getting my hands on something that large. Years later I'd arranged to meet a guy I'd found on a ceefax hookup page long before the internet, who claimed to have a 9inch cock. I went to his place straight after working on a filthy building site. I was sweaty and looked like I'd been in a coal mine. Ideally I would have gone home and cleaned up first but I was on the clock, I had 2 hours to safely play before my girlfriend would get home.
When I entered he pretty much instantly asked if I wanted to clean up. Yes, I definitely need to. He gave me a can of beer and showed me the shower. When I'd finished in there I went into his bedroom with a towel and started to dry off. He said he was going to have a shower as well. I drank the rest of my beer and got comfortable on his king-sized bed.
He came out into the room wearing a white dressing gown and as he came past he let it open revealing his already fully erect massive cock. He closed the curtains and turned to show me everything as he slipped off the dressing gown.
I felt like I'd found myself on a porn shoot with a vwe stud. I thought I could never pull a woman this hot, but here I was with this well built, well hung handsome man. He got me another beer, sat on the bed and we talked about what I was into, experiences I'd had and what I wanted to do. The whole time I'm staring at his rock hard member, wanting to feel it in my hands.
Quick as a flash he leaned over, opened my towel and took my cock in his mouth and started to suck me off. 5 mins later everything changed. He clambered up my body pinning me to the bed on my back. He was straddling my chest, he moved my arms so they were trapped under his shins. His cock was right over my face, his big fat balls tensing and relaxing, then he rubbed his dick against my mouth. He said "don't bite. If you do I'll hurt you."
With one hand he was playing with my now hard cock, groping and stroking it. With the other he was rubbing his swollen helmet against my nose and mouth. I was so horny and the scent of his dick was turbo charging my arousal. Open your mouth he said. I did and he slide his meaty cock into me.
Not at all how I'd imagined it would smell or taste. I liked it, it felt lovely in my mouth and I found myself not just opening my mouth but sucking on him, then using my tongue to explore the head and slid it into his big Japs eye. The taste was changing and I realised it was precum. Fuck me this was getting better by the minute. By now he knew he had me hungry for it and was using both hands to hold my head in place and pump my mouth. I could only manage about half his length gagging and coughing occasionally.
He stopped and asked how I was doing. I smiled and said I like it, a lot. In my mind I was thinking I'd definitely be doing this again and wondering if he could be a regular to explore this new found sex. Being dominated by an alpha male. I opened my mouth eager to continue sucking this beautiful big cock and get some more of his hot precum.
Things were about take a really different course. He pulled out of my mouth stood up on the bed then manhandled me, turning me over onto my front on the middle of the bed.
He told me he wanted to fuck me. I hadn't said anything about wanting that, I'd never done that. I was so horny and chilled out and thought sucking his cock had been so much better than I had ever dreamed, maybe this was the time to try anal though I was worried as he was so big.
He spat in my asshole a few times and I think he added some of that to his shaft mixed with his precum. He told me to relax, I don't believe he even tried to loosen me up with his fingers. His knob was now forcing it's was into my tight young asshole, pain, pain pain and a kind of pleasure. He rocked back and forth gaining entry slowly but surely. I have no idea how far he was in but the burning pain from the friction was becoming unbearable. I felt like my bladder was going to burst and told him I needed to piss. He didn't want to stop. He was too heavy for me to get free from, I was effectively trapped under him fucked my virgin hole. He seemed pissed off but rolled off me and let me go and piss. Standing in the toilet still having a hard-on I decided I wanted to leave, it had gone way further than I planned or expected.
I explained to him,got dressed and left in a bit of a hurry.
When I got the time to think over I knew I'd be very willing to suck cock again but as for the anal, not so sure.
I still occasionally think about him and wish he had used lube, given me poppers and more alcohol. If he had I might have stayed and enjoyed getting that huge cock fucking my ass.